In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

Whitney did, I am extremely reluctant

he is Whitney’s child, I really wish to keep him as if he is

it is time

I kiss

today. Its aroma makes

taste it and it is very

of them are spicy. I like to eat spicy food. Obviously, I cannot bear it and

to eat spicy food. He frowns

should eat less if you feel it is too spicy. This soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup and eat less. Today is Fernando’s death anniversary and he

that is what

Fernando Louis, Frances’s place in the family seems to have

simply

leaves, Sabina notices that I like the food. She picks me lots of dishes and

to me, “Thank you

crystal clear tears

those are tears of

a lot during this

go upstairs while touching my

after finishing dinner. When I go to the bathroom and take a shower, I

discomfort after eating so