In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

I can't do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to continue the

same time, I resolutely ask Whitney for the

mother forces Jane to get

choice

think there's a better time for me to make

"Jane, marry me."

she never believes what

wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my heart

of

haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give

title of "the mistress" finally

like his

be happy to hear that Jane is his

this depressed mood, there is

Whitney moves in.

say, I can't get her

contrary, because of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my

time, Whitney's word almost breaks me

She's pregnant.

it once,

so I invited Lawrence out for

a

end, we were both completely

to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming this

to the hotel and took off

took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy

what happened after

woke up, I just

that moment, everything went black

had sex with

since I was drunk, I slept

worthy of Jane

can't tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can conceive

I didn't expect that Whitney didn't

she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after

is truly playing

value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me

that, when I face

realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me

to hide from me, but I don't know

business trip for two days. Early on the morning, Jane

Whitney tidies

find that she looks

there is a trace of sadness that I

had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

do not expect that this business trip would cause us to be separated for more than

I come back, she is no longer in

her, her

Whitney!

must be Whitney

about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she has no

four million dollars, saying that

where she got so much money, and I

to

your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again.

it. When Jane stays by my side, she has

how can I let

loved her for ten years. How can I

if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven,

you. With me here, you'll

With that, Steven leaves.

days, I've been sending for

almost every country, and I've also

have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen

call her every day, but it is just a

dialed is off.

her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts,

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

even if you hide in the ends of the earth, I will

'Jane, I love you.'

Every day that she isn't around, I keep texting

feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her

at home all the time, her belly

has my child. I

birth to a boy named