Let's Get Married

These are the word from the bottom of his broken heart.

He never did anything he would regret in the past 30 years. He never has any regrets and he would never feel sad about any decision he made. Now, he has his first regret. Letting her come back is his biggest mistake.

He thought letting go or not doesn’t matter at all in a relationship, and that he would have a bigger chance because he had been there for her. He uses five years of effort to exchange for a chance to be together with Lily. However, he’s defeated by his cockiness.

“Ryan…” Lily calls his name softly, “Don’t say that. I wronged you. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize. I told you, you don’t need to do anything about my feelings.” Most of the time, he labels himself as a gentleman and he wouldn’t do anything to force her to accept his love. However, he did many things for her without her consent and she is kind of forced to accept his good deeds. Why should she apologize for what he did?

“Stop saying that. I treasure all that you have done for Adair and I. I’m grateful for everything you’ve done.” The feeling Lily had for Ryan is, in a way, different. It is so special, sometimes she won’t even know how to explain it.

“Five years ago, you rescued me from the reservoir in J City. Then we met in another state. It was all destined. However, I helped you escape and stayed with you for five years, it is totally a selfish move. I knew that you will eventually be gone one day.” After everything that he had been through, he learned to take thing easily. He knew this is coming but what he didn’t expect was it would hurt so much.

“Please know that knowing you is the luckiest thing that happened to me.” Lily doesn’t want him to feel bad about himself. She never wanted that for him.

“Sometimes I wonder, how tight did fate entangled you and Rex that you both could meet in overseas after so long.” All that he wanted couldn’t fight against the fated destiny.

If it is a life that refers to everything Rex and Lily had been through, then losing Lily cost Ryan his life too.

He never believed in fate. If he does, he had already got himself killed in the black market. However, he does now.

now,” Ryan says bitterly. He knows once everything is out today, their relationship will be frozen and it

for her. “Ryan, please, don’t say that anymore. How can we go back when we have been through so much together? You are as important as my

her but he doesn’t want

on his forehead and covers half of his face. He closes his eyes where Lily couldn’t see and tries to suppress the feeling of tearing. He remains the calmness in his voice and says,

did last night. She finally understands the difference between self-love and the love for another person. If you

in a choked voice, “Ryan, you

of what happened for the past five years, but it is also because she is the mother of his child.

smiles, and says in the lightest tone,

…

Lily walks out of the apartment. She doesn’t even remember what she said. All she ever remembers is the sad

did for her and his endless support, she feels the pain

might seem cold from the outside, if you manage to get into his

but Lily knows that it’s because it is too painful

girl coming into Ryan’s life. This girl doesn’t have a complicated past. All she needs to do is just keep delivering

of Ryan’s place. He pulls her hand to get

Mommy is feeling

believes Lily. He quickly speeds up, “Then we must go home

Lily doesn’t drive away immediately. She turns and stares at the tall building where Ryan lives in and tells Adair, “Adair must come to visit Uncle Ryan frequently, alright? He misses

of Adair for five years. Although he doesn’t say it out loud,

“Mommy, can I come alone if you