In My Desperate Time

“Why? I’m not going back.”

I reject his proposal firmly.

My heart still hurts when the scene comes to my mind that he rushed to save Whitney only but ignored my call.

The man standing in front of me just doesn’t care about me, no matter how intimate and happy he is in bed with me. How can a woman that only gives him sexual pleasure be as important as his one-in-a-million wife? I’m his nothing. It’s ridiculous that I thought he would save me at that time.

I feel like tens of thousands of ants are taking the bite of my heart, so painful that I could hardly breathe.

“I’m not here to ask your consent. It’s an order.” Frances says coldly, giving me an impatient look.

“Who are you to order me around? Why should I listen to you! Please get out if there’s nothing else. I don’t want your wife to see you in my room, or I’ll be dead.”

I point towards the door and ask him to leave.

I don’t want to be controlled by him anymore, neither my mood nor my freedom.

me, because Donny just

that I really

today makes me realize how horrible Whitney is. She has known it. Staying with Frances will not end well for

just calm down? I’m doing this for your good.” his tone softens a bit. But I don’t want to

For my good?

has he ever done

never dream that he would consider

my life again. How can an arrogant man like you bear a woman abandon you?

cold look, he gazes at me for a while, mocking, “You’re right. How can you escape from me? I’ll watch you

the sharp look in his eyes will

dear Whitney with all your heart? Why you have to disturb my life! Can you just let

me to only love Whitney? All right! I’ll do it

of the room, and the door

with holding tears streaming

The heart hurts.

I fall in love