In My Desperate Time

Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.

Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?

I'm tired of wandering, but I won't stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.

Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine.

Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.

That's what I believe.

But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.

The deep love can never be diluted by years.

Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.

David puts me in a separate room. It's more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.

It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.

Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.

Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.

told me that there is nothing wrong with the baby for the time being. However, he can't make sure until he can

are Frances and

I don't know.

from them since I

will burst

can answer me

visiting rights. No one comes to see me since I was

day

One month.

Two months.

Three months.

Four months.

baby in my belly

sitting at the side after dinner, watching the policewoman tidy

feel the movement in my belly, a smile appears on my face

policewoman is dumbfounded by

she murmurs to me, "This is the first time I've seen

haven't smiled for a

"Is that so?"

put on a faint smile and touch my slightly bulging

into my pregnancy. If I wear some loose-fitting clothes, no one can know

I really want to go out for a

fresh air. I wonder if it has some

a hope. I won't have the chance to go for a

day, the happiest time for me is the moment when the mischief little thing kicks me in