In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

that moment, I want to beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t use anesthetic,

come and feel it!” I am angry and my attitude

that are so much harder than not getting anesthetic.” He smiles at me

is talking about my brother. His

with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times

I have carved

Pain! So much pain!

pain. I bite my

cry out, Frances Louis

stitches, and I count

“All right.”

hear the doctor; my nerves relax and I

I stay in the hospital

am discharged from hospital,

go to work the day after I get home. Frances Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work today.

think that, if it is possible, maybe I could sneak into work without noticed by

to recuperate, Steven Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am mostly idle the whole

get a call from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting for me