In My Desperate Time

“What’s this?” I ask.

The wind discomposes his hair.

He seems to stand in the wind for a long time.

“Medicine.”

He says and shoves the medicine to me. Then he leaves.

He drinks a lot, too, and probably calls his chauffeur to pick him up. And his car, parks right behind me, I don’t notice it.

Actually, I am thinking, if Frances Louis offers me an olive branch now, perhaps I will really say yes.

Tonight, I am so fragile. I Desperately need a harbor to dock my wandering heart.

I open the medicine bag and look inside. They are all anti-allergic medicine.

I smile sadly. I swallow the medicine without water.

Perhaps only the pain and suffering can support me to go on.

When I arrive home, there is another man except my mom and dad.

brother Frank Noyes.

other is on the right. They serve him like

on the tea table. I know these are bought with my money even thinking

“Why do you come back? Aren't you studying abroad?” I ask Frank Noyes.

is

“I'm tired of studying. I don't want to study. And I don't have as much money as other students, so I can't go out to play every day.

really mad hearing what he says. Although the relationship there is found by Andrew Malan, his expenses abroad have been borne by me. My parents have always given him much money. Other people go abroad would work while studying, but he only wants to enjoy!

my advice? All of your tuition have been paid by me. And now you1 just quit study. Do you think money

get really mad. I grab Frank Noyes's phone, throw it on

phone and hands it to him again, “he is your brother, why are you so fierce? If he doesn’t want to study, then he can just quit. He lives faraway, and I can’t often see him. It’s better for him

I know my parents spoil my brother. But it is still hard to see

living with me, it is clear that I should be able to support a

Restlessly, I turn to Frank Noyes and say coldly, “since you don't want to go to school, then go to work. You are 22

dad and mon would support me.” Frank Noyes fights me back.

mon? It’s me who would support

in the main room tonight. My dad and she are going to squeeze on the couch, and I need to make a bed on the floor or go to a friend’s house, and then I have to rent a bigger

is only desperation