In My Desperate Time

I nod to show my consent.

I don’t know who else would do this except for Whitney.

However, none of these matter anymore.

I smile and say to Steven, “It doesn’t matter. I am leaving anyway. I hope things could stop here.”

Thinking of the possibility of not seeing Frances forever, my heart feels like being cut with a knife. It feels terrible.

If I have the chance, I will not want to leave. Still, my life seems not to give me the chance to choose.

“It’s not bad. Without Frances, I hope you can live the life you want.” Seven looks into my eyes tenderly.

I have the instinct that he seems to have something to say, but he never says it.

“Alright, not much time left. I am leaving.”

I bid Steven farewell, walking to the gate with the luggage.

people look at me strangely, which makes me awkward. I can only

until it is time to board. Everything seems to proceed

long as the plane takes off, I can leave this sad place without any relation with

what

I get a phone

you

answer. My heart

is very bad and so is your mother’s. If you come here late, you might lose the last chance to

doctor’s words, it is like a lightening

The last chance?

many things that break my heart, yet they are still my parents. It is impossible for me to ignore

I have no time to think about other things. I jump up

from my eyes and my head is occupied

The airline stewardess sees

have already blurred my eyes. I say desperately, “I have an emergency. I must get off the plane

airline stewardess, I

already ignore the strange gazes from the surrounding and take a cab to