In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

the dark and gloomy room sits

me come in, she only glances at me lightly before closing her

at the surroundings

room with bunk beds, just

the bed

walk to sit down on the bed, which is so

I'm not a spoiled and picky lady, I still have a

I'm staying in

trial is over, I'll be sent

even dare to think about what kind of life

I feel like

life, which I've never thought of before, is now

feel panicky and

there is no future for

want to live with the person I love, but now,

heart is aching like

all night, sitting alone

next day, I have a

I cover myself with the thin blanket,

is a good thing for

dizzy, I won't think about Frances or other things

and sometimes, I'm awake, but most of the time, I'm

freezing, and

I feel terrible.

suffering somehow makes me

heart doesn't

are