In My Desperate Time

"No wonder Frances suddenly marries Hilda when he already loves you so much. It can't be real. I knew it!"

Mindy says with certainty, slapping her thighs.

Easy to say in hindsight....

I roll my eyes at her and point it out.

"I remember it very differently when Frances and Hilda were together. You didn't say you knew it. You said he was a bastard or something. Wait a minute! You have said that again one minute ago, haven't you?"

I tilt my head and pretend to be recalling suspiciously.

Mindy knows she has made a fool of herself.

But she just turns around and glares at David, "Did I just say that, David? You didn't hear me say anything bad about Frances, did you?"

With a puzzled look, David shakes his head, "I wasn't paying attention to you guys."

Was he?

How is that possible?

know exactly how much he

literally wishes to memorize every word she says. How

that he is even pretending

such a sweet

what about me? Do I still have the chance to spend

unconsciously in the hospital, I feel my heart

is wrong, "Jane, what's the matter?"

still unconscious for an overdose of drugs. I'm not sure if he will wake up. Mindy, I'm glad that he's still alive. But, I hope he's fine and nothing bad happens to him. I still have so much to say to him, but

weeping on

a chance, Jane. You love each other so

Really?

hope it is

everything in the world happens as people have wished, there won't be so many regrets at

I go to the hospital to see Frances

body is in stable condition, but he just doesn't wake

his side, hold his hand, and

hope he can hear me. I hope that one day he

and