In My Desperate Time

What?

What should I tell him?

I look at Frances in a puzzled way, not understanding what he means at all.

Only then does he stand up and walk towards me. He stares at me and asks, "Shouldn't you tell me where you've been in the past 6 months?"

His voice is indifferent, almost enraging me to strangle him to death.

Those painful memories flash in my mind.

He must mention it on purpose! How can't he know how painful the past has been to me? But he just keeps talking about it.

I suddenly understand why he marries me.

Perhaps, he wants to take a revenge.

leaving without informing him. He feels it not enough to kill my child, but even intends to trap me by his

I approach Frances, point at my heart and snaps at him, "Frances, why are you saying that?

him a devastating blow, I'd rather he stabs

frowns and whispers, "You're the one who will stay with me for my lifetime. Why should I stab you? Since you don't want to

softened eyes, he reaches out his hand to my face,

touch makes me

for a lifetime? Didn't he find it ridiculous when saying

of us will be alive. And the worst

sounds incredibly ridiculous to me and almost drags out my

have lived a happy life in the past 6 months, but you destroyed everything. Frances, you probably don't know how much I hate you. But since you don't stab me

in a freezing

breaks as the words get out

a little complicated. He probably doesn't expect that I would reveal my hatred for him so

it, but he keeps hitting my limit. I've really

clearly what he has done, so there's no need for me

that day should come, I wouldn’t