In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

have been painful

can come and feel it!” I am angry and my attitude

are so many things in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles at me tenderly, but makes me feel

about my brother. His words

have to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old

have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into

Pain! So much pain!

penetrating pain. I bite my

Frances Louis would look

gives me eighteen stitches, and I count them

“All right.”

hear the doctor; my nerves relax and

I stay in

I am discharged from hospital,

Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work today. Normally,

even think that, if it is possible, maybe I could sneak

much work for me,

get a call from Noah Jefferson,