In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

to her. I can only

resolutely

Jane to get her brother

no choice but

think there's a better time for

"Jane, marry me."

beginning to end, she never believes what

will believe me only if I dig out my heart and show it to

her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her just

I haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I

Steven's help, Jane's title of "the mistress" finally

like his help

to

depressed mood, there is something

Whitney moves in.

I say, I can't get her

close to Jane in

the very time, Whitney's word almost

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she is

so I invited Lawrence out for a

all drank a lot that

end, we were

about to get drunk,

the hotel and

but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing

couldn't remember what happened after

I woke up, I just saw Whitney lying

that moment, everything went black

had sex with

since I was

worthy of Jane after such

anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think

didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even

sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets

is truly playing a big joke

a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from

I face Jane, I

she realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every

feel that she has something to hide from me, but I don't know what it

go on a business trip for

tidies up my

and find that she looks

there is a trace of sadness that I

I keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would

expect that this business trip would cause us to be separated for more

she is

her,

Whitney!

Whitney who

about Jane's whereabouts, but she

and gives me four million dollars, saying that it

much money, and I don't care

to know

her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love

Jane stays by

how can I let her

loved her for ten years. How can I let her

to Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall

won't tell you. With me here, you'll never find

With that, Steven leaves.

following days, I've been sending

country, and I've also sent people to

have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen or heard

it is

number you dialed is off.

she will turn

'Jane, where are you?'

back.

ends of the

'Jane, I love you.'

Every day that she isn't

make me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her

at home all the time, her belly growing bigger and bigger day by

but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her out

Whitney gives birth to a boy named