In Love, Never Say Never

Even though they always used their actions, and this time, their life, to prove that they loved me, I still felt profoundly insecure deep down. I wasn’t sure if this was due to my deep-seated low self-esteem, or that this happened to every other woman.

I ended up spending the whole night watching over Marcus. Layla had come in intermittently and asked that I get some sleep myself, but after I repeatedly rejected her suggestion, she decided to just leave me alone.

The next day, the morning sunlight shone through the window and lit up the room as though bestowing upon it a new life. Marcus finally woke up and when he saw that I was unharmed, he smiled in relief. “Thank goodness that you’re okay.”

At that point, all my suppressed emotions had escaped into the form of unstoppable tears and I started to sob uncontrollably. I held onto his hand and tried to speak in between my sobs. “Please… never do this again! I-If something happens to you, how am I going to explain this to Camelia? You have a wife and a kid! You can’t do something so silly again!”

He smiled weakly and stroked my hair gently as he said, “Don’t be silly, I can’t have stopped my instinctive reflex even if I tried to. Besides, I actually feel honored being able to keep someone I wanted to protect safe.”

It took me a while to collect myself. After which, a doctor came by to check on Marcus. I was glad when the doctor informed me that he would recover fully with enough rest.

As soon as my heightened sense of wariness subsided, I was overcome with a new wave of tiredness. After all, I did stay up all night and had had very little rest.

Looking at my bloodshot eyes, Layla said, “Ms. Stovall, now that Mr. White has awakened, you should really get some rest yourself. I’ll continue to monitor his health. Please stop worrying.”

I nodded, finally feeling a heavy weight lifted off my shoulder. After leaving the ward, I headed to the hospital lobby, ready to take a cab home.

When I got to the hospital lobby, a familiar black Bentley was parked just outside the curb. Joseph rolled down the driver seat window and said, “Mrs. Fuller, I’ll give you a ride home.”

I was puzzled. Did he just happen to be here or…

I wasn’t sure if Ashton was in the car and appeared hesitant. As though reading my mind, Joseph added, “Mr. Fuller has left for some work stuff.”

I rubbed my nose awkwardly and got into the car.

As Joseph started the car, I hesitated for a brief moment before asking, “Have you been in the hospital this whole time?”

He tilted his head in my direction. “Not just me. Mr. Fuller has been here as well. He had been scrolling through his phone all night standing by.”

I paused before biting my lips. “I…”

“He understands your concern for Mr. White. But the fact that you didn’t return to your ward or the villa all night did sting him. If I were you, I’d probably give him a call to check in with him even for just a minute. At least it shows that you care.”

Joseph’s words had once again stabbed right onto my sore spot like a dagger.

Saying no more, I stared out the window and was lost in my thoughts.

Joseph dropped me back at the villa before heading out again.

After the whole site incident and me staying up all night, the pain in my lower belly hadn’t subsided. Back in my bedroom, I tried to take a nap, but the cramp took a turn for the worse, forbidding me to sleep well.

I finally got up and searched around the room for some painkillers. Failing to find any, I resorted to ordering some from an online delivery service.

After finally taking some medicine to control the cramps, I already lost all desire to sleep. I checked my watch and realized it was already six o’clock in the evening. Ashton should be back soon.

Giving up trying to sleep, I went into the kitchen and found some ingredients in the fridge for me to cook a meal for Ashton as my way of saying sorry.

Now that it was September, the weather had started to cool down. It was almost seven o’clock when I finished scuttling about in the kitchen. However, there was still no sight of Ashton.

Looking over at Armond’s well-lit house, I decided to give Nora a call. She was quick to answer her phone. “Hey babe, have you eaten?”

I took another look at my neighbor’s house. “Not yet. Are you at Armond’s?”

“I am. Are you next door?”

“Yup.”

Just then, Nora called for me from her backyard. I put down my phone and walked toward my own backyard to meet with Nora who was dressed in thick pajamas. “How are you doing?”

I nodded. “Let’s just say that I’m happy to be alive.” I didn’t think she knew about what happened at Lavelian Village.

Nora rested her upper body on the railing before she said weakly, “It’s been a few days since I last saw you. I’ve been so tired for the past few days. And I’ve basically been lying down all day today.”

I paused for a brief moment. “Is it that time of the month for you?”

It was her turn to pause. “How did you know?”

I shrugged. “Because it’s my time of the month as well.”

Nora let out a long sigh before she said, “This is so unfair! Armond has been out all day and right now, all I want to do is to take my frustrations out at him!”

In love, never say never chapter 832

I smiled, amused at how predictable women can be.

