In Love, Never Say Never

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At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

all by myself, I felt as if there was a gap in my

one in the morning. Too frustrated to lie still anymore, I

balcony, Ashton had

I went down the stairs to

the plants were tilting to

could not help but think of how much the plants and I had in common. With that thought, I walked into the garden and let the rain shower on

I was soaked from head to toe. The rain was not cold, but it felt

so the rain

me, I was in the middle of crying. She anxiously came to me with an umbrella, trying to drag me back to the house. However, she was not as young as me;

a raincoat in her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to

do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could cry out all the

woman. Even if I were in the best of health, my body would not be able to take it

moment, the world spun around

Mrs. Eriksen’s delighted

in a black suit by the doorway. Then, he walked toward me with a

he lifted me up into his arms, he entered the

had a gloomy expression on his face. Then,

was back, Mrs. Eriksen no longer intervened in our

the bedroom door, Ashton pulled off