In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

can't do anything to her. I can

the same time, I resolutely ask Whitney

mother forces Jane to get her brother out of

has no choice but to beg

better time for me to

"Jane, marry me."

end, she never believes what I

am wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my heart and show

wish of marrying her just goes

haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give Jane a firm

help, Jane's title of "the

I don't like his help

to hear that Jane is his

depressed mood, there is

Whitney moves in.

matter what I say, I can't get her

the contrary, because of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also

very time, Whitney's word almost

She's pregnant.

did it once,

was too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out

all drank a lot

end, we

drunk, I vaguely

hotel and

was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep

couldn't remember what happened

I woke up, I just

that moment, everything went

sex with Whitney

was drunk, I

be worthy of Jane after such

Also, you must buy some pills and take

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived my

sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant,

playing a big joke on

on the offspring. Now that

when I face Jane, I feel

rejects me every time when I ask for an

that she has something to hide from me, but I don't

for two days.

tidies up my tie

and find that she looks

of sadness that

had asked her that day, many things would have

do not expect that this business trip would cause us to be separated for more than

she is no longer in my

call her, her phone is

Whitney!

Whitney

ask Whitney about Jane's

comes to me and gives me four million dollars,

money, and I don't

just want to know where

and shakes his head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If

Jane stays by my side,

how can I let

ten years. How can I let

and reply to Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop

won't tell you. With me here, you'll never

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've

every country, and I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

from the world, and

every day, but it is just

is off.

day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and return

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I miss

hide in the ends of the earth, I

'Jane, I love you.'

after another. Every day that she isn't around, I

make me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss

her belly growing bigger and bigger

Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her out without caring

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