In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

absence of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to

resolutely ask Whitney

Jane to get her brother

choice but to

better time for me to make my

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she

am wondering if she will believe me only if I

of her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her just goes up in

I haven't divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give

Steven's help, Jane's title of "the mistress"

don't like his help at

happy to hear that

this depressed mood, there is

Whitney moves in.

say, I can't get her out of my

can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects

Whitney's

She's pregnant.

did it once, but she

day, I was too depressed, so I invited

drank a lot

the end, we were both

about to get drunk, I vaguely

me to the hotel and took

she took the initiative, but I have to say, to

couldn't remember what happened after

just saw Whitney

moment, everything went

sex

since I was drunk, I

I be worthy of Jane after such

Also, you must buy some pills and take them.

expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and

I have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney

truly playing a big joke on

a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is

day after that, when I

she realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when

to hide from me,

on a business trip for two days. Early on

Whitney tidies up my tie

at Jane and find that she

a trace of

a long time, I keep thinking that if I had asked

this business trip would cause us to be separated for more than half a

come back, she is no longer

I call her, her phone is

Whitney!

be Whitney who

ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that

me and gives me four million dollars, saying that it is

much money, and I don't care where she got

want to know where

me and shakes his head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love her, then let her

knew it. When Jane stays by my

how can I let

her for ten years. How

me, she will never

you. With me here, you'll

With that, Steven leaves.

following days, I've been

also sent people to secretly track

Jane seems to have disappeared from the world, and I haven't seen or heard from

her every day, but it is just a mechanical female

is off.

she will turn on the phone, see the texts, and return

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I miss

you hide in the ends of

'Jane, I love you.'

go one after another. Every day that she isn't around,

doesn't make me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her

at home all the time, her belly

has my child. I can't kick

to a