In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

home, there is another man except my mom and dad.

brother Frank Noyes.

parents sit beside him, one is on the left and the other is on the right. They serve him like serving an empire. One peels

I know these

do you come back? Aren't you

He doesn’t even look at me. He is

to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day. It’s

abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other people go abroad would work while studying, but he only wants

All of your tuition have been paid by me. And

I get really mad. I grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on the

again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then

I know my parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate

able to support a large family. I can't even keep myself alive. How can I feed them?!

turn to Frank Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want to go to school,

mon would support

me who would support you at last!”

tells me that Frank Noyes is going to sleep in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need to make a bed on the floor

only desperation lest