In My Desperate Time

However, my hand is suddenly grabbed by someone.

The knife is slapped off, and my hand feels numb.

Before I regain my senses, I am hugged by Frances.

He hugs so tightly that I can't even breathe.

I am dumbfounded. I have no idea what this embrace means.

After a while, I come to myself and try to push him away.

"Frances, what ... are you doing...?"

He doesn't know that his hug will rekindle my hopes.

And it is precisely because of the hope that I am left at the abyss.

But he hugs me even tighter.

I can feel his body trembling uncontrollably.

After a long while, he finally lets go of me and lets out a long sigh.

"Jane, what should I do with you?"

Jane.

My heart hurt badly.

has it been since

don't remember that there was such happiness

held back fall down again in

Can you ... not make me go mad again and again? Do you know that every time I see you and Hilda being so intimate, I feel like dying. So, please, let me go. I can't take it. I can't take it anymore. I've lost you and two children, and I don't want to live anymore. Let me

struggle in

just want to end my life with

has never been Hilda! I

kisses my lips and seals all my

Did I ... hallucinate?

he loved

Did he mean it?

I can't believe it.

But I want to.

broken strings, cannot be held back no matter

My heart is bitter.

the verge

"You fool, stop crying."

gently holds my face and kisses the

gentle and tender actions awaken me, and I understand that

But why?