In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

you must catch some dirty disease.” I want to speak

I have a promiscuous sex life, it

a light

replays in my mind, I feel ashamed and glare at him angrily, scolding him,

a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't

I freeze.

to see this doctor? So,

there awkwardly, don’t know whether I should

to get some

Tocolysis?

for the previous

unspeakable bitterness

call, why

doctor says as he bows his head to

Louis says quietly, then glances at

little bit gentler in the future?”

he must have experienced a lot. No wonder he can guess what happened between

takes the list and goes out, ignoring

my lips and

“Doctor, what about me?”

give you some medicine and you can use it

look up, quickly writing the

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