In My Desperate Time

There would not be so many problems between Frances and me without Hilda.

She's the reason why Frances and I are growing apart.

And she almost killed me yesterday.

So, how could I not hate her?

How would I keep such a big trouble beside me?

Frances stares at me. It looks as if I'm putting him on the spot here.

"You know, my grandpa doesn't have much time left. I don't want to upset him."

I can understand his worries.

Frances looks cold and indifferent on the surface. But actually, he's very filial to old Mr. Louis. He doesn't want to upset his grandpa in his last days, and I don't want that either.

But why Hilda is the only one who can bring joy to old Mr. Louis?

I just feel like I'm about to collapse.

gotta be

Frances’ hand and say

so his days are numbered. But every day

that I don't want that. It's just that there hasn't been a proper way. Since this is the only way, you might have to endure

worry. You are the only one I love. No matter how long Hilda stays at the house, I will never have any feelings

"Don't you believe me?"

his eyes were

I'm still worried and it has nothing to

able to understand how insecure

and say anxiously, "It's not that I don't trust you. It's just that Hilda is too scary. I'm really afraid

you. I will never love

I know it's pointless for me to say

But I'm the only one

eyes, Hilda is a simple, kind

I might have

I can do, I can only be

"I know." Then

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