In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

can't do anything to her.

resolutely

get

has no choice but to beg

a better time for me to make

"Jane, marry me."

end, she never believes what

am wondering if she will believe me only if I dig out my

my wish of marrying her just goes

divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give Jane

Steven's help, Jane's title of "the mistress" finally

like his help at

I be happy to hear that Jane is his

there is

Whitney moves in.

I can't get

to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects

very time, Whitney's word almost breaks me

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she

day, I was too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out for a

a lot that

end, we

drunk,

me to the hotel and took

surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing

couldn't remember what happened

I just saw

moment, everything went black in my

had sex

was drunk,

I be worthy of Jane after such a terrible thing

tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can

but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even

have had sex many times, but she doesn't get

playing

high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing

when I face

rejects me every time when

I feel that she has something to hide from me, but

day, I have to go on a business trip for two days. Early on the

Whitney tidies up

Jane and find that she

is a trace of sadness that I do

keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned out

this business trip would cause us to be separated for more

she is no longer in my

I call her, her

Whitney!

must be Whitney who

furious and go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts,

and gives me four million dollars, saying that it

so much money, and I

want to know where she

head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love her, then let her go.

knew it. When Jane stays by my side, she has never been

how can I let her

her for ten years.

if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you.

me

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've

country, and I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

from the world, and

call her every day, but it is just

number you dialed is off. Please dial again

only text her every day, hoping that one day she will turn

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I miss

even if you hide in the ends of the earth, I will

'Jane, I love you.'

go one after another. Every day that she isn't around, I keep texting

better. On the contrary, I miss

her belly growing bigger and bigger

like Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick

birth to a boy