In My Desperate Time

There would not be so many problems between Frances and me without Hilda.

She's the reason why Frances and I are growing apart.

And she almost killed me yesterday.

So, how could I not hate her?

How would I keep such a big trouble beside me?

Frances stares at me. It looks as if I'm putting him on the spot here.

"You know, my grandpa doesn't have much time left. I don't want to upset him."

I can understand his worries.

Frances looks cold and indifferent on the surface. But actually, he's very filial to old Mr. Louis. He doesn't want to upset his grandpa in his last days, and I don't want that either.

But why Hilda is the only one who can bring joy to old Mr. Louis?

I just feel like I'm about to collapse.

be

hand and say

of cancer, so his days are numbered. But every

It's just that there hasn't been a proper

are the only one I love. No matter how long Hilda stays at the house, I will never have

"Don't you believe me?"

looks extremely sincere, and his eyes

worried and it

will never be able to understand how insecure I

trust you. It's just that Hilda is too scary. I'm really afraid of her. Maybe you don't even

you. I will never love another

know it's pointless for

has the knack. She's such a scheming person, disrupting our life. But I'm the only one feeling threatened, and Frances doesn't feel it

is a simple, kind and beautiful

I might have become that

nothing I can do, I can only

say. "I know." Then I walk upstairs

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