In My Desperate Time

How dare I open the door?

Hilda is so scary. How dare I face her like this?

I stand there, pretending not to hear her.

Hilda knocks on the door, and her voice becomes even colder.

"Are you sure you won't open the door? Will you open it if I bring your son here?"

Earl?

I couldn't help but be frightened as she mentions Earl.

I'm afraid that Hilda will hurt Earl again.

Whether it's Frances or Earl, I can't let anything happen to them.

No matter how scared I am, I could only take a deep breath and open the door.

Hilda stands at the door and looks at me with a faint smile.

My heart is beating wildly.

Sweat breaks out from my palms.

a long time, I calm myself down and whisper

here'. I'm curious about what

Hilda doesn't

known something when she

she doesn't know why

at her, I ask, "What do you think I'm here

I carefully observe

what I'm most afraid of is alerting

she knows that I know her identity, she might do

you've gone to the company to see him. You're really naïve. Do you think that he will make up with you as long as you go

she says really hurts

I feel happy at

purpose. Thus, Frances and Earl are

to see Frances because I still love

smile at her and whisper with tears in my eyes, "I

"Whatever. You can just watch and can't change

She's right.

What can I do?

change their minds faster than

and doted on me,

believe what I

not for love, I really can't