In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

to beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t use anesthetic, does

feel it!” I am angry and my

many things in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He

my brother. His words are

to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times people never use anesthetic and they can

And I have

Pain! So much pain!

penetrating pain. I

Frances Louis would look down on

gives me eighteen stitches, and I count

“All right.”

doctor; my nerves relax and

Frances Louis, I stay

from hospital, it has

I get home. Frances Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work today. Normally, he also works later

maybe

arrange so much work for me, and I am

Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for me