In My Desperate Time

“Why? I’m not going back.”

I reject his proposal firmly.

My heart still hurts when the scene comes to my mind that he rushed to save Whitney only but ignored my call.

The man standing in front of me just doesn’t care about me, no matter how intimate and happy he is in bed with me. How can a woman that only gives him sexual pleasure be as important as his one-in-a-million wife? I’m his nothing. It’s ridiculous that I thought he would save me at that time.

I feel like tens of thousands of ants are taking the bite of my heart, so painful that I could hardly breathe.

“I’m not here to ask your consent. It’s an order.” Frances says coldly, giving me an impatient look.

“Who are you to order me around? Why should I listen to you! Please get out if there’s nothing else. I don’t want your wife to see you in my room, or I’ll be dead.”

I point towards the door and ask him to leave.

I don’t want to be controlled by him anymore, neither my mood nor my freedom.

is pretty important to me, because Donny just

tells me that I really don’t want to part from him,

She has known it. Staying with

good.” his tone softens a bit. But I

For my good?

done anything

dream that he would consider things for

him with a sneer, “I know you’re afraid that I will leave if I win the prize, so you can’t control my life again. How can an arrogant man like you bear a woman abandon you? You think you must be the

he gazes at me for a while, mocking, “You’re right. How can you escape from me? I’ll watch you be destroyed in my hands,

sharp look in his eyes will kill

heart? Why you have to disturb my

only love Whitney? All right! I’ll do

out of the room, and the door

the bed, with holding tears

The heart hurts.

I fall