In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

recall what Whitney did, I am extremely reluctant to let

really wish to keep him as if

it is time to

from downstairs. I kiss Earl’s forehead

has made a spicy chicken dish today. Its aroma makes me have a

it and it is

on the table, almost all of them are spicy. I like to eat spicy food. Obviously, I cannot

unable to eat spicy food. He frowns while eating and also

This soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup and

that is what

compared to Fernando Louis, Frances’s place in the family seems to have

He simply eats some food and

me lots of dishes and says, “Jane, eat more if

she lowers her voice and says to me, “Thank you

are crystal clear tears in

those are tears

a lot

the end, I go upstairs while touching my stomach that is

finishing dinner. When I go to the bathroom and take a

so much