In My Desperate Time

"I'm all over this. You can do it at any time."

I nod and say to him, "Thank you, my dear. I wouldn't know what to do without you."

"Thank me?" Frances raises his eyebrows and looks at me. Suddenly, he sits down beside the bed and looks at me enigmatically. "Well, if you want to thank me, you can give me a hot night."

A hot night?

Not now.

Now I'm too tired to move, not to mention having sex with him.

"Not now please. I'm too tired tonight."

I look at him with puppy-dog eyes, hoping that he can let me have some rest.

He looks back with his dark eyes. A few seconds later, he suddenly smiles.

He reaches out his hand and strokes my head. "Oh, look at you. Am I that scary?"

"Yes, you are! You always want more, don't you? I'm so afraid of you."

I roll my eyes at him and curl my lips.

you saying

his sharp eyes on me as he pushes me onto the bed and smiles

am overwhelmed by his gaze and say, "Well, you said

I never

his point. In front of others, he is a monster in nice clothes, when he takes

I can read between lines.

says that, my clothes are

don't want to

my plate lately,

and can't

he is the stronger one. So, I just let him take

"Frances, can you not..."

try, but he picks me up naked and walks into the bathroom,

in the bathtub and gives me

sex. He takes me

idea when he gets the

hot water, along with

the tub, I am so comfortable that I

Are you still tired?"