In Love, Never Say Never

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At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

there was a gap in my heart. Outside the

wall. It was already one in the morning. Too frustrated to lie still anymore, I

time I was on the balcony, Ashton had made some modifications to the

down the

Eriksen had planted many plants in the garden. Now that it was raining heavily, the plants were tilting to the side by the force of the raindrops. The sight

how much the plants and I had in common. With that thought, I walked into the garden and let

in several seconds, I was soaked from head to toe. The rain was not cold, but it felt good to be in it. I had been sheltering the sorrow in me, and

their emotions, so the rain was my chance to express my

She anxiously came to me with an umbrella, trying to drag me back to the house. However, she was not as young as me; if I did not want to leave, there was no way she could move

put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even if you don’t think about yourself, think about the baby in you. What shall I do if something happens to

howling wind. All I wanted to do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could cry out all the grievance and misery in

the best of health, my body would not be able to take it

that moment, the world spun around

Mrs. Eriksen’s delighted voice. “Mr.

by the doorway. Then,

lifted me up into his arms, he entered

crying, and I could see that he had a gloomy expression on his face. Then,

Eriksen no longer intervened in

pulled off my clothes and