In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

I recall what Whitney did, I am extremely reluctant

he is Whitney’s child, I really wish to keep him as if he is

is time

downstairs. I kiss Earl’s forehead gently

spicy chicken dish today. Its aroma makes me have

and it is very

the table, almost all of them are spicy. I like to eat

eat spicy food. He frowns

softly, “You should eat less if you feel it is too spicy. This soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup

that is

Fernando Louis, Frances’s place in the family

doesn’t say anything. He simply eats some food and

Frances leaves, Sabina notices that I like the food. She picks me lots

says to me, “Thank you so much. I have

clear

those are

eat a lot during this

go upstairs while touching my

When I go to the bathroom and take a shower, I remember that I am on

after eating so