In My Desperate Time

Damn him to have a baby!

Who want to have a baby with him! He is so shameless that he can say it out without blushing.

Speaking of baby, there is a serious thing. These days, I made love with Frances Louis almost every day. He didn’t put on condoms and I forgot to eat medicine.

Will I have a baby?

Please no! I pray in my heart.

The doctor gives two dry coughs. He says nothing and takes me into the operating room to sew up the wound.

The operating room is originally closed to outsiders, but Frances Louis follows in. The doctor answers a call and, presumably on command, doesn’t ask Frances Louis out.

It is not surprising because this man is rich and powerful. I wonder why he comes in.

“No anesthetic.” Frances Louis says suddenly.

What? Has he lost his mind?

I want to beat him to death. I have been painful deadly. If don’t use

feel it!” I am angry and

you? There are so many things in this world that are so much harder than

is talking about my brother.

ill or not, I have to put up with it. Don’t use anesthetic. Okay, I am okay with it. In old times

heroic martyr. And I have carved the name of Frances Louis deeply into

Pain! So much pain!

my body feels the penetrating pain. I bite my lip so that

Louis would look down on

stitches, and I count

“All right.”

hear the doctor; my nerves relax and I almost pass

I stay in the hospital for another

am discharged from hospital, it has been the

Louis leaves earlier than me. He should not know that I come to work today. Normally, he also works later than

it is possible, maybe

Song doesn’t arrange so much work for me, and I am

call from Noah Jefferson, who is waiting