In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

must catch some

a promiscuous sex life, it

says with a light

I feel ashamed and

you want to flirt, get out. This is a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back

I freeze.

Louis is here to see this doctor?

there awkwardly, don’t know

to get some Tocolysis,” Frances Louis says

Tocolysis?

the previous

unspeakable bitterness fills my

call, why

says as he bows his head

Frances Louis says quietly, then glances at me

you be a little bit gentler in the future?” The

must have experienced a lot. No wonder he

takes the list and

my lips and look at

“Doctor, what about me?”

give you some medicine and you can

doctor doesn’t look up,

checking?” I