Lie To Me Alpha

It was good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital.

I have been discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself.

I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years.

Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those years because according to my available memories I have never been in any relationship.

So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books.

It was nothing like I haven't even lived on this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace, my young memories are there but not my adulthood self.

A baby's wailing pull me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib.

He and my dad is all I have now, the absence of my mother was still shocking for me.

Everytime someone or even my dad talk about it I always try and change the subject.

Maybe I am still not accepting the fact that my mother is gone. To be honest I am scared to face my own emotions so instead of talking it out I hid everything inside of me and avoid the death of my mom.

Her funeral will be held tomorrow but still I'm not even in the state to see her.

Oh hell if people think I'm a heartless daughter who never shows up to see her mother at our pack's mortuary but I'm really scared. My father is the only one going there and make arrangements for my mom's funeral along with my mate's help while I just sit here in the house.

Speaking of Mate, Matteo and I never saw each other after the night I embarrassed myself mistaking my brother for our pup.

and it's funny, instead of getting close with him I am also avoiding him. Not only from embarrassment but there were so many surreal emotions going on within me

priority and I need to be here for

the topic of my mom's death doesn't mean I have to avoid

the past two weeks I have been taking some private class from Dr. Omalley's Mate on how to care for

him, change his diaper, bath him and

my mom caring for me like this when I was young I push it all back and buried them beneath the core

did really paid off as I am now a pro in looking after my

him and

gain weight..and Ohhh you're cute baby" I keep on teasing him pinching his chubby cheeks and he

at him and I must admit

me smile whenever I feel alone and at the same

so adorable" another voice interrupts I look around there

he's ours," the voice

must be Alera which I'm

she has been ghosting me out but today it's a

link with her and earned a 'What the Fuck' from her

good to have my wolf

back" she rolls her eyes at me before

on his chubby

if she didn't

you remember what happened four years ago?"

she ended up screaming that she knew nothing of it too. She's also in the haze of confusion she aid through our links that she wish to remember but she

and paid my attention back to my brother who is now smiling in