In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

has a promiscuous sex life like you must catch some dirty disease.”

a promiscuous sex life,

with a light

my mind, I feel ashamed and glare at him angrily,

flirt, get out. This is a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back in his seat and asked Frances Louis, “What’s

I freeze.

here to see this doctor?

don’t know whether I should

here to get some Tocolysis,”

Tocolysis?

the previous pregnant

bitterness fills

make a call, why come here

doctor says as he bows his head to prescribe

glances at me and asks the doctor, “What's wrong

little bit gentler in the future?” The doctor

doctor, he must have experienced a lot. No wonder

a word. He takes the

purse my lips and look

“Doctor, what about me?”

give you some medicine and you

doctor doesn’t look up,

I ask