In My Desperate Time

What?

What should I tell him?

I look at Frances in a puzzled way, not understanding what he means at all.

Only then does he stand up and walk towards me. He stares at me and asks, "Shouldn't you tell me where you've been in the past 6 months?"

His voice is indifferent, almost enraging me to strangle him to death.

Those painful memories flash in my mind.

He must mention it on purpose! How can't he know how painful the past has been to me? But he just keeps talking about it.

I suddenly understand why he marries me.

Perhaps, he wants to take a revenge.

him. He feels it not enough to kill my child, but even intends

my best to force a smile, though I am utterly distressed. Then I approach Frances, point at my heart and

a devastating blow, I'd rather he stabs me

stay with me for my lifetime. Why should

he reaches out his hand

touch makes me

a lifetime? Didn't he find it ridiculous when saying

for a lifetime? In any case, only one of us will be alive. And the

to me and almost drags out my

you just want to see how miserable I can be? I have lived a happy life in the past 6 months, but you destroyed everything. Frances, you probably don't know how much I hate you. But since you don't stab me in the heart, be careful that I will shoot

say in a

as the words get out

is a little complicated. He probably doesn't expect that

myself to endure it, but he keeps hitting my limit. I've

knows clearly what he has done, so there's no need for me to hide

day should