In My Desperate Time

There would not be so many problems between Frances and me without Hilda.

She's the reason why Frances and I are growing apart.

And she almost killed me yesterday.

So, how could I not hate her?

How would I keep such a big trouble beside me?

Frances stares at me. It looks as if I'm putting him on the spot here.

"You know, my grandpa doesn't have much time left. I don't want to upset him."

I can understand his worries.

Frances looks cold and indifferent on the surface. But actually, he's very filial to old Mr. Louis. He doesn't want to upset his grandpa in his last days, and I don't want that either.

But why Hilda is the only one who can bring joy to old Mr. Louis?

I just feel like I'm about to collapse.

gotta be

grab Frances’ hand and say

in the terminal stage of cancer, so his days are numbered. But every day I

not that I don't want that. It's just that there hasn't been a proper way. Since this is the only way, you

I love. No matter how long Hilda stays at

"Don't you believe me?"

looks extremely sincere, and his eyes

I'm still worried and it has nothing to do

able to understand how insecure I

trust you. It's just that Hilda is too scary. I'm really afraid of her.

love you. I will never love another

it's pointless for me to say anything

She's such a scheming person, disrupting our life. But I'm the only

a simple,

I might have become

can do,

say. "I know."

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