In My Desperate Time

“Why? I’m not going back.”

I reject his proposal firmly.

My heart still hurts when the scene comes to my mind that he rushed to save Whitney only but ignored my call.

The man standing in front of me just doesn’t care about me, no matter how intimate and happy he is in bed with me. How can a woman that only gives him sexual pleasure be as important as his one-in-a-million wife? I’m his nothing. It’s ridiculous that I thought he would save me at that time.

I feel like tens of thousands of ants are taking the bite of my heart, so painful that I could hardly breathe.

“I’m not here to ask your consent. It’s an order.” Frances says coldly, giving me an impatient look.

“Who are you to order me around? Why should I listen to you! Please get out if there’s nothing else. I don’t want your wife to see you in my room, or I’ll be dead.”

I point towards the door and ask him to leave.

I don’t want to be controlled by him anymore, neither my mood nor my freedom.

Donny just told me the

my heart tells me that I

horrible Whitney is. She has known it.

I’m doing this for your good.” his tone

For my good?

he ever done

dream that he would consider

life again. How can an arrogant man like you

he gazes at me for a while, mocking, “You’re right. How can you escape from me? I’ll watch you be destroyed in

seems that the sharp look

just love your dear Whitney with all your heart? Why you have to disturb my life! Can you just

Whitney? All right! I’ll do it as you

of the room, and the door slams

on the bed, with holding tears

The heart hurts.

fall in love with