In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

another man except

brother Frank Noyes.

one is on the left and the other is on the right. They serve him like serving

snacks and fruits on the tea table. I know these are bought with my money even thinking with my

you studying abroad?” I ask

look at me. He is still

to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day. It’s boring. I

have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other

advice? All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now you1 just quit

I get really mad. I grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on

She picks up his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just quit. He lives faraway,

brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate of my feelings.

living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large family. I

Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want to go to school, then go

“No, dad and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes fights

dad and mon? It’s me who would support you at

she are going to squeeze on the couch,

is only desperation lest