Lie To Me Alpha

It was good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital.

I have been discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself.

I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years.

Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those years because according to my available memories I have never been in any relationship.

So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books.

It was nothing like I haven't even lived on this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace, my young memories are there but not my adulthood self.

A baby's wailing pull me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib.

He and my dad is all I have now, the absence of my mother was still shocking for me.

Everytime someone or even my dad talk about it I always try and change the subject.

Maybe I am still not accepting the fact that my mother is gone. To be honest I am scared to face my own emotions so instead of talking it out I hid everything inside of me and avoid the death of my mom.

Her funeral will be held tomorrow but still I'm not even in the state to see her.

Oh hell if people think I'm a heartless daughter who never shows up to see her mother at our pack's mortuary but I'm really scared. My father is the only one going there and make arrangements for my mom's funeral along with my mate's help while I just sit here in the house.

Speaking of Mate, Matteo and I never saw each other after the night I embarrassed myself mistaking my brother for our pup.

am also avoiding him. Not only from embarrassment but there were so many surreal emotions going on within me

here for him and my dad who has been putting up

and the topic of my mom's death doesn't mean I have to avoid my brother's

the past two weeks I have been taking some private class from Dr. Omalley's Mate on how to care for a

his diaper, bath him and

caring for me like this when I was young I push it all back and buried

classes did really paid off as I am now a pro

there little one," I pick him and held him to

Ohhh you're cute baby" I keep on teasing him pinching his chubby

really happy by just looking at him and I must

smile whenever I feel alone and at the same time taking my mind off

adorable" another voice interrupts I look around there

wish he's ours," the voice

which I'm shocked

ghosting me out but today it's a miracle to know she's I've

my link with her and earned a 'What the Fuck' from

afraid to drop him on the floor. It's good to have my

me

pinching on his chubby cheeks "so cute" I whisper

she became silent as if she didn't just pop out of nowhere

remember what happened four years ago?"

up screaming that she knew nothing of it too. She's also in the haze of confusion she aid through our links that

two of us" I mumble and paid my attention back to my brother who is now