Lie To Me Alpha

It was good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital.

I have been discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself.

I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years.

Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those years because according to my available memories I have never been in any relationship.

So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books.

It was nothing like I haven't even lived on this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace, my young memories are there but not my adulthood self.

A baby's wailing pull me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib.

He and my dad is all I have now, the absence of my mother was still shocking for me.

Everytime someone or even my dad talk about it I always try and change the subject.

Maybe I am still not accepting the fact that my mother is gone. To be honest I am scared to face my own emotions so instead of talking it out I hid everything inside of me and avoid the death of my mom.

Her funeral will be held tomorrow but still I'm not even in the state to see her.

Oh hell if people think I'm a heartless daughter who never shows up to see her mother at our pack's mortuary but I'm really scared. My father is the only one going there and make arrangements for my mom's funeral along with my mate's help while I just sit here in the house.

Speaking of Mate, Matteo and I never saw each other after the night I embarrassed myself mistaking my brother for our pup.

it's funny, instead of getting close with him I am also avoiding him. Not only from embarrassment but there were so many surreal emotions going on within me which I didn't and

to be here for him

of my mom's death doesn't mean

class from Dr. Omalley's Mate on how to care

has shown me how to hold him, feed him, change his diaper, bath him and so much more

mom caring for me like this when I was young I push it all back and buried them beneath the core of my

really paid off as I am

pick him and held him to my chest

teasing him pinching his chubby cheeks and he

and I must admit that he's the best gift in our lives

whenever I feel alone and at the same time taking my mind

adorable" another voice interrupts I look around there

wish he's ours," the voice

an idiot I forgot it must be Alera which I'm shocked she has finally came

she has been ghosting me out but today it's a miracle

my link with her and earned a 'What the Fuck' from her in

good to have my

she rolls her eyes at me before doing an

on his chubby cheeks "so cute" I whisper kissing his

she didn't just pop

remember what happened four years ago?" I ask and

pushing her to tell me but she ended up screaming that she knew nothing of it too. She's also in the haze

us" I mumble and paid my attention back