In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

there is another man except my mom and dad.

My brother Frank Noyes.

him, one is on the left and the other is on the right. They serve him like serving an empire. One peels orange for him and the other massages his shoulders.

the tea table. I know these are bought with my money even thinking with my toes.

“Why do you come back? Aren't you studying

me. He is still playing

want to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every

hearing what he says. Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by

can come back? Have you asked my advice? All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now you1 just quit study. Do you think money just grows

I get really mad. I grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on the tea table, and yell at him.

why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he

spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate of

is clear that I should be able to support a large family. I can't

“since you don't want to go

“No, dad and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes

and mon? It’s me who

that Frank Noyes is going to sleep in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch,

Suddenly, there is only desperation lest