In My Desperate Time

I’m frozen there.

When does Frances come? Does he hear what I say?

I don’t have the courage to look back at him. And Whitney shows a sinister smile. She stands up, walks over to Frances and holds his arm.

"Frances, I’ve said that I’m the only one who really loves you in the world. I want you to see what these women really are. They just love your money. Don’t be with these bad women, OK?"

Her voice is sweet. She is acting like a spoiled child, but all her words belittle me.

She really loves Frances. She knows clearly that Frances has a lot of mistresses, but she still doesn’t want to leave Frances. Compared to Whitney, my love for Frances is nothing.

"Go back to your room," Frances says faintly.

"You’d better watch your back," Whitney says this in a low voice and stomps back to the room.

I think Frances is gone. After breakfast, I stand up and want to go back. I turn around and run into Frances.

"Why haven’t you left yet?" I’m startled, pat my chest and look at him.

true?" Frances stares at me

truth of my words

knows I love him, he will laugh

I have something else to do. I’ll go

I ignore Frances and

he want to tear me to pieces. I don’t feel eased until I get to the door.

taxi to the airport in a hurry. About half an hour later, Noah comes out

want him here. I agreed to his proposal that night, not because I love him, but because of other reason. Before, I couldn’t find an opportunity to explain to him. This time he flew to France to meet me. I don’t know how

I miss

Noah sees me, he strides towards me and holds me in his

like the way he calls me.

tell him now, or it will

Noah aside and say to him,

me. He says to me, "I’m so sleepy. I want

anything else, I take him back to the hotel.

me to enter my room and lies in

that he wants to sleep with me, so I say to him, "I’ll get you another