In My Desperate Time

I smile bitterly and sit down at the gate of the company.

“Mom, did Susan Felton tell you this?”

“You can't blame others judging you because of what you did! How could I have a daughter like you? What a shame! You go to the police station and explain right now. Then I will take you to Andrew Malan’s house begging for his forgiveness. Anyway, what would you do if you lost Andrew Malan such a good man!”

I don't want to explain to my mom how disgusting this good man in her eyes is. It is useless to explain this to a woman who has devoted her whole life for men.

“I have already said that I want to divorce. No matter what you say, I will divorce anyway.”

I hang up the phone and take a taxi to my best friend Mindy Sue's house. She is my best friend in college.

I knock at the door for a while. Mindy Sue comes out wearing a silky slip dress with blurred eyes and flushed face. Have her boyfriend David Gibbs come back from the business trip?

look not well. Who

on the couch with an unsatisfied look on his face. I definitely disturbed their

inside

and I go into the room. I tell her everything from

curiously, “How does he look? The man you spent the night with. How

from the normal?

there be? Of course, you should divorce that scum! The you can find that handsome man driving Maybach. Men are clothes. With so man men in this world, I can change clothes every day as long as I am happy.” Mindy Sue says

me feel helpless and

with me as long as

and lie on the bed. My heart is so exhausted, and I

horny. The sound quiets down after over an hour. Mindy Sue comes in with

nod and check lots of missed calls

is knocking at the door. I think