In My Desperate Time

What?

What should I tell him?

I look at Frances in a puzzled way, not understanding what he means at all.

Only then does he stand up and walk towards me. He stares at me and asks, "Shouldn't you tell me where you've been in the past 6 months?"

His voice is indifferent, almost enraging me to strangle him to death.

Those painful memories flash in my mind.

He must mention it on purpose! How can't he know how painful the past has been to me? But he just keeps talking about it.

I suddenly understand why he marries me.

Perhaps, he wants to take a revenge.

to kill my child, but even intends to trap me by his side day and

Then I approach Frances, point at my heart and snaps at him, "Frances, why are you saying that? Why don't you just

give him a devastating blow, I'd rather he stabs me hard in the heart

the one who will stay with me for my lifetime. Why should I stab you?

softened eyes, he reaches out his hand to my face, but I quickly

makes

for a lifetime? Didn't he find it ridiculous

for a lifetime? In any case, only one of us will be alive. And the

ridiculous to me and almost

miserable I can be? I have lived a happy life in the past 6 months, but you destroyed everything.

say in a freezing

as the words get out

expect that I would reveal my

forced myself to endure it, but he keeps hitting my limit. I've really had

clearly what he has done, so there's no

should