In My Desperate Time

“Frances, don’t you want to tell me you love Hilda?” I ask him loudly. Because of great tension, my voice can’t help trembling.

“I won't like Hilda. I can tell you with certainty that I love you and I only have you in my heart. But please be more tolerant to Hilda and don't make troubles unreasonably, okay?" Frances said helplessly.

“Unreasonable? You think I am unreasonable? Since Hilda is reasonable, now go find her. Leave me alone!” I shout and slam the door. My heart is broken. I know that I look like a shrew who quarrel with husband, but I couldn't help myself. Once I think Frances favor Hilda, I get furious. I don’t want to get angry on him, but why does the relationship between us change like this? With my back pressing tightly against the door, I lower my body weakly.

Dinner time, Frances comes to call me. However, I don’t want to eat, let alone open the door. “I don’t want to see you, leave now! I don’t want to eat even if I starve to death.”

footsteps dies away. Is Frances gone? Doesn’t he try to persuade me? Shouldn’t he comfort me? “Jerk!” I curse

head and find that he is looking at

cursed him just now, I am not guilty at all, instead I say rather confidently, "It’s clear who is

next to me, leans his head on my shoulder, and rubs it slightly. Is he being affectionate now? Not having seen such a “meek” side of Frances before, most of my anger disappears at once. Glare at him angrily,

only want you to give birth

seems delicious. I have no reason to abuse myself. However, if I eat them now, is it shameful? I snort coldly, curl my lips and say, "Who would want to eat the things

How can I refuse the food just outside of my mouth? Besides, it’s a rare opportunity to be fed by Frances, how can I miss it? Thinking that, I open my mouth and gobble down the food with no qualms. Maybe I am really hungry, or the food is too delicious, I eat up all the food he brought. Looking at the empty plates, I feel a little embarrassed. I take out the tissue and wipe my mouth,