In My Desperate Time

Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.

Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?

I'm tired of wandering, but I won't stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.

Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine.

Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.

That's what I believe.

But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.

The deep love can never be diluted by years.

Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.

David puts me in a separate room. It's more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.

It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.

Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.

Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.

a doctor came twice and told me that there is nothing wrong with the baby for the time being.

how are

I don't know.

haven't heard from them since I

have guts to ask, fearing that I will burst into tears

no one can answer me

deny me visiting rights. No one comes to see me since

passes day by

One month.

Two months.

Three months.

Four months.

my belly finally

the side after dinner, watching the policewoman tidy

a smile appears on my

policewoman is dumbfounded by

"This is the first time I've seen your smile. I thought you

I haven't smiled for a

"Is that so?"

a faint smile and touch my

into my pregnancy. If I wear some loose-fitting clothes, no one

the window, I really want to go out for

can only stand here and breathe some fresh air. I wonder if it has some effects

I know, it's just a hope. I won't have the chance to go for a

that day, the happiest time for me is the moment when the