In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

When I arrive home, there is another man except my mom

brother Frank Noyes.

on the right. They serve him like serving an empire. One peels orange for him and the other massages

snacks and fruits on the tea table. I know these are bought with my money even thinking with

you come back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I ask Frank Noyes.

even look at me. He is still playing a hand game with his phone.

money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day. It’s boring. I might as well come back.”

Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other people go abroad would work while studying, but he

All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now you1

I grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on the tea table, and

stares at me ruthlessly. She picks up his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just quit. He lives faraway, and

I know my parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being

the whole family are living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large family. I can't even keep myself alive. How can I feed them?!

I turn to Frank Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want to go to school,

support me.” Frank

“What dad and mon? It’s me

My mom feels unpleasant. She stops me and tells me that Frank Noyes is going to sleep in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need to make a bed on the floor or go to a friend’s house, and then

Suddenly, there is only desperation lest in my heart.