In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t use

I am angry and my attitude

in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles at me tenderly, but

is talking about my brother.

I have to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times people never use anesthetic and

heroic martyr. And I have carved

Pain! So much pain!

the penetrating pain. I bite my

out, Frances Louis would look

stitches,

“All right.”

my nerves relax and I almost

Frances Louis, I stay in the hospital

I am discharged from hospital, it has been the

He should not know that I come to work today. Normally,

possible, maybe I

recuperate, Steven Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am mostly idle

noon, I get a call from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for