In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

a corner of the dark and gloomy room

in, she only glances

around at the surroundings and can't help

with bunk beds, just like the

the bed except blankets

walk to sit down on the bed, which is so hard

and picky lady, I still have a hard

in a detention

I'll be

dare to think about what kind

feel

which I've never thought of before, is

panicky

there is

worried about Earl. I miss Frances. I want to live with the person I love, but

heart is aching

sitting alone in

next day, I have a

on the bed, I cover myself with the

having a fever is a good thing

won't think about Frances or other things that

I'm asleep, and sometimes, I'm awake, but most of the

freezing, and sometimes, I'm

I feel terrible.

suffering somehow

my heart doesn't hurt so

are you