In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

moment, I want to beat him to death. I have been

it!” I am

There are so many things in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles at me tenderly, but makes me feel cold from head to

about my brother. His

up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times people never use anesthetic and they can also bear the

martyr. And I have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into

Pain! So much pain!

my body feels the penetrating pain. I bite my lip so that I wouldn't make

Frances Louis would look down on

doctor gives me eighteen stitches, and I count them

“All right.”

hear the doctor; my nerves relax and I

Louis, I stay in the hospital for

hospital,

the day after I get home. Frances Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I

even think that, if it is possible, maybe

still need to recuperate, Steven Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am

noon, I get a call from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for