In My Desperate Time

“Come to room 306.”

What’s wrong with Frances Louis?

His wife’s here and he wants me to go to his room? Does he want his wife to slap me in the face?

Plus, I even don’t know where the hotel he lives is, how could I go?

“No.” I refuse him directly.

Soon, Frances Louis replies.

“If you don’t come, I will come to you.”

I ignore him and put my phone on the night table.

He doesn't know which hotel I'm staying in, I'm not afraid of him!

One minute later, there is a knock at the door.

I bounce out of bed and sit there quietly, not knowing what to do.

Damn it! Frances Louis must be staying in the same hotel with me. Or why he comes so fast?!

I dare not open the door.

No good could come of Frances Louis coming to see me himself. And he sounds angry in his previous messages, which makes me more flurried.

The phone vibrates on the night table. I look at it and the message contain only three words, simple as Frances Louis always does.

“Open the door.”

The bell rings only twice before it stops, but I know Frances Louis is still outside. I also know that if I didn't open the door tonight, I would die.

I may also die even if I

hesitation, I put on

walks in directly and sits

is soon tinged with red blood. I look at the snow-white sheets, crying in my

blood on this bed to

up through the bloodstain, I see a cut on Frances Louis’s

deep, but not

down, making my heart

remember the night I went to him, and his wrist was

suicide?” I ask,

glance coldly over me, and he says lightly, “Neither.

I have no tools.

I can't watch his blood drain away like this.

Stop bleeding?

flashes across

menstruation is coming and I prepared

darkens as he looks at the menstrual pad on his

me here, I’ll go out to buy some gauze and

and buy gauze and iodophor at a nearby drugstore. When I come back, the pad has already been full of blood. A

with iodine

“Okay, you can go.”

satisfaction, and say with relief

he holds me in his arms and lie down on the bed, “I'm very tired," he whispers,

he closes

this beast, Frances Louis, would do something to me. After all, in the afternoon, he tortured me for a long time because he would go on a business trip for a

a long while,

gradually becomes even, and he

tired, but I dared not to sleep just now. When I let my guard down, The sleepiness rush over me. I fall asleep in the

such a long time, this is

in the morning and Frances Louis