In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

dark and gloomy room sits a

in, she only glances at me

the surroundings and can't help

six-person room with bunk beds,

is nothing on the bed

walk to sit down on the bed, which is so hard

spoiled and picky lady, I still have a hard time adapting

staying in a detention

is over, I'll be sent to the real

think about what kind

I feel like

before, is now right in front of

feel panicky

is

worried about Earl. I miss Frances. I want to live with the

is aching like

sitting alone in

day, I have

I cover myself with the thin

fever is

I'm dizzy, I won't think about

and sometimes, I'm awake, but most of

freezing, and sometimes, I'm

I feel terrible.

physical suffering somehow makes

heart doesn't hurt so much

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