In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

what should I

in my heart and cannot

she is in my dreams, smiling sweetly at me.

reality is always

get the company back on track, I must marry

time I met Whitney is

loved me for more than

no feelings for

wife is not Jane, then it doesn't matter

Lawrence talks to me about this many

first, she could stay calm and acts like

she goes crazy and can't

long as I have contact with any woman, she will do terrible things

She begs me to do that thing with her. I don't even want to look at her, how could I

not

I have no

already forced myself to marry her. I

and more insane. She even has

about her, but

Lawrence invites me to the bar for a drink and