In My Desperate Time

My heart is beating hard.

It's been quite long since our last kiss. I feel so dizzy that I can hardly think.

The air in my lungs is reducing, but I can start to think.

I push Frances away and frown, "Frances, are you out of your mind? What are you doing?"

His kiss used to be sweet and warm to me.

But it's different now.

He's already been with Hilda. How could I be so intimate with a man who's already had a beloved?

He followed the impulse to kiss me, which I don't want.

I didn't expect that Frances would become such a casual guy.

If he can kiss me when Hilda and he are married, then he'll kiss any other woman.

I don't like what I'm seeing.

I wipe my mouth hard with a look of disgust.

I do feel sick.

all the intimacies that don't come out

Frances’ gaze becomes sharp.

frosty stare, I'm scared and step

wanna escape from the

but I still can't help being scared

His gaze becomes frostier.

swallow and dart a tentative look

I can finish my sentence, Frances reaches out his hand towards me

shudder as my smooth skin is exposed to the

I feel more frightened

can clearly sense the familiar glitter in

That's...lust.

don't do

I'm saying it to

at me, he's getting closer to

hand towards my back and

chest and

"Don't ... please... don't."

are sweet for those who

humiliation

me when he doesn't have a

he really is an embarrassment

he carries me in his arms and directly places me