In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

a corner of the dark and gloomy room sits a woman with an indifferent

in, she only glances at me lightly

the surroundings and can't help

beds, just like

on the bed

bed, which is so hard that it

picky lady, I still have a hard time

staying in a detention

is over, I'll be sent

to think about what kind of life it

now, I feel like

life, which I've never thought of before, is now right in front of

feel panicky

there is no future

I miss Frances. I want to live with

heart is aching like

stay up all night, sitting alone

day, I have a

the thin

fever is a

very least, when I'm dizzy, I won't think about Frances

awake, but most of the time, I'm just

freezing, and

I feel terrible.

somehow makes me

heart doesn't hurt so

are you