In My Desperate Time

I wish she can be pregnant. I wish we can have a baby.

But in the end, the reality let me down.

That night, she comes to my room. After a long time of questioning, she finally knows that she is not pregnant.

In the following days, Whitney comes between Jane and me more often.

I can also feel that Jane cares much about her identity.

I've already told her that Whitney has a mental problem, but in the end, Jane and I do not take a step closer.

On the contrary, she has become closer to Noah in the past few days.

I'm panicking.

It's as if she will leave me at any moment.

It isn't until Frank is thrown into jail because of drugs and intentional injuries that the emotions that I have been suppressing explode out of control.

"Frances, let me go."

Let her go?

How is this possible?

I love her so much. How can I let her go?

Why is she so eager to leave me?

"Jane, say it again."

I stare at her and snap through gritted teeth.

"Frances, you know. Back then, I came to you because I had no choice. Now that Frank is in jail, we have no connection anymore. A wrong thing should end sooner rather than later. I still have a long way to go, and we are not born from the same world. I knew it very clearly, and I never mean to pester you. I know you've always been dissatisfied with me. It's time for me to leave."

Every word is like a sharp blade stabbing into my heart.

In her opinion, is it just a mistake to be with me?

Or is it that she is in a hurry to go to someone else?

So, I try to threaten her with Noah. I don't expect that I will succeed.

But I'm not happy at all.

She compromises for Noah. Does it mean that she cares so much about him?

In the days that followed, when I have sex with her, I've never used condoms. However, she isn't pregnant.

For this reason, I go to the hospital to have a physical examination. The doctor tells me that there is no problem with my body. That is a relief to me.

After that, I bump into Whitney several times when I stay with Jane.

My worries grow bigger.

Until that day when Whitney and Jane both fall into the river, I have no choice but to face a fact.

Whitney really knew.

Every day after that, I am so nervous that I even hire some people to secretly protect Jane, afraid that Whitney will do something terrible to her.

At the same time, I also know that Noah and Jane seem to have reached the point of discussing marriage.

I play some tricks to make Noah retreat.

Meanwhile, Whitney tampers with the competition, so that Jane misses out on the championship.

I have a big quarrel with Whitney, and she curses that she will destroy Jane by whatever means.

It is truly terrifying for a woman to go crazy.

The photo of Jane and I kissing in the elevator is put on the front page news. In an instant, Jane becomes a mistress that everyone hates and curses.

And worse than that, her parents have a car accident during the period.

Most suspiciously, it is my driver who hit her parents.

When I send for the driver, I'm told that he has gone abroad.

Jane loses her father. Although her parents have never loved and cared for her, she is a filial woman.

Such a blow is enough to make her collapse.

I believe that Whitney did this, but after questioning her a few times, she never admits it.

her. I

same time, I resolutely ask

forces Jane to get

choice but

better time

"Jane, marry me."

beginning to end, she

will believe me only if I dig out my heart

of her strong resistance, my wish of marrying her just goes up in

divorced Whitney yet, and I can't give

help, Jane's title

I don't like his help at

can I be happy to hear that Jane is his

mood, there

Whitney moves in.

I can't get her

be close to Jane in public. Meanwhile, Jane also rejects

very time, Whitney's word

She's pregnant.

just did it once, but she is

too depressed, so I invited Lawrence

drank a lot

end, we

get drunk, I vaguely saw Jane coming this

helped me to the hotel

was surprised that she took the initiative, but I have to say, to sleep

couldn't remember what happened

woke up, I just saw

went black in

had sex

was drunk, I slept

worthy of Jane

tell anyone about this. Also, you must buy some pills and take them. Don't think you can conceive my

expect that Whitney didn't follow my order and even conceived

I have had sex many times, but she doesn't get pregnant, yet Whitney gets

is truly playing a big joke on

high value on the offspring. Now that Whitney is pregnant, he firmly rejects me from divorcing

that, when I face Jane,

so she rejects me every time when I ask for

something to hide from me, but I don't

have to go on a business trip for two days. Early on

tidies up my tie

Jane and find that

trace of sadness that I

I keep thinking that if I had asked her that day, many things would have turned

would cause us to be separated for more than half a

she is no

I call her,

Whitney!

must be Whitney who did

Whitney about Jane's whereabouts, but she insists that she has no

me four million dollars, saying that it is

got so much money, and I don't care

to know

her days with you were? It doesn't matter if it's just that you can't go public with your relationship. More importantly, Whitney is such a crazy woman. She keeps

stays by my

how can I

ten years. How can

shake my head and reply to Steven, "I won't give up. Even if she doesn't love me, she will never fall in love with you. Steven, stop

With me

With that, Steven leaves.

the following days, I've

almost every country, and I've also

disappeared from the world, and I haven't

is just a

dialed is off. Please

text her every day, hoping that one day she will turn on the phone, see the texts,

'Jane, where are you?'

back. I miss

even if you hide in the ends of

'Jane, I love you.'

after another. Every day that she isn't around, I keep texting

me feel any better. On the contrary, I miss

stays at home all the time, her belly growing bigger and bigger day by

Whitney, but she's pregnant. After all, she has my child. I can't kick her

gives birth to a boy named