In My Desperate Time

I want to catch his attention?

Could this man say something more shameless?

“Frances, let me just get straight with you! I want to leave you. I did this so that you could hate me. I didn’t mean anything else!” Things have reached this point and I already have no other choices.

Frances sniffs and sits next to me.

“Then you might be disappointed. I haven’t planned to let you go, so, you gotta work harder.”

As he says, he lies on my bed boldly, takes off his shoes, closes his eyes and completely ignores me.

I fluster and say hurriedly, “Are you actually sleeping at my place?”

What I want to do is to make him hate me, but not to keep him sleeping in here. With his beast-like characteristics, it is very likely that he would do something bad to me. I still have a baby in my belly. It was already a luck that nothing terrible happened yesterday, but I couldn’t allow him do that to me again.

“What?” The man opens his eyes lazily and looks at me, “Do you want me to sleep in my bed after what you have done?”

I am really hurting myself by my own doing. I wish to get myself killed with my own hands.

“Aren’t there some other guest rooms? Why don’t you go there?” I continue to persuade Frances with my best efforts.

An advantage of a villa like this is its size. The villa includes at least ten rooms. How could he not find a room to sleep?

the host. How could I sleep in the guest

really

lazy to argue with him. I directly go to sleep in the

to leave Frances as fast as

feeling is

Frances sits up from the bed. He stares at me all the way with his dark and deep eyes as I open the door. I become so nervous that I almost forget how

already done everything I could, but Frances still

would use to go against me, I decide to

of the

sleepy and he seems to be sleeping, but when he hears me ask him for help, he becomes sober immediately. He agrees to schedule things for

next day morning, he sends me a message, saying that he would send me away in the

heart

leaving this man that I love deeply. It is hypocritical to say that I am not sad, but I don’t seem to find

too coward, but it is my own wishful thinking. There will

I am just

still want to talk to him nicely even

at him once more so that he could remember

I walk forth and smile

the company today. Come back earlier, I will bring you to a place.”