In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

gynecopathy? Right, someone who has a promiscuous sex life like you must catch some dirty disease.”

if I have a promiscuous sex life, it is with

light smile

the scene from last night replays in my mind, I

get out. This is a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back

I freeze.

this doctor?

don’t know

to get some

Tocolysis?

the

bitterness fills

why

bows his head

free today.” Frances Louis says quietly, then glances at me and asks the doctor, “What's wrong with

bit gentler

he must have experienced a lot. No wonder he can

Louis doesn’t say a word. He takes the list and goes

and look at the

“Doctor, what about me?”

and you can use

doctor doesn’t look up, quickly writing

checking?” I