In My Desperate Time

“Of course! ”

I immediately say no without even thinking.

My brain quickly works to think of an excuse.

I don't care if it's crappy or not, I'll just say it first!

“It's because you're moody. If you're irritated because of your work and vent your anger on me... I am innocent.”

Frances smiles without saying anything.

But he's like that because he clearly doesn't believe everything I say.

Damn!

I feel embarrassed and annoyed. I really wish I can just head-butt a wall and die.

In the end, I can only stomp my feet and leave with my blushing face.

Once I get out of the office, I feel much more at ease.

Just now I nearly lacked of oxygen.

I'm finally feeling at ease now.

My heart has never been so messy before.

know, I was like that because I

this world, the only thing that can't be deceived is

still care

afraid I won't be able to get myself out after falling

actually come back here for my

such feelings for

keep telling that to myself until

waiting at the

course, the driver already entered the police station for the

returning home, I just boil some food randomly to

few bites,

and Old Mr. Louis, the won't press

Who is it, then?

door with some doubts

the door, Whitney

to close the door, but it's too

this moment, I really blame myself for being so

open the door

Whitney isn't holding sulfate

already

be with Frances, didn't you? But then you just married him... You bitch, what a

something seems to have fall on the

see that it's a suitcase. There's even a boarding pass on

that Whitney just got off the plane before

no eternal secret