In My Desperate Time

Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.

Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?

I'm tired of wandering, but I won't stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.

Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine.

Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.

That's what I believe.

But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.

The deep love can never be diluted by years.

Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.

David puts me in a separate room. It's more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.

It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.

Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.

Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.

period, a doctor came twice and told me that there is nothing wrong with the baby for the time being. However, he can't make sure until he can get the detailed report of the fetus in

are

I don't know.

from them since I got

to ask, fearing that I will burst into tears upon knowing

one can answer

to deny me visiting rights. No

passes day

One month.

Two months.

Three months.

Four months.

my belly

am sitting at the side after dinner, watching the policewoman tidy up

my belly, a smile appears

policewoman is dumbfounded by my

while, she murmurs to me, "This is the first time I've seen your smile. I thought you wouldn't smile for the rest of

... I haven't smiled for a

"Is that so?"

faint smile and

If I wear some loose-fitting clothes, no one can know that I'm

window, I really want to

some fresh air.

have the chance to go for a

is the moment when the