In My Desperate Time

How dare I open the door?

Hilda is so scary. How dare I face her like this?

I stand there, pretending not to hear her.

Hilda knocks on the door, and her voice becomes even colder.

"Are you sure you won't open the door? Will you open it if I bring your son here?"

Earl?

I couldn't help but be frightened as she mentions Earl.

I'm afraid that Hilda will hurt Earl again.

Whether it's Frances or Earl, I can't let anything happen to them.

No matter how scared I am, I could only take a deep breath and open the door.

Hilda stands at the door and looks at me with a faint smile.

My heart is beating wildly.

Sweat breaks out from my palms.

I calm myself down and whisper to Hilda, "What are you doing

doing here'. I'm curious about what are

doesn't find

have known something when she

hope she doesn't know why

her, I ask, "What do you

I carefully observe

already know Hilda's identity, what I'm most afraid of

knows that I know her

think that he will make up with you as

says

happy at the same

she doesn't know my true purpose. Thus, Frances and

she believes that I've gone to see Frances because I still love him. It'll be

a bitter smile at her and whisper with tears in my eyes, "I just

"Whatever. You can just watch and can't change anything. Just

She's right.

What can I do?

their minds faster

loved me and doted on me, but now, he only has

can he not believe what I say

love, I really can't find any other