In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

When I arrive home, there is another man except my mom

My brother Frank Noyes.

him, one is on the left and the other is on the right. They serve him like serving

There are full of snacks and fruits on the tea table. I know these are bought with my

you studying abroad?” I

is still playing a hand game with

have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play

mad hearing what he says. Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money.

asked my advice? All of your tuition have been paid by

throw it on

My mom stares at me ruthlessly. She picks up his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just quit. He lives faraway, and I can’t often see him. It’s better for him to come back.”

I know my parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate

I should be able to support a

don't want

“No, dad and mon would support me.” Frank

dad and mon? It’s me

tells me that Frank Noyes is going to sleep in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need

Suddenly, there is only desperation lest in my heart.