In My Desperate Time

Today is the wedding day, so I left the baby with the babysitter last night.

The babysitter usually takes good care of the child, but I still need to see my son before I leave.

It is my habit that that develops for long period.

"Mom, have you seen Earl?"

I ask my Mom.

"Perhaps at the wedding site. It's almost too late now. Hurry up, or we may miss the propitious time."

Mom pushes me downstairs and sends me into the car.

Frances is sitting beside me, wearing a special suit.

He often wears becoming suits, so I don't think he's that amazing.

But this man is attractive enough just to sit there.

The car moves slowly. I am worried about Earl. I ask Frances, "Frances, where's Earl? Why didn't I see him?"

"In the car behind us. He'll come with us to the hotel."

Frances holds my hand and whispers.

I nod and finally relieve.

think of Hilda. I start to

night's phone call proves that Hilda is not simple. I have

"Where's Hilda then?"

old Mr. Louis." Frances suddenly turns

nervous?"

Maybe I am.

and I are already married, but

embarrassing for me to admit that

right? I have been married before.

curl my lips with

nervous. Jane, I want to be with you

hand and grabs

"Me too."

him directly in

No matter what, we

to be

the hotel and there are more guests than I have

of the wedding. Today, I finally know that he has arranged everything

man is really

such an outstanding man is

I won't let anyone have a chance to seduce

wedding doesn't start until half an hour later. I have to stay in

are busy outside. I sit alone in the room, lose in