In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

absence of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can

time, I resolutely

forces Jane to get

choice but to beg

a better time

"Jane, marry me."

beginning to end, she

believe me only if I dig out my heart and show it to

resistance, my wish of

Whitney yet, and I can't

title of "the

I don't like his

be happy to hear that Jane is

this depressed mood, there is something

Whitney moves in.

say, I can't get her out of

contrary, because of her, I can't be close to

very time, Whitney's word almost breaks

She's pregnant.

it once,

so I invited

drank a lot

the end, we were both

was about to get drunk, I

the hotel and

the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing

what happened

just saw Whitney lying

moment, everything went black

never had sex

I was drunk,

Jane

about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take

I didn't expect that Whitney

but she doesn't get pregnant, yet

fate is truly playing a big joke on

the offspring. Now that Whitney is

day after that, when I face Jane, I feel incredibly

so she rejects me every time

feel that she has something to hide from me, but I

day, I have to go on a business trip for two days. Early on the morning,

breakfast, Whitney tidies up my

find

of sadness that I do

keep thinking that if I had asked her

do not expect that this business trip would cause us to

back, she is no longer in

time I call her, her phone

Whitney!

be Whitney who

go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she

me and gives me four million dollars, saying

got so much money, and I

want to know

at me and shakes his head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps targeting her again and again. Jane might be killed at any time. If you really love her, then let her go. Don't torture

When Jane stays by my side, she has never

can I let her

have loved her for ten years. How can I

she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop

me here, you'll

With that, Steven leaves.

I've been sending

I've also sent people to secretly track Steven's

seems to have disappeared from the world,

her every day, but it is just a mechanical female voice that

dialed is off. Please

day, hoping that one day she will

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I miss

hide in the ends of

'Jane, I love you.'

go one after another. Every day that she isn't around,

make me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss her

stays at home all the time, her belly growing bigger

but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her out without caring about

gives birth to a boy