In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

should

in my heart and cannot

tossing and turning nights, she is in my dreams, smiling sweetly at me. She

the reality

grandpa retires, the Louis Group suffers a difficult time. To get the

Whitney is

than ten years. Her eyes on me

no feelings for

is not Jane, then it doesn't

touched her. Lawrence talks to me

calm and

crazy and can't

have contact with any woman, she

She begs me to do that thing with her. I don't even want

know it's not fair

have no

her. I

insane. She

but I could

Lawrence invites me to the bar for a drink and wants to talk to