In Love, Never Say Never

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At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

bed all by myself, I felt as if there was a gap in my heart. Outside the

glanced at the clock on the wall. It was already one in the morning. Too frustrated to lie still anymore, I headed to the

Ashton had made

down the stairs to the

were tilting to the side by

think of how much the plants and I had in common.

felt good to be in it. I had been sheltering the sorrow in me, and I crouched down to let

without ever venting their emotions, so the rain was my chance to

came to me with an umbrella, trying to drag me back to the house. However, she was not as young as me; if I did not want to leave,

ran to the living room. When she came back out, she had a raincoat in her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even if you don’t

All I wanted to do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could

in midsummer was not cold, I was still a pregnant woman. Even if I were in the best of health, my body would not be able to take it after being in the rain

the world spun around

heard Mrs. Eriksen’s delighted

and saw Ashton in a black suit by the doorway. Then, he walked toward me

lifted me up into his

gloomy expression on his face. Then, I shut my eyes

Eriksen

door, Ashton pulled off my clothes and carried me into