In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

absence of evidence, I can't do anything to her.

I resolutely ask Whitney for the

mother forces Jane to get

has no choice but

don't think there's a better time for me to

"Jane, marry me."

she never believes

if I dig out my heart

my wish of marrying

haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give Jane

help, Jane's title

like

can I be happy to hear

there is

Whitney moves in.

what I say, I can't get her out of my

the contrary, because of her, I can't be close to Jane in

time, Whitney's word almost

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she

day, I was too depressed, so I

all drank a lot

the end, we were both completely

to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane

helped me to the hotel and took off my

took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing for

remember what happened

I just saw Whitney lying beside

that moment, everything went black in my

never had sex with

I was drunk,

Jane after such a

about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even

but she doesn't get

playing a

Now that Whitney is

I face Jane, I feel

my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask

to hide

have to go on a business trip for two days. Early on

tidies up

find

of sadness

a long time, I keep thinking that if I had asked her

not expect that this business trip would cause us to be

I come back, she is no longer

time I call her, her phone

Whitney!

must be Whitney who

ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she has no

four million dollars, saying

money, and I don't care where she

to know

head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time.

stays by my side, she has

can I let her

years. How can I let

if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop

tell you. With me here,

With that, Steven leaves.

I've been sending

I've also sent people

have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen or

her every day, but it is just a mechanical female voice that

the number you dialed is off. Please dial

one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and return

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

if you hide in the ends

'Jane, I love you.'

go one after another. Every day that she isn't around, I keep texting

better. On the contrary, I

all the time, her belly growing bigger and

don't like Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her

Whitney gives birth to