In My Desperate Time

“Why? I’m not going back.”

I reject his proposal firmly.

My heart still hurts when the scene comes to my mind that he rushed to save Whitney only but ignored my call.

The man standing in front of me just doesn’t care about me, no matter how intimate and happy he is in bed with me. How can a woman that only gives him sexual pleasure be as important as his one-in-a-million wife? I’m his nothing. It’s ridiculous that I thought he would save me at that time.

I feel like tens of thousands of ants are taking the bite of my heart, so painful that I could hardly breathe.

“I’m not here to ask your consent. It’s an order.” Frances says coldly, giving me an impatient look.

“Who are you to order me around? Why should I listen to you! Please get out if there’s nothing else. I don’t want your wife to see you in my room, or I’ll be dead.”

I point towards the door and ask him to leave.

I don’t want to be controlled by him anymore, neither my mood nor my freedom.

important to me, because Donny just told

the cooperation with DS Company. Though my heart tells me that I really don’t

horrible Whitney is. She has known it. Staying with Frances will not

your good.” his tone

For my good?

has he ever done anything

he would consider things

life again. How can

he gazes at me for a while, mocking, “You’re right. How can you escape from me? I’ll watch you be destroyed in

that the sharp look in his eyes will kill me in

with all your heart? Why you have to disturb my life! Can you just let me go, I’m begging you?” I say

only love Whitney? All

storms out of the room, and the door slams

the bed, with holding tears streaming down on

The heart hurts.

I fall in love