In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I

I resolutely ask Whitney

get her brother

no choice but

there's a better time for

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she never believes

believe me only if I dig out my heart and show

wish of marrying

and I can't give Jane a

Steven's help, Jane's title of

like his help

I be happy to hear that Jane is

mood, there

Whitney moves in.

I can't get her

the contrary, because of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects

very time, Whitney's word

She's pregnant.

did it once, but she is

too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out

all drank a lot that

we were both

to get drunk, I

helped me to the hotel and took

was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy

couldn't remember what happened

I woke up, I just saw

that moment, everything went black in

had sex with

since I was

Jane after

you can't tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them.

I didn't expect that Whitney didn't

times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after that

truly playing a big

Mr. Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing

I face Jane, I feel

realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask for an

that she has something to hide from me, but I don't know

on a business trip for two days. Early on the

Whitney tidies up

glance at Jane and find that she looks

of sadness

thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things

cause us to

I come back, she is no longer

I call her, her phone

Whitney!

be Whitney who did

am furious and go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she

me four million dollars,

don't know where she got so much money, and I don't

to

if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you

stays by my side, she has

I let

ten years. How can I

up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting

me here,

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've

almost every country, and I've also sent

Jane seems to have disappeared from the world, and I

call her every day, but it is just a mechanical

the number you dialed is

hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and return to

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I miss

even if you hide in the ends of the

'Jane, I love you.'

another. Every day that she

make me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her even

time, her belly growing bigger and bigger day

but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child.

birth to a boy