In My Desperate Time

Mindy turns around and looks at me in surprise, “You’ve decided to keep the baby?”

I nod to her with a determined look.

As she also will be a mother soon, she can understand my feelings. She nods and says, “I respect your decision. I’ll be with you to protect the baby. If the baby is a girl, I must let her be my son’s wife when she grows up.”

“Jane Noyes. Jane Noyes.” the doctor’s calling my name. Mindy and I look at each other and then we walk out of the hospital with hands holding.

Outside the hospital, the sky is blue, and I’ll do my best to give my baby a bright future, just like the brilliant sky.

“Jane, there are two things you need to bear in mind. First, don’t let anyone else know that you are pregnant. Second, you have to think of ways to get away from Frances as soon as possible.”

I can’t agree with Mindy more. It’s impossible for me to hide when my belly gets bigger if I don’t leave Frances early.

life has finally settled down. If I leave him now, he must be going to ruin their peaceful life out of anger. I don’t want

know what else I could do now. I feel that I may never be able to get rid of Frances for the rest of my

she lives with you and Frances now, do you remember? You can try your best

just hard for me to push

of my baby, I nod approval of

is, perhaps, the nature

is always the first

have to take good care of my baby,

biggest concern, however, has inevitably

have a severe

pregnancy are the same, because

things secretly every day to suppress my urge to vomit. When it’s out of control, I would go to the bathroom to have a big vomit, pretending I’m having