In My Desperate Time

Instantly...

I seem to have heard that gunshot again.

And this time, the bullet has shot right in my heart.

Does he really hate me that much?

Even though I've seen this coming, when I hear it, I still feel extremely painful.

"OK. I see."

After saying that to Hilda, I walk towards the door.

The moment the door is closed, tears fall down like beads from a broken thread.

I slowly curl up with my arms tightly holding my legs, wailing.

"Frances, Frances, Frances..."

I mumble his name over and over again, as if it'll never be enough.

Despair floods me, and I've collapsed.

Frances and I, we fail to make it to the end.

After crying for a long time, I'm brought into the detention center by the prison guards.

I'm still waiting for my trial. Before the trial, I need to stay in detention.

corner of the dark and gloomy room sits a

in, she only glances at me lightly

look around at the surroundings and

six-person room with bunk beds, just like the dormitories in

on the bed except blankets and

on the bed,

I'm not a spoiled and picky lady, I still have a hard time

I'm staying in a detention

trial is over, I'll be sent

don't even dare to think about what kind of life it will

I feel like I'm

never thought of before,

feel panicky and

feel like there is no

Earl. I miss Frances. I want to live with the person I love, but now,

heart is

stay up all night, sitting alone in

next day, I

silently on the bed, I cover myself with the thin blanket, not wanting to

having a fever is a good

the very least, when I'm dizzy, I won't think about Frances

most of the time, I'm

and

I feel terrible.

somehow

heart doesn't hurt so

are you