In My Desperate Time

My heart is beating hard.

It's been quite long since our last kiss. I feel so dizzy that I can hardly think.

The air in my lungs is reducing, but I can start to think.

I push Frances away and frown, "Frances, are you out of your mind? What are you doing?"

His kiss used to be sweet and warm to me.

But it's different now.

He's already been with Hilda. How could I be so intimate with a man who's already had a beloved?

He followed the impulse to kiss me, which I don't want.

I didn't expect that Frances would become such a casual guy.

If he can kiss me when Hilda and he are married, then he'll kiss any other woman.

I don't like what I'm seeing.

I wipe my mouth hard with a look of disgust.

I do feel sick.

all the intimacies that don't come out of

Frances’ gaze becomes sharp.

stare, I'm scared and step

escape from the place, but I

long, but I still can't help being scared when

His gaze becomes frostier.

tentative look at him,

his hand towards me

as my smooth skin is

I feel more frightened than

the familiar glitter in Frances’

That's...lust.

don't... don't do

back as I'm saying

at me, he's getting

reaches out his hand towards

subconsciously cover my chest

"Don't ... please... don't."

are sweet for those

means humiliation for me

it to me when

is an

me in his arms and