I've Been There Before

A person that said nothing was more terrifying than a person that yelled.

"Let go, Caden... Ah!" The words she could not finish disappeared in her throat. It was not necessary for her to say them anymore.

Caden was like going crazy. He put her on the bed and 'attacked' again and again as though hugging her tightly was the only way for him to feel the warmth of this woman, which assured him that she was still there and didn't leave.

After a rough sex, neither of them felt comfortable. She was like a broken doll, lying on the bed feebly. And him, he breathed heavily like a beast. The heavy sound of breath flooded from his throat bit by bit.

She didn't look at him. She would rather stare at the ceiling in a daze.

The man above her moved. He supported with his arms and got up. She felt lighter immediately. Even the bed beneath her was lighter. He got off the bed. The used decent man ignored his shoes and walked to the dresser with bare feet. He opened the drawer and took out the bottle.

Then he strode to the bed and stretched out his arm, "No more medicine?"

"You..." She instantly got flustered.

He sneered, "Vitamin pill, is it?" His thin lips curled up without any warmth of a human being. He used the other hand to open the bottle. His black eyes locked on the woman in front of him. He poured out a handful of pills. His lips curled up, and the coldness was more imposing.

He raised his head and stuffed all the pills into his mouth.

Grace's eyes widened at once. Before she could think about anything else, she rushed forth and grabbed his arm, "No! You can't take them!"

"Why not? Isn't it vitamin pills?" He smiled, but the smile was very strange, "Even you can take them, isn't it?"

"I... I..." What could she say? Tell him that this was not vitamin pill?

He chewed the pills while looking at this woman. The pills in his mouth were extremely bitter. No mention he ate a handful of them. Yet it seemed that he did not feel the bitter taste of the medicine in his mouth as though he was just chewing gums instead of medicine. He felt nothing.

Grace widened her mouth and every time when she wanted to say something, she found that she couldn't say anything.

She stared at his throat, watching him swallow every time. He was still chewing the pills. Her chest was somewhat painful for some reasons. She raised her head and looked into his eyes, "Spill them out."

"Why should I? Why so stingy? Don't even want to share some vitamin pills with me? I will buy you more if it runs out." He still talked to her sweetly, but his eyes were painful. His heart was like being torn apart by a pair of hands, making the sound of tearing things apart. He tried his best to ignore it. He thought this woman was loath to part with him in the end, otherwise, why would she care even if what he ate was poison? ... More ridiculously, he just realized that this was the last bargaining chip he had left!

Just because of this!

Just because of this...

She said, "It was not good to eat so many vitamin pills. Spill them out. Okay?"

Just because of this!

Just because of this...

He said, "Okay." The words that he was about say to reveal the truth were buried inside his heart. He continued to pretended to know nothing.

He spilled out the remnant of medicine in his mouth. He frowned and pretended to comment on the taste, "This vitamin pills are not good. Don't eat them next time. I will buy you some new ones."

with an unnatural expression, "I like the taste. I will wait until

And her whole body turned rigid instantly and her expression became more

shouted and her eyes

Will it be a coincidence that my kidney

you mean?" She looked

for one in this world, then tell me. If I give you

looked at

Grace, she felt cold all over, "Stop playing... Stop playing, shall we? Didn't you say we should live on a happy life? Let's live on a happy

with new means to

As she said "live on a happy life", he wanted to laugh and cry at the same time... It was rare to

her head into his shoulder.

the thing that I want you to give me if I give you my kidney. Why don't you ask

the

okay? It's not funny

order to dodge the question and smiled lightly. His eyes grew gentler and there was a trace of gentleness as well as pain flashed across. He said lightly, "Okay, I will stop making

was hugged into his arms. He thought if she could compromise this time,

was just a few seconds, but it was like a century long.

that he cared for this

this bottle of pills...

Boom!

his heart fell

wanted to eat that damn "vitamin

child for him! She just couldn't love him anymore! She just wanted to

took the bottle from her hand. She was very worried. He smiled at her with comfort and then pour a pill out. He put the pill into

from his lips

very harshly. As if doing so, she could relieve the pain flooded

that exact moment, she was

her eyes turned firm and resolute... He was her disaster, and

bitter and long-lasting, and there was some unspeakable touching. Unfortunately, neither

let go of her gently and smiled. Really, the way he smiled was very good-looking. Yet this

palm rubbed her hairs, "Okay, I will listen to you. Don't waste this bottle, but after finishing them, shall

At night.

a woman slept on the

at the man next to her... He must

that it was

so mad

choose to compromise

it out. She shook

person next to her made

didn't understand him more

her agitated. He made her hate and... Painful! She would never admit that hate arose