In My Desperate Time

I get up holding my limp waist and curse Frances Louis secretly.

“You teddy dog! I curse you for impotency.”

The bathroom door is pulled open with a clatter. Frances Louis stands there with a towel on his lower body, looking at me half-squinted.

“What did you say?”

“Nothing! I was wondering what you have eaten because you are so energetic.” I laugh a hollow laugh, and prevaricate quickly.

Men love to be complimented by women. Even if Frances Louis is otherworldly, he would not be an exception.

The knock on the door rings again. I don’t answer him anymore and go to the door.

“Don't open the door,” Frances Louis stops me and whispers.

“Why?” I turn to look at him and ask with confusion.

“It's not a secret that every time I come to Santos I would stay in this hotel. But no one ever knocked at the door, so I guess it is not a good visit.”

I stop when I hear his words.

Why should I make trouble for myself when Frances Louis doesn't want to mess with it?

He goes to the night table and calls the reception.

“There is someone knocking at my door. Whoever it is, tell him I'm out.”

Then, Frances Louis hangs up.

Soon the knocking stops.

the wardrobe and opens it. There are

a pile of clothes. He must have always hired this room. But I am curious that he is so rich, why

have a house at Santos, Frances Louis?” I look at his sharp and strong figure and ask

don’t like buying house.”

to want to continue the subject, and

waist, and I turn my head

Frances

my eyes and

be shy?! Is it

He

know if he’s dressed and I kind of don't want to

“What?” I ask impatiently.

me with my belt. Did you forget? It is a bug

customer is the god, and the patron is gold Lord is

couldn't stop my palms from sweating as he looks at me, and it takes me a long time to buckle

your clothes, and then

go to the bathroom to change my clothes

am after last night’s intense exercise. Is Frances Louis’s body made of iron? How could

you want to

asks me

him blankly and say, “how do I know, I haven't been Santos before,

then takes

Jordan, do you know

Someone like Lawrence Jordan, who plays

of the line, I don’t know what Lawrence Jordan has said. I notice that the corners of Frances Louis's mouth twitch twice and then

Louis takes me all the way to the beach and

Fragrance of Women.

a pornographic name! I connect this name

enter to see Lawrence Jordan lounging in a massage chair. A