In My Desperate Time

I’m frozen there.

When does Frances come? Does he hear what I say?

I don’t have the courage to look back at him. And Whitney shows a sinister smile. She stands up, walks over to Frances and holds his arm.

"Frances, I’ve said that I’m the only one who really loves you in the world. I want you to see what these women really are. They just love your money. Don’t be with these bad women, OK?"

Her voice is sweet. She is acting like a spoiled child, but all her words belittle me.

She really loves Frances. She knows clearly that Frances has a lot of mistresses, but she still doesn’t want to leave Frances. Compared to Whitney, my love for Frances is nothing.

"Go back to your room," Frances says faintly.

"You’d better watch your back," Whitney says this in a low voice and stomps back to the room.

I think Frances is gone. After breakfast, I stand up and want to go back. I turn around and run into Frances.

"Why haven’t you left yet?" I’m startled, pat my chest and look at him.

you just said is true?" Frances stares

truth of my words so

love him, he will laugh at me and trample on my

swallow nervously and say, "It’s true. I have something else

Frances and

he want to tear me to pieces. I don’t feel eased

a taxi to the airport in a hurry. About half an hour later, Noah comes out of it.

because I love him, but because of other reason. Before, I couldn’t find an opportunity to explain

I miss you so

sees me, he strides towards

the way he calls me.

are some words that I must tell him now, or

thinking about it, I push Noah aside and say to him, "Noah, actually I have something to tell you. That night..."

from me. He says to me, "I’m so sleepy. I want to have a sleep first. I’ll talk

looks tired. Without saying anything else, I take him back to

follows me to enter my room and lies in my

probably hints that he wants to sleep with me, so I say to him,