Lie To Me Alpha

Matteo's Pov

I took a sip of my alcohol in my office and when I couldn't get enough of it. I threw it against the wall before breaking down to myself.

I hate it when I am lying to her.

Everything is a lie and I can't pretend that everything was fine in the beginning between the two of us.

This lie I'm living with her is fucking me up especially when I am expecting a pup from someone else soon.

How am I going to explain everything to her that I truly love her but circumstances just change the cause of everything.3

I took a sip again from another bottle of pure vodka on my desk and thought of our moments back in her room.

The way she looks at me tonight was so innocent and so pure that I am doubting myself in doing this to her.

Maybe I should just tell her the truth yet the events of that night and the consequences of it all is restraining me from telling it to her.

The door opens to my office and I saw Lyndon coming inside without a knock. He lock the door then came and sat before me.

It's funny this reminds me of that night when he made a request to me.

Since we most likely are going to talk tonight I put up a barrier to our link with the pack and press on the button below my desk. It is to make sure the room is secure and is sound proof from any werewolf hearing.

There was a pregnant pause before he speak "I haven't told you the whole truth about Addasah's conditions. Yes I have told you but not entirely," Lyndon took my vodka and took a long sip.

"Wooow! you're not the only one guilty here" he shook his head then gaze at me straight.

"I wipe off Addasah's memories by compelling her because she was dying," he blurted and I sat there in shock not believing what he is saying.

"I'm sorry what did you do to her?"

This man is insane how could he do that to his own daughter. I mean he shouldn't have wipe off her memories.

it after losing most of her blood during their fight and went into

memories, is this is why you gave me an ultimate back the?" I

hiss back with a

is lying to her right

my back against the

his vampire side. I could have fought back but he is my mates

bastard"

lost her memories and what I said back then wasn't an ultimate but basically

thinking back on

Flashback back:

hate me for doing this to her,"

know her so well Alpha,"

if she remembers everything?" I began

she won't"

do you mean?" I ask him

what I have done tonight to my daughter. What I did is unforgivable" he sigh rubbing

living this life is my fault and the consequences of my actions in the

when she woke up and finding out her mother is gone" he shook his head and by looks of it he seems a little scared

murderous look in her eyes and her vow of killing each and everyone in this pack tonight is something I wish not to see in her. I have done everything to restrain her from

what to say at

the wild animal who wants nothing

hearing my mate turning feral and it's all my

her memories but Alpha you need to be there for her

remembers?" I ask

won't" was

you tell her now I won't guarantee her being a normal wolf anymore. My daughter can't be

past hidden and just play

and make sure that everyone who were present that night of the

isn't my mate. Some

in the end they all try to understand me and