In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis seems determined to torture me. He doesn’t let me go all night.

Now I know that he was tenderhearted to me before.

His power is more amazing than I thought.

By the time it is all over, I am too tired to turn over.

But I have to go to work later. I am not a boss like Frances Louis. I would struggle to get to work even if I were to die.

I get out of bed, take a pill from the bedside table and swallow it.

This is the long-term birth control pills I have been taking, which I used to take behind Frances Louis’s back. Now he knows, it doesn't matter for me to take pills in front of him.

Frances Louis suddenly comes over and pours all medicine in the drawer into the dustbin.

"Don’t take it in the future." He says in a low voice.

I look at the pills lying in a pile of tissue and don’t have the courage to pick them up.

"What if I got pregnant? I will buy medicines after work." I say quietly.

Frances Louis behaves so strangely. He doesn't like to wear a condom, and he doesn't like me to take medicine. The only way to avoid having a baby is to have a ligation.

is no. I will throw them away every time

he goes back

"You…"

want to argue with him, but I am

can only take it secretly. Or try

myself briefly

some drawings and says these need to be

almost half a year's work of the design department. How

Snow wants to make trouble for

you want to redesign, you

to Nicole Snow

gave it to him now. Everyone else is working on other projects. You are the most suitable person

seems that I have

understand the designer's original design philosophy. I can only redesign drawings following my own

quickly, and soon

time. It’s 4 pm. I can finish

heave a sigh of relief, feeling a little elation and pride in my heart.

take this file to the

other things. I can only