In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only

same time, I resolutely ask Whitney for

get her brother out

choice but to beg

a better time for me to make my

"Jane, marry me."

end, she never believes

wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my heart

wish of marrying her just goes up in

yet, and I

Steven's help, Jane's title of

I don't like his help at

to hear that Jane is his

there is something

Whitney moves in.

say, I can't

to Jane

time, Whitney's word almost breaks me

She's pregnant.

once,

too depressed, so I invited Lawrence

all drank a lot that

end, we were

I was about to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming

helped me to the hotel

I have to say, to sleep with her is a very

what

I woke up, I just saw Whitney lying

moment, everything went

sex with

was drunk,

can I be worthy of Jane after such a

some pills and

that Whitney

but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant

playing a big joke

Mr. Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is

after that, when I face Jane, I

she realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time

I feel that she has something to hide from me, but I don't

I have to go on a business trip for two days. Early on the morning, Jane has

Whitney tidies

find that she

trace of

I keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

trip would cause us to be

I come back, she is no

I call her,

Whitney!

must be Whitney who did

Jane's

four million dollars, saying that it

much money, and I

to know where

"Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at

it. When Jane stays by my side, she has never

I let

loved her for ten years. How can I

head and reply to Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting

tell you. With me here, you'll never find

With that, Steven leaves.

I've been

every country, and I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

the world, and I haven't seen or heard from

it is just a

the number you dialed is off. Please dial again

every day, hoping that one day she will turn

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I miss

you hide in the ends of the earth, I

'Jane, I love you.'

messages go one after another. Every day that she isn't around, I keep

me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her even

home all the time, her belly

all, she has my child. I can't kick her out without caring

birth to a boy named