Lie To Me Alpha

Matteo's Pov

I took a sip of my alcohol in my office and when I couldn't get enough of it. I threw it against the wall before breaking down to myself.

I hate it when I am lying to her.

Everything is a lie and I can't pretend that everything was fine in the beginning between the two of us.

This lie I'm living with her is fucking me up especially when I am expecting a pup from someone else soon.

How am I going to explain everything to her that I truly love her but circumstances just change the cause of everything.3

I took a sip again from another bottle of pure vodka on my desk and thought of our moments back in her room.

The way she looks at me tonight was so innocent and so pure that I am doubting myself in doing this to her.

Maybe I should just tell her the truth yet the events of that night and the consequences of it all is restraining me from telling it to her.

The door opens to my office and I saw Lyndon coming inside without a knock. He lock the door then came and sat before me.

It's funny this reminds me of that night when he made a request to me.

Since we most likely are going to talk tonight I put up a barrier to our link with the pack and press on the button below my desk. It is to make sure the room is secure and is sound proof from any werewolf hearing.

There was a pregnant pause before he speak "I haven't told you the whole truth about Addasah's conditions. Yes I have told you but not entirely," Lyndon took my vodka and took a long sip.

"Wooow! you're not the only one guilty here" he shook his head then gaze at me straight.

"I wipe off Addasah's memories by compelling her because she was dying," he blurted and I sat there in shock not believing what he is saying.

"I'm sorry what did you do to her?"

This man is insane how could he do that to his own daughter. I mean he shouldn't have wipe off her memories.

she just lose it after losing most of her blood

how can you wipe off her memories, is this is why you gave me an ultimate back the?" I ended up

he hiss back with a

daughter is living a fucking lie and her fucking ass mate is lying to her right now even though it's killing me," I pointed to my

back against the

his wolf then to his vampire side. I could

kill you bastard" he let go of

woke up turning feral and you know we talk about it after finding out she lost her memories and what

thinking back

Flashback back:

can't do this anymore Lyndon. Your daughter will practically hate me for doing this to her," Lyndon look at me as if

my daughter and I know her so well Alpha," Lyndon seems so sure to

remembers everything?" I began to

won't" he

mean?" I ask

have done tonight to my daughter. What I did is unforgivable"

as a parent fails too. My family living this life is my fault and the consequences of my actions in the past is losing my family. I just lost my mate but not

his tears "you should have seen her when she woke up and finding out her mother

and her vow of killing each and everyone in this pack tonight is something

to my seat no knowing what to say at what I'm just hearing

no Addasah but the wild animal who wants nothing but

mate turning feral and it's all

it's shocking to find her losing her memories but Alpha you need to be there for her and that's all I'm asking for you to do Matteo

if she remembers?"

she won't"

wolf anymore. My daughter

I'll just keep our past hidden and just play along like I haven't

for my pack members and make sure that everyone who

I confess to everyone that night that Quinn isn't my mate. Some were

end they all try to understand me