In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

I recall what Whitney did, I am extremely

Whitney’s child, I really wish to keep him as if

it is time

downstairs. I kiss Earl’s forehead gently and

made a spicy chicken dish today. Its aroma makes me

it and it is

almost all of them are spicy. I like to eat spicy food. Obviously, I

unable to eat spicy food. He frowns

and says softly, “You should eat less if you feel it is too spicy. This soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup and eat less. Today is Fernando’s death anniversary

that is what it

Louis, Frances’s place in the family seems to have

He simply eats

the food. She picks me lots of dishes and says, “Jane, eat more if you enjoy the

voice and says to me, “Thank

crystal clear

those are tears of

lot during

the end, I go upstairs while touching my

I go to the bathroom and take a shower, I remember that I am on

eating so