Im -perfect

Once Mr .Hussain is done with his lecture , I didn't even wait for him to end the class .Grabbing my backpack ;shoving everything in just a single go .I make my way out of the class, n o, let me corect myself I don't make my way , I run clearly afraid of the infamous QB to set his eyes on me once again .

Twice was enough , I tell my heart .With just these two encounters with Jacob Knight , I feel as if I have just stepped out of a freaking whirlpool ;my emotions were a mess , my pride was humiliated and I was feeling real low and God forbid , I never felt this low never in my life not since my father abandoned us in that small town without once looking back.

I trudged my way to the parking lot , I knew that if I leave now I will be missing on half of my classes and I wasn't someone who cut their classes but I believed I deserved to cut some slack after being groped and touched against my will , Jacob Knight never intended to go over the far edge and I knew that much , he was everyone's golden boy with a charming smile and perfect image to be taken care of , nonetheless his touch was uncalled for , I half wanted to make my wayback and tattle on to him toa teacher but I knew that you don't mess up with Jacob Knight , not because he was the quarter back but because he was psychotic.

He had no redemption , no bottom limit , he was an endless abyss once you get entangled with him , he will draw you in.

And I want nothing to do with him , one year just ,one year .Once this year is done Jacob Knight will be old story , I will move to Columbia and get that jerk out of my head and my life.

"Bells?"My mum calls out to me , I knew that My homeroom teacher must have already told her about me cutting classes .Not wanting her to invade my privacy ;I answer her back letting her know that I will be down in a second .Making sure that she wasn't coming up , I pull my tee and shorts , what? was upset alright .I slept once I held my pity party in the shower.

"What's going on , why did you left school so early?its going t o impact your performance ."

This was my mum. I love this woman but I really wish she would ask me what was happening to me instead of paying so much attention to my academic results.

"I'm not feeling well" I tell her.

Bella, its too early for you to miss you classes;we cannot have

if I'm feeling sick but oh boy , if I

; let me take a breather" I tell her trying m y best to keep my tone even "It will be fine its just half of the day ; I

mum steps out of the room .I make my way into the kitchen wondering who was at the door ;my sister was off to her nursing

to be the next QB once Jacob graduates thus me messing up with Jacob was equal to messing up with his chances at

it was easier;I was the weaker link in our family the one who will always back down , the most adjustable one, in short I was weak while Jacob was not .Instead of fighting with Jacob , it was easy for Chris to

now the part of the football team , while he didn't took part in my bullying , he didn't help me either Asshole

my mum's soft simpering voice , I make m y way outta the kitchen .My mum

I do , I wish I could run back inside my room , throwing my covers on my poor body and never ever make my way back into my own living room

in the same clothes he was in the morning , meaning he just got out of his practise

he bows respectfully before kissing my mum on her knuckles.And my mum looks down right fascinated , looking at him like he is her salvation and maybe he is , not only because he can be the one person who can help my brother in securing his QB

company , Jacob Knight can practically bless his future generation

come sharper than I intended it to but then again he shouldn't be here or no where near me after

again my brother

, sweetheart " throwing me my chemistry book he winks at me as