In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

life like you must catch some dirty disease.” I want to speak to ease my nervousness,

have a promiscuous sex life, it is

light

the scene from last night replays in my mind, I feel ashamed

patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back in his seat and asked Frances Louis, “What’s

I freeze.

to see this doctor? So, I thought too

awkwardly, don’t know

here to get some Tocolysis,” Frances

Tocolysis?

it for the previous

bitterness

call, why come here

says as he bows his head to

quietly, then glances at me and asks the doctor, “What's

a little bit gentler in the future?” The doctor

must have experienced a lot. No

He takes the list and goes out,

and look at the

“Doctor, what about me?”

medicine and you can use it as

up, quickly

checking?” I ask