In My Desperate Time

Frances Louis, he…

I told him that I didn’t want it. Why he still buys it?

Does he really like me? Like Mindy said?

"No, no, no."

I shake my head and try to get this terrible idea out of my mind and wait for Frances Louis to come.

Then, Frances Louis comes and leads me into the golf course.

I thought Frances Louis was coming in for a round of golf, but he takes me straight to the dining room.

"The Japanese food here is very good. Try it."

I nod and follow him in.

I don’t know much about Japanese food, so I just order a few dishes at random.

When the food is served, I find that many things are raw. In fact, I am not very good at eating raw food, and, not wanting to annoy Frances Louis, I eat a little and put down my chopsticks.

Frances Louis doesn’t eat much either. I never see him eat much. He is always so polite and elegant.

Of course, the Frances I was talking about was the Frances in public. When he with me, he is no more than a beast.

rings. He answers and

I can’t hear what they are saying. I hear him say ‘I know’, and then he hangs up the

the door, he holds out his hand and says,

bag

means, but I still give it to

a taxi and go home. I have some

Frances Louis takes the bag into

left alone and don’t understand what is going on. Didn't

misunderstand? Does he have other

Louis's mind, so I

the evening, Frances Louis still not come

don’t care, so I take a

up early, wash

Frances Louis’s room, I find his quilt neatly

back last night? Or he

time to think about Frances

with

against me, she gives me half as

work when suddenly there comes a cry of surprise

god! The president of Louis Group has a mistress, and his wife find

of Louis Group? Frances Louis? Does

concentrate in my work, so I

"Where? Let me see."