In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

life like you must catch some dirty disease.” I

if I have a promiscuous sex life, it is

says with a light smile

mind, I feel ashamed and glare

you want to flirt, get out. This is a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back in his seat and asked Frances Louis, “What’s the matter,

I freeze.

is here to see this doctor? So, I thought

awkwardly, don’t know whether I should leave or

get some Tocolysis,”

Tocolysis?

it for the

unspeakable bitterness fills

call, why come

as he bows his head

am free today.” Frances Louis says quietly, then glances at

bit gentler in the future?”

experienced a lot. No wonder he can

takes the list and goes out,

purse my lips and look at the

“Doctor, what about me?”

you some medicine and

doctor doesn’t look up, quickly writing

checking?” I ask