In My Desperate Time

My heart is beating hard.

It's been quite long since our last kiss. I feel so dizzy that I can hardly think.

The air in my lungs is reducing, but I can start to think.

I push Frances away and frown, "Frances, are you out of your mind? What are you doing?"

His kiss used to be sweet and warm to me.

But it's different now.

He's already been with Hilda. How could I be so intimate with a man who's already had a beloved?

He followed the impulse to kiss me, which I don't want.

I didn't expect that Frances would become such a casual guy.

If he can kiss me when Hilda and he are married, then he'll kiss any other woman.

I don't like what I'm seeing.

I wipe my mouth hard with a look of disgust.

I do feel sick.

all the intimacies that don't come out of love are

Frances’ gaze becomes sharp.

frosty stare, I'm scared and step

escape from the place, but

long, but I still can't help being scared

His gaze becomes frostier.

swallow and dart a tentative look at

sentence, Frances reaches out his hand towards

shudder as my smooth skin is exposed

feel more frightened than

clearly sense the familiar glitter

That's...lust.

don't... don't do

as I'm

sneer at me, he's

towards

subconsciously cover my chest and keep shaking

"Don't ... please... don't."

those

means humiliation

him doing it to me when he

really is an

he carries me in his arms and directly