In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

corner of the dark and gloomy room sits

in, she only glances at me lightly before

around at the surroundings and can't

bunk beds, just like the dormitories

on the bed except blankets and

sit down on the bed,

spoiled and picky lady, I still have a hard time adapting to

I'm staying in

is over, I'll be sent to the real

to think about what

I feel

of before,

panicky and

there is

Frances. I want to live with the person I

heart is aching

sitting alone in

I have

the thin blanket,

is

the very least, when I'm dizzy, I won't think about Frances or other things

I'm awake, but most of the time, I'm just

and

I feel terrible.

somehow makes me

my heart doesn't hurt

are