In My Desperate Time

"Frances just shut up, I can't see the road anymore."

I choke with sobs and tell him.

The car has already arrived at the gate of the hospital, I ask him to wait in the car, and look for medical aid inside.

When I come out again, Frances has already closed his eyes.

On his lips I can see a slight smile hanging, if it isn't for his pale face, and the blood on his chest, I might think he is only asleep.

No, no, he cannot be in danger!

I run towards him crying, and throw myself on him.

"Frances, don't die, I love you! I love you!"

In this moment, my heart pains horribly.

How can anything happen to him!

Earl's issue is not solved yet, and I have not forgiven him yet, how can he just die now?

I still have so many things to tell him, and we want to have our own baby, how can he leave me?

But, before I can reach him, the doctors already pull me back.

only unconscious,

doctor's words give

just died, is now back to

the time to bother about the people staring at me, and follow the doctors into

pushed into the OR, and

alright before he went into surgery, but he lost so much blood, I am sure his situation

now, I still don't know which

time, and I pace up and

much times has passed, it is already dark outside, the doctor finally

is he doing?" I walk up to him, and ask

stable, but his artery was injured, and he lost a lot of blood, right now, he is still unconscious, I don't know if he might go into shock suddenly, so tonight we have to keep

fixed visiting schedules, so I don't have the chance

that he is okay, and that is enough for

don't go anywhere, I

am afraid that something might

lost him, it was like my

moment, I realized that I love him with all my heart. I don't care what he has done,

second day in the morning, Frances

so relieved, and

into his room, my eyes

is he

do I feel shy when I