In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

When I arrive home, there is another

My brother Frank Noyes.

They serve him like

table. I

do you come back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I ask

is still playing a hand game

don't have as much money as other students, so I

been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other people go abroad would work while studying, but he only wants to enjoy!

advice? All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now you1 just quit study. Do you think money just grows on

phone, throw it on the tea

is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just quit. He lives faraway, and I can’t often see him. It’s better for

is still hard to see them being so inconsiderate

with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a large family.

Restlessly, I turn to Frank Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want to go to school,

and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes fights

me who would support you at last!”

the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need to

only desperation lest in my heart.