In My Desperate Time

Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.

Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?

I'm tired of wandering, but I won't stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.

Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine.

Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.

That's what I believe.

But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.

The deep love can never be diluted by years.

Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.

David puts me in a separate room. It's more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.

It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.

Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.

Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.

baby for the time being. However, he can't make sure until he can get the detailed report of the fetus

are Frances

I don't know.

since I

guts to ask, fearing that I will burst into tears upon knowing about their sweet

one can answer me

to deny me visiting rights. No one comes to see

passes day

One month.

Two months.

Three months.

Four months.

baby in my belly finally

I am sitting at the side after dinner, watching the

feel the movement in my belly, a smile appears on my face for the

is dumbfounded by my

is the first time I've seen your smile. I thought you wouldn't smile for the rest of

haven't smiled for

"Is that so?"

on a faint smile

only four months into my pregnancy. If I wear some loose-fitting clothes, no one can

the window, I really want to

some fresh air. I wonder

I know, it's just a hope. I won't have the chance to

happiest time for me is the moment when