In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

should

is deeply engraved in my

tossing and turning nights, she is in my

reality is

Group suffers a difficult time. To get the company

first time I met Whitney is at

woman has loved me for more than ten years. Her eyes on

have no feelings for

then it doesn't

marrying Whitney, I have never touched her. Lawrence talks to me about

calm and acts like a

she goes crazy and can't

I have contact with any woman, she will do terrible

begs me many times. She begs me to do that thing with her. I don't even want to look at her, how could

it's not fair

I have no

have already forced myself to marry her. I can't force myself to

insane.

her, but I

invites me to the bar for a drink and wants to talk to me