In My Desperate Time

There would not be so many problems between Frances and me without Hilda.

She's the reason why Frances and I are growing apart.

And she almost killed me yesterday.

So, how could I not hate her?

How would I keep such a big trouble beside me?

Frances stares at me. It looks as if I'm putting him on the spot here.

"You know, my grandpa doesn't have much time left. I don't want to upset him."

I can understand his worries.

Frances looks cold and indifferent on the surface. But actually, he's very filial to old Mr. Louis. He doesn't want to upset his grandpa in his last days, and I don't want that either.

But why Hilda is the only one who can bring joy to old Mr. Louis?

I just feel like I'm about to collapse.

gotta be another

grab Frances’ hand and

of cancer, so his days are numbered. But every day I

"Jane, it's not that I don't want that. It's just that there hasn't

matter how long Hilda

"Don't you believe me?"

extremely sincere, and his eyes were filled

worried and it has nothing to do with

understand

"It's not that I don't trust you. It's just that Hilda is too scary. I'm really afraid of her. Maybe you don't even feel that you're

idiot. I only love you. I will never love another

know it's pointless for me to

life. But I'm the only

eyes, Hilda is a

I might have

nothing I can do, I can only

say. "I know." Then I walk upstairs

to mention this to