In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

what should

in my heart and

many tossing and turning nights, she is in my dreams, smiling sweetly

reality is

Louis Group suffers a difficult time. To get the

I met Whitney is

loved me for more than ten

have no

Jane, then it doesn't matter who

her. Lawrence talks to

calm and acts

goes crazy and can't

have contact with any woman, she will

begs me many times. She begs me to do that thing with her. I don't even want to look at her, how could I have desire for

not fair

I have no

myself to marry her. I

and more insane.

her, but I could do nothing for

bar for a drink and wants to