In My Desperate Time

How dare I open the door?

Hilda is so scary. How dare I face her like this?

I stand there, pretending not to hear her.

Hilda knocks on the door, and her voice becomes even colder.

"Are you sure you won't open the door? Will you open it if I bring your son here?"

Earl?

I couldn't help but be frightened as she mentions Earl.

I'm afraid that Hilda will hurt Earl again.

Whether it's Frances or Earl, I can't let anything happen to them.

No matter how scared I am, I could only take a deep breath and open the door.

Hilda stands at the door and looks at me with a faint smile.

My heart is beating wildly.

Sweat breaks out from my palms.

I calm myself down and whisper to Hilda, "What

'I'm doing here'. I'm curious about what are you

doesn't find mere

must have known something when

doesn't know why

"What do you think I'm here

I carefully observe her

identity, what I'm most

her

don't know that you've gone to the company to see him. You're really naïve. Do you think that he will make up

she says really hurts

feel happy at the

doesn't know my true purpose. Thus, Frances and Earl

because I still love him. It'll be the best that if she keeps this

in my eyes, "I just

can just watch and can't change anything.

She's right.

What can I do?

faster than we can

doted on me, but now, he only has Hilda in his

not believe what I say but believe

it's not for love, I really