In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

to beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t use anesthetic, does he want me to

it!” I

this world that are so much harder than not getting

talking about my brother. His words are the

I have to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay

have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into my

Pain! So much pain!

the penetrating pain. I bite my lip so that I wouldn't

Louis would

eighteen stitches, and I count them

“All right.”

my nerves

of Frances Louis, I stay in

I am discharged from hospital, it has

go to work the day after I get home. Frances Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work

it is possible, maybe I could sneak into work without noticed by

much work for me, and I am

from Noah Jefferson, who is