In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

do anything to her. I

I resolutely ask

to get her brother out

no choice but to

there's a better time for me

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she never believes what I

am wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my heart and

her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her just goes

and I can't give Jane a

title of "the

don't like his help at

to hear that Jane is his

there is

Whitney moves in.

say, I can't get her out of

of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my

very time, Whitney's word almost breaks me

She's pregnant.

it once, but she

was too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out for a

all drank a lot that

we were

drunk, I vaguely saw Jane

me to the hotel and

surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very

what

just saw Whitney lying

everything went black in my

never had sex

I was drunk,

worthy of Jane after such a

must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can

Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived my

had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant,

playing

high value on the offspring. Now

after that, when I face Jane, I

so she rejects me

hide from me, but I don't know what

I have to go on a business trip for two days. Early on the morning,

Whitney tidies up my tie

glance at Jane and find that

of sadness

thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

that this business trip would cause

she is no longer

I call her,

Whitney!

Whitney who

furious and go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she

me four

she got so much money, and I don't care where she

to

were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love

stays by my side,

can I

loved her for ten years.

shake my head and reply to Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting your time and tell me

won't tell you. With me here, you'll never find

With that, Steven leaves.

following days, I've been

every country, and I've also sent

seems to have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen or

is just a mechanical female voice

you dialed is off. Please dial again

that one day she will

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I miss

in the ends of the

'Jane, I love you.'

messages go one after another. Every day that

any better. On the contrary, I miss her even

all the time, her

she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her out without caring about the

gives birth to