In My Desperate Time

My heart is beating hard.

It's been quite long since our last kiss. I feel so dizzy that I can hardly think.

The air in my lungs is reducing, but I can start to think.

I push Frances away and frown, "Frances, are you out of your mind? What are you doing?"

His kiss used to be sweet and warm to me.

But it's different now.

He's already been with Hilda. How could I be so intimate with a man who's already had a beloved?

He followed the impulse to kiss me, which I don't want.

I didn't expect that Frances would become such a casual guy.

If he can kiss me when Hilda and he are married, then he'll kiss any other woman.

I don't like what I'm seeing.

I wipe my mouth hard with a look of disgust.

I do feel sick.

intimacies that don't come

Frances’ gaze becomes sharp.

stare, I'm

from the place, but

been long, but I still can't help being scared when

His gaze becomes frostier.

a tentative look at him, "Frances, what are

I can finish my sentence, Frances reaches out his hand towards me and

smooth skin

more frightened than

the

That's...lust.

don't... don't

back as I'm saying it to

sneer at me, he's

hand towards my back

my chest and keep shaking my

"Don't ... please... don't."

those who are in

it means humiliation for me

doing it to me when he doesn't have a

is an embarrassment to

carries me in his arms and directly places