In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

a promiscuous sex life like you must catch some dirty disease.” I want to speak to ease my nervousness, but

if I have a promiscuous sex life, it is

a light smile in

night replays in my mind, I feel ashamed and

a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back in his

I freeze.

Louis is here to see this doctor? So, I

awkwardly, don’t know whether I should

to get some Tocolysis,” Frances

Tocolysis?

the

unspeakable bitterness fills

why come here in

he bows his head to prescribe

today.” Frances Louis says quietly, then glances at me and

little bit gentler in

doctor, he must have experienced a lot. No wonder

say a word. He takes the list and goes

purse my lips and

“Doctor, what about me?”

medicine and you can use it as

doctor doesn’t look up,

checking?” I