In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

a corner of the dark and gloomy room

only glances at me lightly before closing

at the surroundings and

bunk beds, just

is nothing on the bed except blankets and

bed, which is

spoiled and picky lady, I still have

I'm staying in a detention

I'll be sent to the real

even dare to think about what kind of life it will

now, I feel

thought of before, is now right in front of

feel panicky

there is no future

about Earl. I miss Frances. I want to live with the person I love,

heart is aching like

all night, sitting alone in bed.

day, I have

the bed, I cover myself with the thin blanket, not

having a fever is

the very least, when I'm dizzy, I won't think about Frances or other

but most of the time, I'm

freezing, and sometimes, I'm

I feel terrible.

suffering somehow makes me feel

heart doesn't hurt so

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