Kill Me, Heal Me

Belle Ye stayed in the hotel all day and didn’t go out. She even forgot to have her meals. After Levi Song sent her here, he immediately left. Perhaps, because he didn’t get the answer he wanted from her, so he didn’t come back again. Moreover, Levi Song was a man. He must be busy. He wouldn’t spend his time with her.

But, she shrugged it off. She and Levi Song were not familiar with each other. He was kind enough to help her just now. Besides, she didn’t want to drag him into the eye of the storm. Before, she said that she would repay him, but the only way she could repay him was by staying away from him.

It was getting dark.

There was an orange wall lamp on the bedside which should be warm but Belle Ye felt cold. During the summer nights, the asphalt road that had been exposed to the sun all day was still burning with hot air. She stood at the balcony and looked at the night skyline below. Her heart was so anxious that it was difficult for her to calm down.

This time, the doorbell rang.

Then, there was a beeping sound outside. Her shoulder shrank. She looked around without opening the door.

Next, the person outside knocked the door and rang the bell thrice. She thought that it was Levi Song. She hesitated for a long time and decided to open the door.

It was Levi Song.

“Mr. Song, what are you doing here?”

“I thought you were gone.”

Belle Ye was shocked. Her cheek felt like burning, but she made a way for him. Levi Song came in. he looked around the room and saw nothing had changed. He sniffed and smelled nothing but the plaster of the room. The double bed and the quilt on it was still neatly folded.

Belle Ye didn’t expect him to come. She didn’t know what to say. They looked at each other in the awkward silence. Levi Song cleared his throat, “Have you eaten dinner?”

“……” she was silent. She knew that it was impolite

haven’t eaten as well. You’re still injured, so I’ll order takeaway.”

food could be an icebreaker for both of them.

know why he cared so much about this

in his eyes. She was a hostess in a clubhouse. Levi Song made an excuse

be valid until this time being.

his familiar face as Ryan Du. Levi Song was a gentle, handsome, and an extraordinary man. Whenever he smiled, it always looked elegant and polite. His eyebrows were gently curved. He had an excellent upbringing as well. It was impossible for people to dislike

of her. Belle Ye could already smell the delicious food. She had a

Levi Song took a good care of her

there was something

that, they sat on each end of the sofa. The atmosphere was quiet and the orange light

silent, but they wasn’t embarrassed. However, they were a bit uncomfortable. Levi Song took the initiative to ask about

carelessly make

though her heart was hurt, “you’re so funny, Mr. Song. I’m a hostess. If the guest wants it then I should give it. I

She put her dignity aside and

are all kinds of people in this circle including Lewis Qiu.”

“I think I can handle it.” she tried to be brave.

“Last time, if Lewis Qiu didn’t drink and you didn’t catch cold, what would

with something else.” she was comfortable with the man in front of her that she could heave

“Lewis Qiu has a manic depressive psychosis. This illness is caused because he experienced an emotional damage. He is unable to come out of the shadow for a long time. It becomes a grievance and evolve into this kind of pain. If he can pass the pain on others, the more he can feel happy.” She explained in

carefully and asked, “How

“There are antidepressants in the coffee table in his living room. He has an obvious bipolar disorder. When he encounters red light while driving, he will be agitated. When he is alone however, he will be depressed and his mood

“If you didn’t catch cold, you would be helpless then?”