In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

what should I

engraved in my heart and cannot

and turning nights, she is in my dreams, smiling

the reality

the Louis Group suffers a difficult time. To get the company back on track, I must

time I met Whitney is at the

for more than ten years. Her eyes on me are filled with

no feelings

wife is not Jane, then it doesn't matter

touched her. Lawrence talks to me about this

stay calm and acts like

she goes crazy and

I have contact with any woman, she will do

begs me many times. She begs me to do that thing with her. I

know it's not

have no

her. I can't force myself to

and more insane. She

guilty about her, but I could

day, Lawrence invites me to the bar for a drink and wants to talk to me