In My Desperate Time

What?

What should I tell him?

I look at Frances in a puzzled way, not understanding what he means at all.

Only then does he stand up and walk towards me. He stares at me and asks, "Shouldn't you tell me where you've been in the past 6 months?"

His voice is indifferent, almost enraging me to strangle him to death.

Those painful memories flash in my mind.

He must mention it on purpose! How can't he know how painful the past has been to me? But he just keeps talking about it.

I suddenly understand why he marries me.

Perhaps, he wants to take a revenge.

leaving without informing him. He feels it not enough to kill my child, but even intends to trap me by his side day and night. He wants to humiliate and torture me again

smile, though I am utterly distressed. Then I approach Frances, point at my heart and snaps at him, "Frances, why are you saying that? Why

I'd rather he stabs

one who will stay with me for my lifetime. Why should I stab you? Since you don't want to tell

reaches out his hand to my face,

touch makes

Didn't he find it

lifetime? In any case, only one of us will be alive. And the worst result is that both of us will be harmed or

word "lifetime" sounds incredibly ridiculous to me and almost drags

months, but you destroyed everything. Frances, you probably don't know how much I hate you. But since you

in a freezing

breaks as the words get out

expect that I would reveal my hatred for

endure it, but he keeps hitting my

done, so

day should