In My Desperate Time

There would not be so many problems between Frances and me without Hilda.

She's the reason why Frances and I are growing apart.

And she almost killed me yesterday.

So, how could I not hate her?

How would I keep such a big trouble beside me?

Frances stares at me. It looks as if I'm putting him on the spot here.

"You know, my grandpa doesn't have much time left. I don't want to upset him."

I can understand his worries.

Frances looks cold and indifferent on the surface. But actually, he's very filial to old Mr. Louis. He doesn't want to upset his grandpa in his last days, and I don't want that either.

But why Hilda is the only one who can bring joy to old Mr. Louis?

I just feel like I'm about to collapse.

gotta be

Frances’ hand and say

the terminal stage of cancer, so his days are

that I don't want that. It's just that there hasn't been a proper way. Since this is the only way, you might have

one I love. No matter how long Hilda stays at the

"Don't you believe me?"

sincere, and his eyes

and it has nothing to do with

able to understand how

Hilda is too scary. I'm really afraid of her. Maybe

you. I will never love another woman,"

pointless for me

our life. But I'm the

his eyes, Hilda is a simple, kind and beautiful

might have become that

there's nothing I can do, I

just say. "I know." Then I

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