Nora asked after noticing

he’s been

no answer. After a few

was illuminated by a car’s headlights. Nora

hoping for her to be right. Alas, my

just come home. “Our poor punching bag is back!

food I prepared had gone cold by now, so I decided to call Ashton

where are you? Are you on your way home? I’ve made dinner for us. Will

talk over dinner. I had gotten sick of arguing with Ashton, so I knew compromisations had to be made for our relationship to be more sustainable. It was all about

butterflies in my stomach. I was worried about him being upset about Marcus and

the shower. I don’t think he’ll be home tonight, so

had answered Ashton’s phone before, but that was in the past when I had braced myself for the possibility of Ashton leaving

sense of responsibility. But now that I

not reply, Rebecca’s tone got even more condescending. “Ms. Stovall, I’ll let Ashton know that you want him home. But please have your dinner first. I’m afraid it’d be late by the time he makes it back, and you know food doesn’t

her anymore, I promptly ended the call. I stared at the dinner I had prepared, feeling like an

That’s all bullsh*t

as I tried to keep my anger at bay, I couldn’t get the dripping sarcasm from Rebecca’s voice out of my head. I had so much faith in myself that I wouldn’t be bothered by their

as unpleasant memories came flooding back. At that moment, none

worse, my stomach started to hurt. I was suffering from emotional and physical pain at the same time. Life

the emotional rollercoaster I was

so I headed

the book when there was the sound of a car engine, followed by the yard being

being home distracted me so much that I couldn’t carry on reading any more. With a sigh, I put the book away

the dining table in the

eaten a single morsel. The food would undoubtedly

back. It had been two hours since my call with Rebecca, which meant that whatever

don’t eat it anymore. I wouldn’t want you to fall sick from

me standing outside the

I felt like he was only putting

“You didn’t. But the food’s cold, so don’t eat it.” With that, I

say never

of hesitation on my part took Ashton by

these cold dishes.” I tried to be as calm as possible,

frowned at my reply, his anger

me, I couldn’t help but chuckle, “Yes, I’ve always been sarcastic. Is this your first time

exchanged hurtful words with each other. At one point or another, many people would have thought about hurting their partner because they were just so frustrated with them. I wouldn’t be surprised if Ashton had such urges racing through

anger and not argue with me. His tone was a lot

faintly back at him. “Not at all. It was just a meal. I was bored and thought I’d try out some recipes. Marcus hasn’t been feeling well these days, so

the complete truth. But my anger got the

rage as he stared at me. “Sorry for being so delusional. How could I have forgotten that there’s someone you care dearly for still lying in the hospital? Speaking of

for reminding me. I should head over to the hospital now,” I replied coolly. I would rather be with Marcus in the hospital than stay home and argue with Ashton. Besides, after this less than friendly interaction

angrily grabbed my wrist. “Scarlett, are you forgetting that you’re someone’s wife and mother? Running off in the middle of the night to see another man is not what a virtuous woman ought

on the offensive. “Which era are you from, Ashton? It’s the twenty-first

mentioned the affairs, clearly unhappy about it. “Scarlett, what on earth has Rebecca done to make you

to be expected, I guess. Any man would want his wife and mistress

away from him and started to make my way upstairs. However, Ashton slid his arms around my waist and trapped me within

it sent shivers down my spine. “Have I become so worthless in your eyes? So worthless that you can push me to another woman without any care? Should I be

tightly, the pain became even more unbearable. “Isn’t that everything you wanted, Ashton? Or do you not

was no different than usual, but the words that followed

be with Marcus, aren’t you? Scarlett, please tell me what I have done to make you think so lowly of me, to think I can be

time, but the fact that he kept harping on about Marcus pushed me over the edge. “Why are you

can never be as intimate as what you have with Rebecca. Marriage is a sacred bond to me, Ashton, but you have single-handedly ruined everything good about it. You destroyed the sanctity

to waste my time with you. Whether you feel responsible for Rebecca or you truly long for her, it’s none of my business. If she wants to be Mrs. Fuller, I’d be more than willing to let her have that title. But please

love, never say

“What have you heard? What makes you

in front of you. Did she tell you that she answered your phone and told me you were in the shower? That she was showing off to me how in love the two of you were? Of course she wouldn’t have told you anything. After all, she needed to maintain the perfect image you have of

silent with his lips pursed, still staring intensely

others. Also, pick your subjects

away from Ashton and decided on a whim

asleep. “Ms. Stovall, what are you doing here so late at night? You should be at home resting!” she

still managed to smile back in response. “It’s no problem at all. How is he today?” I asked

he wouldn’t let me answer it. I’m not sure if it was his family calling to check on him,” Layla said

Marcus before glancing at my phone. There weren’t any messages which only added to my

Layla came back early in the morning only to find Marcus still sleeping. Since

be my time of the month. All that meant that I have barely gotten any decent sleep, and I woke up even more exhausted than I had

woken up when he spotted my less than flattering dark eye circles. “Have you been staying

just been worried about you. Get well