In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

should I

engraved in my heart and cannot

tossing and turning nights, she is in my dreams,

the reality is

a difficult time. To get the company

Whitney is at

for more than ten years. Her eyes on

have no

not Jane, then it

have never touched her. Lawrence talks to me

she could stay calm and acts

crazy

with any woman, she

me many times. She begs me to do that thing with her. I don't even want to look at her, how could I have desire

know it's not fair

I have

her. I can't force myself

more insane. She even has mental

guilty about her, but I could do

me to the bar for a drink and wants to talk to