Im -perfect

Watching the gooey slimy things slowly,dripping down my books , I hardly suppressed a groan .I couldn't believe it , fine , Ican but it was starting of our final year.You might think that after tormenting me for continuous two years these people would finally get bored, find a new target and move on.

While I wasn't supportive of bullying , I didn't want to be alone in this shit .The black sheep in the hoarde of white ones .Suppressing the shudder that was running through my body with the prospect of taking my book outta that lube covered locker , I simply thrust in my hand and ughh...

Just disgusting .

Thankfully; with my last fiasco of finding my locker in used condom , atleast I learned my lesson to cover my books with something before leaving my school .You can never be sure of what people were going to slip in your locker when you are on their hit list you know.

I squashed my urge to puke that was building in and thrusted my book in my bag ; with an audible bang to let whoever pushed that lube in my locker ; that I wasn't happy with this ' prank' of his/her and they successfully pissed me off , I turned around to walk down the corridor.

People parted ; some even turned around to run in the opposite direction when they saw me approach , oh they weren't afraid of me not at all.They were only afraid to be seen together with me , to be associated with me in any fucking way , Like everything that was happening to me was my fault.

It wasn't , I did nothing to deserve this , it was them who should be avoiding my eyes, to walk away the opposite direction when I approach them but they weren't instead it was me who was turned into a complete outcast .If you want t o ask me what was going on , I have to explain from the beginning .

who had an affair with my mum's best friend and had a daughter with her .With that it was impossible for my parents to stay together , or maybe it was since my mother was all set t o keep their marriage together ; only if my father sent

her youth in taking care of you , having three kids for your sake instead of the woman who still looked well kinda maintained

in Austin .However; my mom never forgave my dad for it and thus after years of saving money

stalker alert , I

dad that he made the wrong decision , that the children she gave birth to were better in every sense than his lover's daughter , In short she was

my nanna having a home here, we would still be in a tough spot .I wanted nothing more then to go back to where we were instead of living

here just two years ago ; meaning I was the outsider , the one people keep at bay .No matter how hard I try I will always be the stranger that they want no association with ; something my mum simply doesn't understand.Maybe things

seeing my parents marriage falling apart , I took refuge in those romantic stories ; which screamed about true love.With those books as my only companion and

wanted was to find myself a good ; responsible man who will fall for me just the way I'm , let me feel the amazing feeling that we all call love before I walk down the aisle sharing our first kiss together and ending

when Jacob Knight pulled me in his strong muscular arm and kissed me