In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to

I resolutely ask

forces Jane to get her brother

no choice

time for me to

"Jane, marry me."

to end, she never believes

if I

wish of marrying her just

divorced Whitney yet, and I can't

help, Jane's title of

don't like

I be happy to hear that

this depressed mood, there is

Whitney moves in.

say, I can't get her out of

to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane

the very time, Whitney's word

She's pregnant.

once, but

too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out for

a lot that

the end, we were both completely

as I was about to get drunk, I

me to the hotel and took off

the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is

remember what happened after

I just saw Whitney lying beside

went black in

sex

I was drunk,

can I be worthy of Jane after such a

Also, you must buy some pills and

left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived

have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant

is truly playing a big

offspring. Now

that, when I face Jane, I feel

realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I

feel that she has something to hide from me, but I don't know

go on a business trip for two days. Early on the morning,

breakfast, Whitney tidies up

Jane and find that she looks somewhat

a trace of sadness that I do

had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

this business trip would cause us to be separated for more than half

is no longer

call her, her phone is always

Whitney!

must be Whitney who

ask Whitney about Jane's

four million dollars,

know where she got so much money, and I don't care

want to know where

let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps

knew it. When Jane stays by my

I

years. How can I let her

"I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting your time and

you. With me here, you'll never find

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've been

every country, and I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

to have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen or heard from

but it is just

is off. Please

can only text her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

you hide in the ends of the earth, I will find

'Jane, I love you.'

after another. Every day that

this doesn't make me feel any better. On the

all the time, her

but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child.

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