In My Desperate Time

What?

Steven's words are like piercing swords that just struck into my heart.

I sit with my mouth slightly agape, and I'm unable to say a word for a long time.

How is this possible? Steven has always known that it is Whitney that has done that to me, but he never tells me about it.

My mind is bombarded with too many thoughts and I'm overwhelmed with many complicated emotions. I don't even know how to react to him after hearing the truth.

I have trusted Steven so much. But, in the end, I realize that it is he who has caused so much pain to me. How can I accept this?

"Why are you doing this to me?"

After a while, I question him in a trembling voice.

"Because I love you endlessly and nothing is going to change that. I love you so much, so how can I watch you and Frances be together? The days when you were by his side were too painful for me. Do you know how happy I was when you had finally left him? I thought I finally have a chance. But even if you left him, you still have him in your heart. I am jealous, but I can't do anything to change you. I'm sorry for being too selfish."

Steven's expression is full of despair.

I think he must also be suffering in great pain these days.

But who should pay for the pain I suffer?

don't want to blame Steven, but I have no idea about the way to get

be so heart-wrenching when

child matters to me, but why did you help her to kill my child? Why are

my emotions, but my

to happen. Hence, the plane made an emergency landing in another place and there was no signal, so I couldn't contact you at all. In order not to worry

Steven explains.

refuse to listen

how to confront Steven

trust me. I have never thought of hurting you. I did it

Sorry, I can't bear your heavy love. I think we will never see each other again, and I really don't know how to continue to be

and turn around

"Jane Noyes!"

sounds behind me is

do

ways we can mend what done is

leaving the entrance, a cool breeze blows on my face, and the tears

loss of Steven as a

home, I am still

and asks, "What's going on?

went to see Steven today," I tell

Frances’ eyebrows frowned immediately.