In My Desperate Time

I’m frozen there.

When does Frances come? Does he hear what I say?

I don’t have the courage to look back at him. And Whitney shows a sinister smile. She stands up, walks over to Frances and holds his arm.

"Frances, I’ve said that I’m the only one who really loves you in the world. I want you to see what these women really are. They just love your money. Don’t be with these bad women, OK?"

Her voice is sweet. She is acting like a spoiled child, but all her words belittle me.

She really loves Frances. She knows clearly that Frances has a lot of mistresses, but she still doesn’t want to leave Frances. Compared to Whitney, my love for Frances is nothing.

"Go back to your room," Frances says faintly.

"You’d better watch your back," Whitney says this in a low voice and stomps back to the room.

I think Frances is gone. After breakfast, I stand up and want to go back. I turn around and run into Frances.

"Why haven’t you left yet?" I’m startled, pat my chest and look at him.

Frances stares at me quietly and

truth of my words so

knows I love him, he will laugh

say, "It’s true. I have something

I ignore Frances and walk

me. It seems that he want to tear me to pieces. I don’t feel

to the airport in a hurry. About half

don’t want him here. I agreed to his proposal that night, not because I love him, but because of other reason. Before, I couldn’t find an opportunity to explain to him. This time he flew

I miss

he strides

don’t like the way he calls

are some words that I must tell him now, or it will cause more harm in the future.

thinking about it, I push Noah aside and say to him, "Noah, actually I have something to tell you. That night..."

"I’m so sleepy. I want to have a

I take him back to the hotel.

to enter my room and lies in my bed.

he wants to sleep with me, so I