In My Desperate Time

When I wake up, I notice that Frances is lying next to me, rolling up like a baby.

I went to sleep last night on the side of the bed, so Frances is now also almost squeezed on the other side.

Is he comfortable like that?

Why does he not sleep in his own big bed, why does he choose to squeeze himself next to me in mine?

I guess he's just crazy.

I have never been able to understand what is going on in his head, and now I don't even want to guess anymore.

To go to the bathroom and wash up, I step over him.

Frances doesn't sleep very deep, usually he would have been awake by now, but today he is still asleep, he must have been really tired last night.

As I am brushing my teeth, I head Frances' phone ring, and after only two chimes, he picks it up.

"You are coming back today? Alright."

After only two sentences, I hear Frances get up from bed.

When I get out of the bathroom, he is already downstairs.

Earl has also woken up, so I make his milk, and take his bottle to him downstairs.

On the table, the breakfast is already done.

down, and speaks to Sabina, "Old Mister Louis is coming today, he said he will stay here

scared Sabina so much that she

my

says that, she runs back to

must be because of Fernando. After old Mister Louis lost his son, he has always let out his anger on Sabina, he hasn't welcomed her

doesn't take long before Sabina

to us, gives Earl a kiss, and tells me, "Jane, I am leaving since my next performance will be

quickly leaves

this, she must be

Sabina loved Fernando so much, why did

question for me to ask, so I have never opened

hour after Sabina

who is sitting on my lap, he comes to us with a big

allow you to be here? I

that, he gives Frances

his breakfast, I guess he doesn't really want to

him, and I know that

I was

his eyes on

so much, you can

him to old Mister Louis, then he pulls me

doesn't know how to

struggle, don't want to go

know, this little brat was brought up by me