In My Desperate Time

What?

Steven's words are like piercing swords that just struck into my heart.

I sit with my mouth slightly agape, and I'm unable to say a word for a long time.

How is this possible? Steven has always known that it is Whitney that has done that to me, but he never tells me about it.

My mind is bombarded with too many thoughts and I'm overwhelmed with many complicated emotions. I don't even know how to react to him after hearing the truth.

I have trusted Steven so much. But, in the end, I realize that it is he who has caused so much pain to me. How can I accept this?

"Why are you doing this to me?"

After a while, I question him in a trembling voice.

"Because I love you endlessly and nothing is going to change that. I love you so much, so how can I watch you and Frances be together? The days when you were by his side were too painful for me. Do you know how happy I was when you had finally left him? I thought I finally have a chance. But even if you left him, you still have him in your heart. I am jealous, but I can't do anything to change you. I'm sorry for being too selfish."

Steven's expression is full of despair.

I think he must also be suffering in great pain these days.

But who should pay for the pain I suffer?

don't want to blame Steven, but I have no idea about the way to

turns out to be so heart-wrenching when I'm deceived by someone

you help her to kill my child?

control my emotions, but my voice pitch couldn't stop

emergency landing in another place and there was no signal, so I couldn't

Steven explains.

to listen to

how to

trust me. I have never thought of hurting you. I did it just because I

you think about how to prevent your loved one from being hurt? Sorry, I can't bear your heavy love. I think we will never see each other again, and I really don't know how to continue to

my bag and turn

"Jane Noyes!"

behind me is Steven's

I do not

are no more ways we can mend what done

breeze blows on my face, and the tears in

a friend is really painful

I

notices my expression and asks, "What's going on?

Steven

Frances’ eyebrows frowned immediately.