In My Desperate Time

My heart is beating hard.

It's been quite long since our last kiss. I feel so dizzy that I can hardly think.

The air in my lungs is reducing, but I can start to think.

I push Frances away and frown, "Frances, are you out of your mind? What are you doing?"

His kiss used to be sweet and warm to me.

But it's different now.

He's already been with Hilda. How could I be so intimate with a man who's already had a beloved?

He followed the impulse to kiss me, which I don't want.

I didn't expect that Frances would become such a casual guy.

If he can kiss me when Hilda and he are married, then he'll kiss any other woman.

I don't like what I'm seeing.

I wipe my mouth hard with a look of disgust.

I do feel sick.

don't come out of love are

Frances’ gaze becomes sharp.

I'm

escape from the place, but

long, but I still can't help being

His gaze becomes frostier.

swallow and dart a tentative look at him, "Frances, what are

Frances reaches out his hand towards me and

shudder as my smooth skin is exposed

more frightened than

sense the familiar glitter in

That's...lust.

don't... don't

as I'm saying it

at me, he's getting closer to

out his hand towards my

my chest and keep shaking

"Don't ... please... don't."

those who are

means humiliation for me

when he doesn't have a thing for me

is an embarrassment

rejection, he carries me in his arms and