In My Desperate Time

What?

What should I tell him?

I look at Frances in a puzzled way, not understanding what he means at all.

Only then does he stand up and walk towards me. He stares at me and asks, "Shouldn't you tell me where you've been in the past 6 months?"

His voice is indifferent, almost enraging me to strangle him to death.

Those painful memories flash in my mind.

He must mention it on purpose! How can't he know how painful the past has been to me? But he just keeps talking about it.

I suddenly understand why he marries me.

Perhaps, he wants to take a revenge.

feels it not enough to kill my child, but even intends to trap me by his side day and night. He wants to humiliate and

Then I approach Frances, point at my heart and snaps at him, "Frances, why

devastating blow, I'd rather he stabs me hard in the heart and releases

"You're the one who will stay with me for my lifetime. Why

softened eyes, he reaches out his hand to

touch makes me

him for a lifetime? Didn't he find it

any case, only one of us will be alive.

to me and almost drags out my

my willingness? Don't you just want to see how miserable I can be? I have lived a happy life in the past 6 months, but you destroyed everything. Frances, you probably don't know how much I hate you. But since you don't stab me in the heart, be careful that I will

say in

breaks as the words get out of my

doesn't expect that I would reveal my hatred for him so

it, but he keeps hitting my limit. I've really had

so there's no need for

day should come, I wouldn’t