In My Desperate Time

Even if I can avoid prison time for five years, I will never be redeemed.

Besides, where can I go after I get out of prison?

I'm tired of wandering, but I won't stay in this city and listen to the love affairs of Frances and Hilda.

Therefore, the best choice for me is to take this baby back to prison, and to stay far away from this noisy city and everything related to Frances.

Perhaps, time is the best medicine.

Frances will slowly fade from my mind, and I will forget him one day.

That's what I believe.

But in the end, it turns out to be very ridiculous.

The deep love can never be diluted by years.

Even if I have tried my best, I can never forget the man that I love more than anyone.

David puts me in a separate room. It's more like a hotel suite than a prison cell.

It is equipped with a queen bed as well as a bathroom.

Clothes of four seasons will be delivered to me, and some people will regularly take meals to me per day.

Apart from not being able to communicate with the outside world, my prison life is almost the same with the ordinary life.

doctor came twice and told me that there is nothing wrong with the baby for the time being. However, he can't make

how are Frances and

I don't know.

haven't heard from them since I got back to

guts to ask, fearing that I will burst into tears upon

one can answer me

the prison to deny me visiting rights. No one comes to see me

day by

One month.

Two months.

Three months.

Four months.

baby in my belly

am sitting at the side after dinner,

my belly, a smile appears on my face

policewoman is dumbfounded by

I've seen your smile. I thought you wouldn't smile

smiled for a

"Is that so?"

put on a faint smile

pregnancy. If I wear

by the window, I really want to go out for

and breathe some fresh air. I wonder if

I won't have

day, the happiest time for me is the moment when the