In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

her.

the same time, I resolutely

get her brother

choice but to

think there's a better time for me

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she never believes what I

if she will believe me only if

her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her just goes up in

I haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give

Steven's help, Jane's title of "the

like his help

I be happy to hear

mood, there is something even

Whitney moves in.

what I say, I can't get her

her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my request for

time, Whitney's word almost breaks me

She's pregnant.

did it once, but

too depressed, so

a lot that

we were

was about to get drunk,

the hotel and took

I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing for

remember what happened after

just saw Whitney lying beside

that moment, everything went

had sex with

since I was drunk,

of Jane after such a terrible thing

you can't tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can conceive my

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even

sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant

truly playing

Mr. Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from

after that, when I face Jane, I

she rejects me every time when I

that she has something to hide from me, but I don't know

to go on a business trip for two days.

Whitney tidies

Jane and find that she looks somewhat

there is a trace of

I had asked her that day, many things

business trip would cause us to be separated for more than half

she is no

her, her phone is always

Whitney!

Whitney

ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that

to me and gives me four million

where she got so much money, and I

want to know

shakes his head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting

When Jane stays by my side, she has never

I let her

loved her for ten years. How can I

give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop

you. With me here, you'll never find

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've been

searched almost every country, and I've also sent people to

the world, and

call her every day, but it is just a mechanical female

is off. Please dial

her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and return to

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

the ends of the earth, I

'Jane, I love you.'

messages go one after another. Every day that she isn't

this doesn't make me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her even

her belly growing

like Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her

Whitney gives birth to a