In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

home, there is another man except my mom

brother

the other is on the right. They serve him like serving an empire. One peels orange for him and the

I know these are bought with

“Why do you come back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I ask

doesn’t even look at me. He is still playing a hand game with his

want to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day. It’s

Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by me. My

can come back? Have you asked my advice? All of your tuition have been

Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on

are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just

my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate of

the whole family are living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large family.

don't want to go to school, then go to work. You are 22 anyway.”

“No, dad and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes fights me back.

“What dad and mon? It’s me who would

My mom feels unpleasant. She stops me and tells me that Frank Noyes is going to sleep in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on

there is only desperation lest in