I've Been There Before

Humbert was feeling very shocked and his feelings were indescribable. He was listening to his best friend squabbling nonsense, “If only I didn’t drop my phone…”, “If only I didn’t move the nightstand away when I picked up my phone…” Humbert had a clear image in his mind, his best friend moved the nightstand away when he was trying to pick up his phone, and accidentally came across this hidden secret.

“If only I didn’t drop my phone…”

“If only I didn’t pick up my phone…”

Humbert clenched his fist, he was getting annoyed listening to his best friend repeating the disheartening “If only…” again and again. Caden was like a useless and dispirited middle-aged man whose wife had left him and whose son had died. Humbert felt like punching his best friend and beat the sense out of him. But he couldn’t do it.

“If only… If only I realized it sooner!” The whole time, Caden was very pessimistic, he was acting like a coward and was just running away from his problems, giving himself excuses. Finally, he cried out what he was really feeling deep down!

If only he realized it sooner, would the situation right now have changed?

Would his lovely wife be right next to him, along with his sweet children?

Humbert looked at Caden, his best friend of many years. He never saw Caden in this state before.

Humbert’s eyes flickered, he stood up abruptly and strode towards the exit.

Wilson was a worker who fulfilled his duty well and was rule-abiding. He waited outside of the corridor which was 3 to 4 meters away from the room. Humbert walked out of the room and saw Wilson, he said emotionlessly, “Follow me.”

Wilson hesitated briefly, but Humbert walked pass him without a pause. Wilson glanced at Caden’s room, he gritted his teeth and decided that he had no choice but to turn around and follow Humbert.

“Mr. White, where are we going?”

Wilson followed Humbert downstairs, seeing that Humbert didn’t even slow down his pace, Wilson quickly ran after him. But Humbert quickened his pace, he was silent the whole time and finally stopped in front of a small door.

“This…”

What beneath this was…

Wilson knew that Humbert was familiar with the Shaw manor, he could only follow behind Humbert. They walked down the winding stairs that led to the basement.

The stairway was dark and it led directly towards the basement. The basement was lighted with warm yellow lights that weren’t too bright, the basement also had a strong alcohol smell to it.

Humbert didn’t hesitate, he walked towards the end of the wine rack and took one bottle of wine after another, he shoved it into Wilson arms until he couldn’t hold anymore. Humbert then held 4 bottles of wine himself, he still wasn’t saying anything, he just turned around and left.

Wilson didn’t understand what was going on at all, all he could just follow behind Humbert. They both reappeared in front of Caden’s bedroom, Humbert kicked the door open and threw the wine bottles that he was holding on the bed. He was rough and didn’t care that his action might easily break the wines that probably cost a fortune.

“Wilson, put done those wines and you can take your leave.”

“But Mr. White, the master is…”

“Put down those wine and get out. I will take responsibility for whatever that happens, if he dies, I’ll die with him.” Humbert glared harshly and coldly at the butler, Wilson was having cold sweat as he gritted his teeth because he was responsible for Caden. Humbert was a respected and prestige person, but even with his promise Wilson wasn’t assured, it wasn’t his principal to walk away like this.

Humbert quietly held out his hand and took the wine bottles away from Wilson’s hand seeing that he wasn’t going to do what he said. He threw them onto the bed, the bottles were hitting each other and the noise they made give people the shivers.

Wilson was driven out of the room by Humbert as he was pondering about what should he say. Before he could even react, the door slammed shut right in front of his face heartlessly.

Humbert’s expression was frigid. In the room, he quietly took the two bottles of whiskeys on the bed and twisted them open. He held out his hand and gave one bottle to the haggard Caden who was sitting on the floor by the bedside, “Come, I’ll drink with you.”

Though Caden kept looking at his palm in a daze as if he didn’t hear Humbert at all.

Humbert squinted at Caden who was right next to him, he straightened out his leg and used his feet to kick him, “Hey, drink.”

that Caden was a prideful man, an average person wouldn’t stand up to another person kicking them like that. But

throbbed

Caden Shaw

did the prideful and

where is your pride, where is your confidence, where is your strength? Where are they? The Caden I knew was apathetic, full of confidence, firm, persistent and strong, where is he right now? Where did the Caden

was this drunkard

He didn’t know him!

I’ll get Ingemar to book flight tickets. We can go anywhere.

might bring you two

never see me again.”

stared at his palm all dejected, he mumbled to himself, “She left, she ran away as far as she could. She hates me, I knew that she hates me…” As he was mumbling he unconsciously picked up a wine bottle lying next to him, he held it up and raised his head, he tried to

he tried to pour wine out of the bottle again, “Where is the wine?

state, there was a hint of agony in his eyes. How could a person become

Caden’s palm, he thought to himself, Grace, you thought you left this person a heartfelt letter about the truth, you thought it was just a letter… But it

a person Caden was, he knew how rational and logical Caden always acted. It

bowed down or lower his head for anybody else before. “Who, who was the one that stole away your pride?” The answer was obvious,

as if the name was cursed, memories of the past came rushing in his mind. The scene before him was something he had

at the Royal Club’s exquisite private

arrogant and confident Grace would throw away her pride just in

now, was the same thing with Grace

Was this Karma?

to prison, the reason why she lost all her pride, arrogance

pushing Caden

for three years, a different person on

situation, his brain felt clearer. But he still couldn’t just give up on Caden

But he also knew that Caden loved Grace with all his heart, and that was why he tried to not be prejudice against her. He only wanted to help his friend and preventing him from making

to drive her away back then. But Caden was so in love with Grace, that was why he helped Caden and asked Grace to stay.

smelled strong, Caden who was sitting on the floor was now drenched with the transparent

if time had

the letter in his palm all flustered, it was as if the letter was his life. No, the letter

protecting the letter so carefully, he hated it but he couldn’t do anything

Humbert plainly, “I don’t know if she hates you, but

the bottle on his hand away upon finishing his sentence, he then walked over the shitfaced Caden. He opened the door, paused for a while and then he said, “Think about what you should do, think carefully about it

stay any longer. He took a big step and slammed the

the bedroom door was another side of the world.

dim, dirty and filled with

outside the bedroom saw Humbert came out, he hurriedly went up to Humbert and asked, “How is the master?”

middle of his brow and his

mean?” Was the master unable to pull himself together

meals for him, just prepare some hangover

could he not

him from dying if he wants to die.” Humbert slightly raised his

had nothing

that door wasn’t open by itself from inside. Don’t knock on the door, don’t try to open it from outside.” The person inside would naturally open the door and walk out

describing everything vividly in details, the homestay was described as not even worth a penny. The poster said that the homestay was making dirty money, driving their guests away even though they paid in advance, that they picked on people who weren’t their own size, and that all the workers