In My Desperate Time

Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.

Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?

I'm tired of wandering, but I won't stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.

Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine.

Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.

That's what I believe.

But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.

The deep love can never be diluted by years.

Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.

David puts me in a separate room. It's more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.

It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.

Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.

Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.

this period, a doctor came twice and told me that there is nothing wrong with the baby for the time being. However, he can't make sure until he can get the

how are Frances and

I don't know.

from them since I

fearing that I will burst into tears upon knowing about

no one can answer me

me visiting rights.

passes day

One month.

Two months.

Three months.

Four months.

baby in my belly

at the side after dinner, watching

in my belly, a smile appears on

dumbfounded by

a long while, she murmurs to me, "This is the first time I've

... I haven't smiled

"Is that so?"

a faint smile

wear some loose-fitting clothes, no one can

want to

here and breathe some fresh air. I wonder

hope. I won't have the chance to

for me is the moment when the