Lie To Me Alpha

Matteo's Pov

I took a sip of my alcohol in my office and when I couldn't get enough of it. I threw it against the wall before breaking down to myself.

I hate it when I am lying to her.

Everything is a lie and I can't pretend that everything was fine in the beginning between the two of us.

This lie I'm living with her is fucking me up especially when I am expecting a pup from someone else soon.

How am I going to explain everything to her that I truly love her but circumstances just change the cause of everything.3

I took a sip again from another bottle of pure vodka on my desk and thought of our moments back in her room.

The way she looks at me tonight was so innocent and so pure that I am doubting myself in doing this to her.

Maybe I should just tell her the truth yet the events of that night and the consequences of it all is restraining me from telling it to her.

The door opens to my office and I saw Lyndon coming inside without a knock. He lock the door then came and sat before me.

It's funny this reminds me of that night when he made a request to me.

Since we most likely are going to talk tonight I put up a barrier to our link with the pack and press on the button below my desk. It is to make sure the room is secure and is sound proof from any werewolf hearing.

There was a pregnant pause before he speak "I haven't told you the whole truth about Addasah's conditions. Yes I have told you but not entirely," Lyndon took my vodka and took a long sip.

"Wooow! you're not the only one guilty here" he shook his head then gaze at me straight.

"I wipe off Addasah's memories by compelling her because she was dying," he blurted and I sat there in shock not believing what he is saying.

"I'm sorry what did you do to her?"

This man is insane how could he do that to his own daughter. I mean he shouldn't have wipe off her memories.

most of her blood during their fight and

to her? I mean how can you wipe off her memories, is this is why you gave me an ultimate back

you dare Alpha" he hiss back with

fucking lie and her fucking ass mate is lying to her right now even though it's killing me," I pointed to my chest with so

my back against the

side. I could have fought back but he is my mates father and

kill you bastard" he let go of me and I

lost her memories and what

sob thinking back on

Flashback back:

this anymore Lyndon. Your daughter will practically hate me for doing this to her,"

and I know her so well Alpha," Lyndon seems so sure

if she remembers everything?" I began

won't"

you mean?" I ask

to my daughter. What I did is unforgivable" he sigh rubbing his

as a parent fails too. My family living this life is my fault and the consequences of my actions in the past is losing my

when she woke up and finding out her mother is gone" he shook his head and

in her eyes and her vow of killing each and

no knowing what to say at what I'm just

was no Addasah but the wild

gasp for air hearing my mate turning

but Alpha you need to be there for her and that's all I'm asking for

she remembers?" I ask

hope she won't" was his

tell her now I won't guarantee her being a normal wolf anymore. My daughter can't be

end I say yes I'll just keep our past hidden and just play along like I haven't wrong

call a meeting for my pack members and make

I confess to everyone that night that Quinn isn't my mate. Some were surprised and some weren't at

but in the end they all