In My Desperate Time

What?

What should I tell him?

I look at Frances in a puzzled way, not understanding what he means at all.

Only then does he stand up and walk towards me. He stares at me and asks, "Shouldn't you tell me where you've been in the past 6 months?"

His voice is indifferent, almost enraging me to strangle him to death.

Those painful memories flash in my mind.

He must mention it on purpose! How can't he know how painful the past has been to me? But he just keeps talking about it.

I suddenly understand why he marries me.

Perhaps, he wants to take a revenge.

without informing him. He feels it not enough to kill my child, but even intends to

am utterly distressed. Then I approach Frances, point at my heart and snaps at

can't give him a devastating blow, I'd rather he stabs me

me for my lifetime. Why should I stab you? Since you don't want to

he reaches out his hand to my face,

touch makes

with him for a lifetime? Didn't he find it

we live for a lifetime? In any case, only one of us will be alive. And the

"lifetime" sounds incredibly ridiculous to me and almost drags out my

I can be? I have lived a happy life in the past 6 months, but you destroyed everything. Frances, you probably don't know how much I hate you. But since you don't stab me in the heart,

in

breaks as the words

He probably doesn't expect that I would reveal my hatred for

he keeps

he knows clearly what he has done, so there's no need for me to hide my

day should come, I