In My Desperate Time

It is on the same day that I hear the two pieces of devastating news.

Dad and Mom get divorced. Dad is depressed and dies in a car accident.

That year, I am eighteen.

Grandpa suspends me from school and I begin to take over the Louis Group.

Afterwards, I study and work at the same time.

Life is very busy. The burden is so heavy that I could hardly breathe.

When I finally have the time and go to find Jane, I only get the news that she has already transferred to another school.

Perhaps, we are not destined to meet.

The Viagra has been kept in my room for several years until it expired and was accidentally thrown away by the servant.

I have made great effort to look for it but fail.

The only thing left is the photos secretly taken.

Perhaps she gives me that gift just on a whim. After that, she lives her own life and forgets me.

what should

deeply engraved in my heart

and turning nights, she is in my

reality is

difficult time. To get the company back

met Whitney

has loved me for more than ten years. Her eyes

I have no feelings

then it doesn't matter

touched her. Lawrence talks to me about this many times, but I evade

stay calm

goes crazy and can't control

I have contact with any woman,

me to do that thing with her. I don't even want to look

it's not fair

I have no

her. I

more and more insane. She even has

but I could do nothing for

for a drink and