In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t

it!” I am

than

know he is talking about my brother. His words are

Okay, I

eyes look like a heroic martyr. And I have carved the name of

Pain! So much pain!

I bite my lip so that I wouldn't make a

Louis would look down on

gives me eighteen stitches, and I

“All right.”

the doctor; my nerves relax and I

Frances Louis, I stay in the

I am discharged from hospital, it has been

to work the day after I get home. Frances Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work today.

that, if it is possible, maybe I could sneak into work

still need to recuperate, Steven Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am mostly idle the whole

I get a call from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for