In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to continue

resolutely ask Whitney

mother forces Jane to get her brother

no choice but to

there's a better time

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she never believes what I

believe me only if I dig out my

my wish of marrying her just

yet, and I

help, Jane's title of "the mistress" finally

like

happy to hear that

this depressed mood, there is something even

Whitney moves in.

I say, I can't get

her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also

Whitney's word almost breaks me

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she

was too depressed, so I

all drank a

end, we were

drunk, I vaguely

hotel

took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very

couldn't remember what happened

I woke up, I just saw

went black in my

sex with

was drunk, I slept

can I be worthy of Jane after such a terrible thing

anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even

have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after

fate is truly playing a big

Mr. Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant,

after that, when I face

uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I ask for an

she has something to hide from

business trip for two days. Early on the morning, Jane has prepared

tidies up my tie

glance at Jane and find that she looks

a trace of sadness

a long time, I keep thinking that if I had asked her

this business trip would cause us to be separated for more than

back, she is

time I call her, her phone is

Whitney!

Whitney who

Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she has no

and gives me four million dollars, saying that it

money,

just want to know where

can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time.

by my side,

how can I let

ten years.

she will never fall in love

me here, you'll never find

With that, Steven leaves.

I've been sending

every country, and I've also sent people to secretly

disappeared from the world, and I

day, but it is just a mechanical

dialed is off. Please dial

only text her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see

'Jane, where are you?'

come back. I miss

ends of the

'Jane, I love you.'

one after another. Every day that she isn't around,

feel any better. On the contrary, I

stays at home all the time, her belly growing bigger and

she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick

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