In My Desperate Time

As expected, Sabina comes to knock on the door again. I cover myself under the blanket and pretend not to hear anything.

In the afternoon, my fever is finally gone.

I feel hungry. I quietly open the door and look around. Sabina doesn't seem to be at home, so I go to the kitchen to cook food.

When I go downstairs, I see an empty bowl on the table and I know Sabina has finished the noodles I cooked for her. But she said she didn't like it. What a hypocritical woman!

I curl my lips and go into the kitchen to cook some dumplings for myself.

Mindy calls while I'm still eating.

"Jane, I'm back. Come on! Let's hang out!"

Mindy sounds energetic.

She seems to always be so full of vitality. When I am down, she is like sunshine, illuminating my world.

It's been a long time since I saw Mindy last time.

In fact, I haven't contacted her for a long time ever since last time when I returned home.

is only three o'clock in the afternoon, and Frances won't come back so soon. So I agree. My face looks pale for the fever, so I wear a light

me at Wonder Plaza. When I arrive there, she is coaxing the baby in the

I feel so sad.

my child

understands what I am thinking. She smiles at me and says, "David has gone on a business

me with one hand and pushes the

the stroller, the baby looks around

so this baby is very pretty, attracting

don't want to mention those sad things, but I still can't

is still alive..." I say sadly, tears rolling in

But the bastard just killed his own child! Holy crap! I swear I'll kick the hell out of him if I ever

about me. However, I am still hiding something from her. I don't think it's

a while, I confess to Mindy, "Mindy, actually, I'm

Mindy turns around and feels

out her finger to stamp me in the

would you climb onto his bed? Is

with me that she even curses in

onlookers, I whisper

so we find a restaurant and I tell Mindy about all my