In My Desperate Time

This voice…

What a small world! How can I meet him in the Gynecology Clinic?

It's all because of him that I've suffered such unspeakable pain. Why does he stop me from seeing a doctor?

I am still angry about what he did to me yesterday, now Frances Louis prevents me from seeing a doctor, I couldn't hold back my anger.

I quickly get out of the bed, stare at him angrily and say, “Frances Louis, have you been stalking me?!”

It is the only possibility I could think of.

The doctor stops checking, too, leans against the wall, stares at us like watching a good show.

“I'm stalking you?” Frances Louis raises an eyebrow.

“Or what? You're a man, why would a man come to Gynecology Clinic?” I continue to question him.

Thinking that Frances Louis catches me seeing a gynecologist, I am so ashamed and annoyed. I just want to hide under the bed.

Instead of getting angry, Frances Louis smiles and walks towards me, step by step.

His shoes step on the ground, making a rattling sound, like stepping on my heart, which makes me nervous.

This is a hospital, in public, he won’t do anything to me, will he?

who has a promiscuous sex life like you must catch some dirty disease.” I want

I have a promiscuous sex life, it is

a light

from last night replays in my mind, I feel ashamed and

get out. This is a place for patients.” The doctor couldn't stand, sits back in

I freeze.

is here to see this doctor? So,

don’t know whether

to get some

Tocolysis?

for the previous pregnant

unspeakable bitterness

make a call, why come

as he bows his

free today.” Frances Louis says quietly, then glances at me and asks the

a little bit gentler in the future?” The doctor knows

doctor, he must have experienced a lot.

doesn’t say a word. He takes the list and goes

lips and

“Doctor, what about me?”

you some medicine and you

up, quickly writing the

checking?” I