In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

another man except my mom and dad.

brother Frank Noyes.

and the other is on the right. They serve him like serving an empire. One peels orange

on the tea table. I know these are bought with my money even thinking with my toes.

“Why do you come back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I ask

me. He is still

And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out

says. Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other

“Who permits you can come back? Have you asked my advice? All of your tuition have been paid

phone, throw it on the

his mobile phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then

parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate

whole family are living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large family. I can't even keep

to Frank Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want to go to school, then go to

“No, dad and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes fights me back.

me who would

My mom feels unpleasant. She stops me and tells me that Frank Noyes is going to sleep in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need to make a bed on the floor or go to a friend’s house, and then

desperation lest in my heart.