In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

Whitney did, I

really wish to keep him as

it is time to

downstairs. I kiss Earl’s forehead gently and

chicken dish today.

taste it and it

like to eat spicy food. Obviously, I cannot bear it and I

been unable to eat spicy food. He frowns while eating and also drinks water

feel it is too spicy. This soup is not spicy.

is what it

to Fernando Louis, Frances’s place in the family seems to

say anything. He simply

I like the food. She picks me

and says to me, “Thank

clear tears

those are tears of

a lot

go upstairs while touching my stomach

the bathroom and take a shower, I remember that I am on

I feel discomfort after eating so much chili during my menstruation