In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

dark and gloomy room

me come in, she only glances at me lightly before closing

look around at the surroundings and can't help but

with bunk beds, just like

is nothing on the bed except blankets and

down on the bed, which is so hard that it hurts

spoiled and picky lady, I still have

staying in a

is over, I'll be sent to

don't even dare to think about what kind of life it will

now, I feel like I'm

which I've never thought of before,

panicky and

there is no

about Earl. I miss Frances. I want to live with the person I love, but now,

heart is

up all night, sitting alone

next day, I

the bed, I cover myself with the thin blanket, not wanting to tell anyone about my

fever is

dizzy, I won't think about Frances or

awake, but most of the time, I'm just in

I'm freezing, and

I feel terrible.

suffering somehow

my heart doesn't hurt so much

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