In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

I can't do anything to her.

the same time, I resolutely ask Whitney for the

forces Jane to get her brother out of

no choice but

time

"Jane, marry me."

end, she never believes what I

am wondering if she will believe me only if

her strong resistance, my wish of marrying

Whitney yet, and I

Jane's title of "the

I don't like his help

happy to hear that Jane

depressed mood, there

Whitney moves in.

I say, I can't get

because of her, I can't be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects my request

time, Whitney's word almost breaks

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she

too depressed, so I invited

all drank a lot

end, we were both completely

I was about to get drunk, I

to the hotel and

was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep with her is a very happy thing for

remember what happened after

I woke up, I just saw Whitney lying beside

that moment, everything went black in

never had sex

was drunk, I slept

can I be worthy of Jane after such a terrible thing

about this. Also, you must buy some pills

I left, but I didn't expect that Whitney didn't follow

had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets pregnant just after

playing a big

Mr. Louis plays a high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me

I face

uneasiness, so she rejects me every time when

that she has something to hide from me, but I don't

business trip for two days. Early on

breakfast, Whitney tidies up my tie

find that

there is a trace of sadness that

thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would

trip would cause us to be separated

she is no longer in

I call her, her phone is always

Whitney!

be Whitney who did

ask Whitney about Jane's whereabouts,

me and gives me four million dollars, saying that

she got so much money, and I don't care where she got

want to know

you see how painful her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney

knew it. When Jane stays by my side, she

I let

for ten years. How can I let her

Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop wasting your time and tell me where

With me here, you'll

With that, Steven leaves.

I've been sending for

almost every country, and I've also sent people to

world, and

her every day, but it is just a mechanical female

dialed is off. Please

every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts,

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I

if you hide in the ends of

'Jane, I love you.'

Every day that she isn't around, I keep

doesn't make me feel any better.

time, her

but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her

birth to