In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

arrive home, there is another man except my mom and

brother Frank Noyes.

the right. They serve him like serving an empire. One peels

snacks and fruits on the tea table. I know these are bought with my money even thinking with my

you come back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I ask Frank Noyes.

doesn’t even look at me. He is

of studying. I don't want to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day. It’s boring. I

says. Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other people go abroad would work while studying,

my advice? All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now you1 just quit study. Do

phone, throw it on the

My mom stares at me ruthlessly. She picks up his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can

spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate of my

is clear that I should be able to

“since you don't want to go to

support me.” Frank Noyes fights me back.

dad and mon? It’s me who would support you at last!”

My dad and she are going to squeeze

only desperation lest