In My Desperate Time

How dare I open the door?

Hilda is so scary. How dare I face her like this?

I stand there, pretending not to hear her.

Hilda knocks on the door, and her voice becomes even colder.

"Are you sure you won't open the door? Will you open it if I bring your son here?"

Earl?

I couldn't help but be frightened as she mentions Earl.

I'm afraid that Hilda will hurt Earl again.

Whether it's Frances or Earl, I can't let anything happen to them.

No matter how scared I am, I could only take a deep breath and open the door.

Hilda stands at the door and looks at me with a faint smile.

My heart is beating wildly.

Sweat breaks out from my palms.

a long time, I calm myself down and

what 'I'm doing here'. I'm curious about what are you doing

that Hilda doesn't

have known something when she

she doesn't know why I'm

her, I ask, "What do

saying that, I carefully observe

I already know Hilda's identity, what I'm most afraid

know her

naïve. Do you think that he will make up with you as long as you go to him? Don't you think that you shot him so ruthlessly? What kind of man can still love a

she says really

feel happy

doesn't know my true purpose. Thus, Frances and Earl are safe for

I still love him. It'll be the best that

whisper with tears in my eyes, "I just

"Whatever. You can just watch and can't change anything. Just

She's right.

What can I do?

minds faster

doted on me, but now, he

he not believe

not for love, I really can't