In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

what Whitney did, I am extremely reluctant to let him

is Whitney’s child, I really wish to keep him as if he is my

it is time to

I kiss Earl’s forehead gently

has made a spicy chicken dish today. Its aroma makes me

and it

are spicy. I like to eat spicy food. Obviously, I cannot bear it and I gulp down

food. He frowns while eating and also drinks

softly, “You should eat less if you feel it is too spicy. This soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup and eat

that is what it

Frances’s place in

anything. He simply eats some food and

Sabina notices that I like the food. She picks me lots of dishes and says, “Jane, eat more if you

she lowers her voice and says to me, “Thank you so much.

crystal clear tears in her

think those are tears

a lot during this

I go upstairs while touching my stomach that is

go to the bathroom and take

after eating so