In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

the absence of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to

resolutely

mother forces Jane to get her brother out of

no choice but to

think there's a better time for me

"Jane, marry me."

she never believes what I

believe me only if I

her strong resistance, my wish of marrying

divorced Whitney yet, and

title of

like his help at

I be happy to hear that Jane

this depressed mood, there

Whitney moves in.

what I say, I can't get her out

to Jane

the very time, Whitney's word almost

She's pregnant.

did it once, but

was too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out for

all drank a

end, we were both

as I was about to get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane

me to the hotel and took off my

was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her

what happened

woke up, I just saw Whitney

went black in my

sex

since I was drunk, I slept with

of Jane after such

buy some pills and take them. Don't think

I didn't expect that Whitney didn't

but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets

playing

Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me

after that, when I face Jane,

realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask for an

something to hide from me, but I don't

have to go on a business trip for

breakfast, Whitney tidies up

Jane and find that she looks somewhat

is a trace of sadness that

I keep thinking that if I had

cause us to be separated for more than half a

is no

call her,

Whitney!

must be Whitney

and go ask Whitney about Jane's

four million dollars, saying that it is from

she got so much money,

to know where she

"Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love her, then let her

by my side, she has

I let her

ten years. How can

if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting your time and tell

tell you. With me

With that, Steven leaves.

following days, I've been

searched almost every country, and I've also sent people to secretly

seems to have disappeared from the world,

day, but it is just a mechanical female voice that answers

the number you dialed is off. Please dial

every day, hoping that one day she will turn on

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I

you hide in the ends of the earth, I will find

'Jane, I love you.'

after another. Every day that she isn't around, I keep

feel any better. On the contrary, I

home all the time, her belly growing bigger and bigger

Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her out without caring about the

Whitney gives birth to a boy