In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

want to beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If

it!” I am angry and

There are so many things in this world that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles

about my brother. His words are the

to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times people never

my eyes look like a heroic martyr. And I have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into my

Pain! So much pain!

feels the penetrating pain. I

I cry out, Frances Louis

me eighteen stitches, and I count them

“All right.”

nerves relax

Louis, I stay

am discharged from hospital, it has been the next

leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I

it is possible, maybe I could sneak into work without

need to recuperate, Steven Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am mostly

from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for