In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t

I am angry and my

this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles at me tenderly, but makes me feel cold

is talking about my brother. His words are

have to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am

my eyes look like a heroic martyr. And I have

Pain! So much pain!

in my body feels the penetrating pain. I bite

I cry out, Frances Louis

stitches, and I count them

“All right.”

the doctor; my nerves relax and I almost

stay in the hospital for

am discharged from hospital, it

after I get home. Frances Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work today. Normally, he also works

if it is possible, maybe I could sneak

much work for me, and I am mostly idle

noon, I get a call from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for