In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

her. I can only ask my

resolutely

Jane to get her brother

has no choice

better time for me

"Jane, marry me."

end, she never believes what

me only if I dig out my heart and show

wish of marrying her

Whitney yet, and I can't give Jane a

title of "the mistress" finally

don't like

I be happy to hear that Jane is

mood, there is something even

Whitney moves in.

I can't get her out of

of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my

very time, Whitney's word almost

She's pregnant.

did it once, but she is

so I

all drank a lot

end, we

as I was about to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming

helped me to the hotel and took

but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing

couldn't remember what happened after

just saw Whitney lying

went

never had sex with Whitney

I was

worthy of Jane after such a

about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived

sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant,

truly playing a big

Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing

when I

uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask for an

feel that she has something to hide from me, but I don't know what

for two days.

breakfast, Whitney tidies up my tie

Jane and find that she

of sadness that I do not

long time, I keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have

that this business trip would cause us to be

I come back, she is no longer in my

her, her phone is always

Whitney!

be Whitney

go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts,

and gives me four million dollars, saying that it

got so much money,

want to

her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love her, then let her go. Don't torture

it. When Jane stays by my side, she has never been

how can I

have loved her for ten years. How can

give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting your time and tell

tell you. With me here,

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've been

every country, and I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

from the world,

but it is just

is off. Please

hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and return to

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I

in the ends of

'Jane, I love you.'

go one after another. Every day that she

any better.

stays at home all the time, her belly growing bigger and

all, she has my child.

gives birth to