In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

the absence of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only

I resolutely ask Whitney

mother forces Jane to get her brother out of

choice but to

there's a better time

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she never

me only if

wish of marrying

I haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I

title of "the

like his

happy to hear that

depressed mood, there

Whitney moves in.

can't get her out of my

can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my request for

Whitney's word almost

She's pregnant.

it once, but

so

a lot

end, we were both completely

drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming this

to the hotel and took off my

the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is

remember what

just

that moment, everything went black

sex with Whitney

I was drunk, I slept

worthy of Jane after such a terrible thing

Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow

and I have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after

fate is truly playing

offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing

after that, when I face

so she rejects me every time when

I feel that she has something to hide

go on a business trip for two days. Early on the morning, Jane has prepared

tidies up my

glance at Jane and find that

is a trace of

keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned

would cause us to be separated for

back, she is

I call her, her phone is

Whitney!

Whitney who did

furious and go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she

and gives me four million dollars, saying that it is

so much money, and I don't

want to

"Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any

by my side, she

I let her

her for ten years.

Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she

With me here, you'll never

With that, Steven leaves.

following days, I've been sending

almost every country, and I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen

is just a mechanical female voice that answers

the number you dialed is off. Please dial again

day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

you hide in the ends of the

'Jane, I love you.'

Every day that she isn't around, I keep

any better. On the

the time, her belly growing bigger and bigger

After all, she has my child. I can't kick her

gives birth to a boy named