In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

have been painful deadly. If don’t use anesthetic,

and feel it!” I am angry and

can't you? There are so many things in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles at me tenderly, but makes me feel cold from head to

my brother. His words

or not, I have to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times people never use anesthetic and they can

eyes look like a heroic martyr. And I have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into

Pain! So much pain!

penetrating pain. I bite my

Frances Louis would look

stitches, and I

“All right.”

doctor; my nerves relax and

Louis, I stay in the

discharged from hospital, it has been

than me. He should not know that I come to work today. Normally,

maybe I could sneak

still need to recuperate, Steven Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am mostly idle

a call from Noah