In My Desperate Time

My heart is beating hard.

It's been quite long since our last kiss. I feel so dizzy that I can hardly think.

The air in my lungs is reducing, but I can start to think.

I push Frances away and frown, "Frances, are you out of your mind? What are you doing?"

His kiss used to be sweet and warm to me.

But it's different now.

He's already been with Hilda. How could I be so intimate with a man who's already had a beloved?

He followed the impulse to kiss me, which I don't want.

I didn't expect that Frances would become such a casual guy.

If he can kiss me when Hilda and he are married, then he'll kiss any other woman.

I don't like what I'm seeing.

I wipe my mouth hard with a look of disgust.

I do feel sick.

think all the intimacies that don't

Frances’ gaze becomes sharp.

frosty stare, I'm scared and

escape from the

been long, but I still can't help

His gaze becomes frostier.

and dart a tentative look at

finish my sentence, Frances reaches out his hand towards me and

smooth skin is

feel more

can clearly sense the familiar glitter

That's...lust.

don't... don't do

I'm saying it to

at me, he's getting

out his hand towards my back

cover my chest and keep shaking my

"Don't ... please... don't."

are sweet for those who are in

means humiliation for

when he doesn't have a

really is an embarrassment to

rejection, he carries me in his arms and directly places me on the