In My Desperate Time

That's better. Otherwise it might be awkward.

I drag my aching and sour body out of bed. I don't dare go home, so I go to the company after washing a little bit.

I have decided to divorce after last night. I have already lost my family; I can't lose my job.

I work as a clerk at a foreign trade company. I don't like this job very much, and the salary is not high, but at least it is stable. I am a designer before, well paid but tired. Andrew Malan doesn't want me to work so hard after getting married, so I changed my job.

Now I realize that male chauvinist just can’t stand that I earn more than him. I would never change my job if I have known that he is such a scumbag.

My phone is out of power and shuts down automatically last night. I charge the phone and there are dozens of missed calls and many messages sent from Andrew Malan.

I still hope a little.

If he apologizes, if he begs my forgiveness, I may forgive him. But my heart goes dead seeing his messages.

back! Or I will make you

man behind my back! How

bitch! You should be raped by those people

Intolerable.

don't want

and start to work, but I just

think about the man

printed in my head deeply

am wondering, the phone

Malan calling. I mute the phone and put it away, and

can make me temporarily

Noyes, you don't look well. What happened?” Amy Jenkins sits in front of me and looks me up and down at the

are in a good relationship, we usually go to lunch

my head and say, “Just didn't sleep