In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

what should I

in my heart and

my dreams, smiling

the reality

retires, the Louis Group suffers a difficult time. To get the company back on track, I must marry the

met Whitney is at

me for more than ten years.

have no

then

Whitney, I have never touched her. Lawrence talks to me about this many times,

calm and acts

goes crazy and can't

as I have contact with any woman,

me to do that thing with her. I don't even want to look at her, how could I have

know it's not fair to

have no

myself to marry her. I can't force myself to do

and more insane. She even

guilty about her, but I could do

to the bar for a drink and wants to talk to me about