Lie To Me Alpha

It was good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital.

I have been discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself.

I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years.

Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those years because according to my available memories I have never been in any relationship.

So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books.

It was nothing like I haven't even lived on this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace, my young memories are there but not my adulthood self.

A baby's wailing pull me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib.

He and my dad is all I have now, the absence of my mother was still shocking for me.

Everytime someone or even my dad talk about it I always try and change the subject.

Maybe I am still not accepting the fact that my mother is gone. To be honest I am scared to face my own emotions so instead of talking it out I hid everything inside of me and avoid the death of my mom.

Her funeral will be held tomorrow but still I'm not even in the state to see her.

Oh hell if people think I'm a heartless daughter who never shows up to see her mother at our pack's mortuary but I'm really scared. My father is the only one going there and make arrangements for my mom's funeral along with my mate's help while I just sit here in the house.

Speaking of Mate, Matteo and I never saw each other after the night I embarrassed myself mistaking my brother for our pup.

avoiding him. Not only from embarrassment but there were so many surreal emotions going on

my first priority and I need to be here for him

topic of my mom's death doesn't mean I have to

class from Dr. Omalley's Mate on

shown me how to hold him, feed him, change his diaper,

this when I was young I push it all

paid off as I am now a pro in

little one," I pick him and held him to my

gain weight..and Ohhh you're cute baby" I keep on teasing him pinching

I must admit that

smile whenever I feel alone and at the same

interrupts I look around there

wish he's ours," the

forgot it must be Alera which I'm shocked

today it's a miracle to know

with her and earned a 'What the Fuck' from her in

good to have

she rolls her eyes at me before doing an ovation bow in my

back at my baby brother pinching on his

became silent as if she didn't

years ago?"

that she knew nothing of it too. She's also in the haze of confusion she aid through our

makes two of us" I mumble and paid my attention back to my brother who is