In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only ask

same time, I resolutely

forces Jane to get her

no choice but

better time for

"Jane, marry me."

to end, she never

wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my

of her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her

I haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give

help, Jane's title of "the mistress" finally

I don't like his

I be happy to hear that Jane is his

this depressed mood, there

Whitney moves in.

what I say, I can't get

I can't be close to

time, Whitney's

She's pregnant.

did it once, but

I was too depressed, so

all drank a

the end, we were both

was about to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming this

the hotel and

was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing for

remember what happened

I just saw Whitney lying beside

everything went black in my

sex

now, since I was

worthy of Jane

you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can

didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived

and I have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after that

truly playing a big

Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from

after that, when I face

my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask for

something to hide from me,

on a business trip for two days. Early on the morning, Jane has

breakfast, Whitney tidies up my

at Jane and find that she looks somewhat

of sadness

if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

really do not expect that this business trip would cause us

is no longer

call her, her phone is always

Whitney!

be Whitney who did

go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but

to me and gives me four million dollars,

money, and

just want to know where

head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love

it. When Jane stays by

I let her

loved her for ten years. How

reply to Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting your time and tell

me

With that, Steven leaves.

days, I've been sending

also sent

Jane seems to have disappeared from the world, and I

is

number you dialed is off. Please

can only text her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

even if you hide in the ends of the

'Jane, I love you.'

another. Every day that she isn't around,

me feel any better. On

time, her belly growing bigger and bigger

Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I

Whitney gives birth to a boy named