In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to continue

I resolutely ask Whitney

to get her brother out

has no choice but to beg

time for me

"Jane, marry me."

beginning to end, she never

only if I dig out my heart and show it to

strong resistance, my wish of marrying her

Whitney yet, and I can't give Jane a firm

Steven's help, Jane's title of "the

don't like his

be happy to hear that

there

Whitney moves in.

can't get her out of my

the contrary, because of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane

Whitney's word

She's pregnant.

once,

depressed, so I invited Lawrence out

drank a lot

the end, we

was about to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane

hotel and took off

the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her

couldn't remember what

up, I just saw Whitney

everything went black

had sex with

now, since I was drunk, I slept

Jane after such a

buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can conceive

Whitney didn't follow my

times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant

playing a big

the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing

that, when I face Jane,

so she rejects me every time when

feel that she has something to hide from me,

for two days. Early on the morning,

breakfast, Whitney tidies up my tie

find that

there is a trace of sadness

long time, I keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

this business trip would cause us to be

is no longer

I call her, her phone is always

Whitney!

Whitney who did

furious and go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she

comes to me and gives me four million dollars, saying

much money, and I don't care where she got

to know where she

see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If

When Jane stays by my side, she has

how can I let her

loved her for ten years. How can I let her

doesn't love me, she

won't tell you. With me here, you'll never

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've been sending

country, and I've also sent people

to have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen or

but it is just a mechanical female voice that answers

you dialed is off. Please dial

only text her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I

if you hide in the ends of

'Jane, I love you.'

go one after another. Every day that she isn't

better. On the contrary, I miss her even

stays at home all the time, her belly growing bigger and bigger day by

pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her out

birth to a boy named