In Love, Never Say Never

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At that, she rushed downstairs.

Staring at the untouched soup, I found myself lost in my thoughts. I was born without getting much love and attention in my life, and the “so-called” love that I met was pretty much the same.

In fact, I had never experienced much familial love not to mention romantic love. Hence, I didn’t know much about love, nor have I learned how to love someone.

Grandma adopted me, and she showed me what love and care were in those short years. I regarded her and her care as the figure of love.

On the contrary, John’s extreme behavior, inflexibility, and apathy meant stubbornness to me.

Whereas Macy’s protection and support meant friendship to me.

As for Ashton, in the two years of our married life, he rarely treated me well. I dared not consider those rare moments as romantic love.

It had not been my intention to misinterpret it as love.

I liked Ashton, and that was why I could endure his cold treatment to me in silence. However, that did not mean I could pretend to be a fool who saw his cheap love as true love.

The sky was getting darker, and I was exhausted. Yet, I could not fall asleep despite lying on the bed for quite some time. I had gotten used to sleeping with Macy.

felt as if there was a gap in my heart. Outside the window, the wind was howling.

at the clock on the wall. It was already one in the morning. Too frustrated to

the last time I was on the balcony, Ashton had made some

went down the

the plants were tilting to the side by the force of the raindrops. The sight of them mirrored my

common. With that thought, I walked into the garden and let the rain shower

from head to toe. The rain was not cold, but it felt good to be in it. I had been sheltering the sorrow in me, and I

one could keep living without ever venting their emotions, so the

umbrella, trying to drag me back to the house. However, she was

ran to the living room. When she came back out, she had a raincoat in her hands. As she put it on me, she consoled, “Letty, you can’t do this to yourself. Even

wanted to do was to crouch down and cry, hoping that I could cry out all the grievance and misery

I were in the best of health, my body would not be able to take it after being in

the world spun around

then, I heard Mrs. Eriksen’s

suit by the doorway. Then,

into his arms, he

sore from the prolonged crying, and I could see that he had a gloomy expression on his

was back, Mrs. Eriksen

closing the bedroom door, Ashton pulled off my clothes