In My Desperate Time

Sabina is cooking in the kitchen when I reach home.

She always hums a song while cooking.

This is the first time I see her so happy these days.

I think she has already met with Fernando Louis.

She finishes a dish and takes it out. When she sees us reach home, she shows a smile and says, “You are back. Earl is sleeping upstairs now.”

After saying that, she goes back to the kitchen while humming again.

Frances Louis shows an extremely confused face.

He looks at Sabina, then looks at me, frowns, and says, “Is today a special day? Why are you so happy?”

I curl my lips and walk upstairs while ignoring him.

I walk back to my room and see Earl Louis sleeping soundly in the cot. It feels so sweet.

What a cute child. How can I dislike him?

Earl’s body wounds have finally recovered after these days. How can he go back to Whitney Jordan’s side again?

recall what Whitney did, I am extremely reluctant to

really wish to keep him as if he is my

is time to

calls me from downstairs. I kiss Earl’s forehead

today. Its aroma makes me have a good

taste it and it is

dishes on the table, almost all of them are spicy. I like to eat spicy food. Obviously,

has always been unable to eat spicy food. He frowns while eating and

soup is not spicy. You can drink this soup and eat less.

is what it

to Fernando Louis, Frances’s place in the family

doesn’t say anything. He simply eats some

that I like the food. She picks me lots of

and says to me, “Thank you so much. I

clear tears in

those are tears

eat a lot

I go upstairs while touching my stomach that is

finishing dinner. When I go to the bathroom and take a shower, I

feel discomfort after eating so much chili during my menstruation