In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

absence of evidence, I can't do anything to her. I can only ask my subordinates to continue the

time, I resolutely ask

mother forces Jane to get her brother out of

choice

better time for me to

"Jane, marry me."

from beginning to end, she never believes what

she will believe me only if I dig out my heart and show it to

wish of marrying her just goes

yet, and I can't give Jane a firm

Jane's title of "the

don't like his

can I be happy to hear that Jane is

this depressed mood, there

Whitney moves in.

I can't get her out of my

can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects

Whitney's word

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she is

I was too depressed, so I invited Lawrence out for a

all drank a

end, we were

get drunk, I vaguely

me to the hotel and took off my

the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very

remember what

just saw

went black in

sex with

I was drunk, I

be worthy of Jane after such

you can't tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you

expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived my

have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after that

is truly playing a big joke on

plays a high value on the offspring. Now that

that, when I face Jane,

realizes my uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when I

to hide from me, but I don't know what

a business trip for

breakfast, Whitney tidies up my tie

find that

is a trace of sadness that

I keep thinking that if I had asked her

that this business trip would cause us to be separated

back, she is no longer

call her, her phone

Whitney!

be Whitney who did

and go ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she has

gives me four million dollars, saying

she got so much money, and

want to know where

head. "Frances, let her go. Didn't you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More

by my side, she has

can I

have loved her for ten years. How can

give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will

won't tell you. With me here, you'll never

With that, Steven leaves.

following days, I've been sending

country, and I've also sent people

to have disappeared from the world, and I haven't

call her every day, but it is just a mechanical female voice that answers

number you dialed is off.

she will turn

'Jane, where are you?'

back.

you hide in the ends of the earth, I will find

'Jane, I love you.'

another. Every day that she isn't around,

feel any better.

at home all the time, her belly growing bigger and

all, she has my child. I can't kick her out without caring about the

gives birth to a boy