In Love With My Billionaire Husband

Serena Mclane's P.O.V

I toss and turn in bed countless amount of times, trying to find a comfortable position to sleep in but I'm still not satisfied.

I let out a groan, finally giving up with trying to sleep.

I know it's because of my nagging thoughts that are contributing to my lack of sleep, more than anything else.

My mind flashes back to day before yesterday, when the Stryker's had come over.

I remember how I was rooted in place due to shock but as soon as I could get my legs moving, I had.

Entering into the living room, I was severely disappointed to find out that Damien had left.

He apparently had some important, unattended business he had to get too.

Just that had made my nerves spike up but luckily no one had said anything.

Not even that night or the one after did my father say anything derogatory to me.

Instead he let me be and hadn't uttered a word.

However that just makes me even more worried.

I adjust my pillow, as I sink down into its softness, trying to find some sort of comfort.What if Dad is just doing this so that I lower my guard? I keep telling myself that I'm being absurd and over thinking everything but I can't help it.

Any one of the Stryker's can be downstairs right now, complaining about what I said the other day.

How I tattled like a small little girl.

One side of me- probably the much wiser one— is scared to the core thinking that Damien will tell his parents who in turn will tell mine and stir up even more trouble for me, while the other part- the one that doesn't listen to her brain much— completely trusts the man she's only talked to once.

Most of that conversation was one sided.

Finally giving up on my much awaited sleep, I sit up in bed and let out a low agonising groan.

Why do I have to lose precious sleep over such troubling thoughts? Why can't I just not care about my future and let it lead me blindly while I somehow manage to stumble and stagger along.

Doing the exact same thing- stumbling and staggering might I add- I head to the bathroom and turn the tap on, splashing water onto my face.

Maybe a shower will help me brighten up? Though I highly doubt so.

By the time I walk down to the kitchen, breakfast is being served and father is sitting in his usual seat, reading the stock market section of the newspaper.

"Morning."

I mumble as I trudge to my own designated area.

As every morning goes, I only get a chirpy ‘Morning’ from my mother while my father ignores my existence.

It's such a nice thought that I'm going to be the one saving his name and bringing it into a new light by not only taking over the company but also marrying someone like the Stryker's.

It's nice to be appreciated sometimes.

I mentally snort at my own thoughts but calm myself down at the sight of my full breakfast fry up.

Thanking my mum, it doesn't take me long to devour all my food.

I'm a ravenous mess but that fact never changes.

By the time I'm done and sipping on my coffee, my father puts his newspaper down and looks me dead in the eyes.

"Meet me in the study.We need to talk."

it feel like I'm about to

stand up and follow

leave the room, I catch my mothers eye only

least it's good

news as it can be, coming from

into the familiar room, I scan my surroundings as I always do for some

Everything looks the same.

walls and deep burgundy

filled with various books,

fathers cherry wood desk lies right in the middle

uncomfortable seats as my father

long as it always does when my father

talked

My father says.

makes me freeze in place though I try

"And?"

I question, acting oblivious.

pauses as he assesses my

finds what he needs as he nods his

planned’ I am going to murder Damien Stryker in cold blood! How dare he? Thinking a thousand bad thoughts at him, it

"Vivian!"

He calls.

my head, I

"Yes father?"

say in the

have decided to extend

soon as possible but they would rather you too get engaged for as long as it takes so you both

what exactly does

ask so I

like I expected

so soon, you too will be spending a

want that? Wouldn't I just get on his nerves? I'd never expect him to agree to this nevertheless come up with all this

"By substantial you mean?"

that actually entails and just

will be moving in with Damien as soon as he is available to handle

it maybe in a matter of

prepared, I'd advice you to

I try to process

I know it, I'm up in my room packing away all of my clothes, books, and

the sun slowly starts to fade, shining it's rays as they slowly start to fade behind clouds, I

I have

try not to think of the imminent situation

interaction I've had with him,

my room and then out of

into the backyard, I let my legs lead me to the back of the shed

on the overgrown flora, I relax as I

memories I have

sentimental when they have

of life and I need to grow the

doesn't stop the memories from entering

teary eyed and yet

look like an

my father and I

this place didn't seem so desolate and void

to go off on one of her little tiffs, my father used to pick me up in his arms and run to here where we used

used to be

Sarah would get incredibly angry but she was going through her