In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

home, there is another man except my mom and dad.

My brother Frank Noyes.

parents sit beside him, one is on the left and the other is on the right. They serve him like

of snacks and fruits on the tea table. I know these are bought with my

Aren't you studying abroad?” I

He doesn’t even look at me. He is

money as other students, so I

expenses abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other people go abroad would work while studying,

been paid

grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on the tea table, and yell at

his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just quit. He lives faraway, and I can’t often see

know my parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to

family are living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large family. I can't even keep

Frank Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want

“No, dad and mon would support me.”

It’s me who

squeeze

Suddenly, there is only desperation lest in my heart.