Lie To Me Alpha

Jay's Pov

"Matteo you have to tell her the whole truth," I watch him take another shot of whisky in his hand while ignoring me.

I was in the office sorting out our finances paper work when he storm in the office.

His eyes were red and he scream in the office then smashes photos and lamps in the office.

I knew his wolf was surfacing by his actions and once he calms down he told me what happened earlier with him and Addasah.

At the same time he's guilty of everything. He knows he shouldn't have been shouting at her and question her love for him. It's not like their love is true after all everything is a lie.2

He is lying to her except the fact that he loves her.

Yet what's even worst was the surprising arrival of his son and Quinn which has made him ignore her.

He told me that he is too ashamed to face her now and that is why he's keeping his distance from her for the mean time until he figured everything out.

I said Quinn came on the wrong timing, and she should have inform him that she's bringing Jona and her mate here. In that way maybe Matteo will then be more prepared for it.

I could see that she want Matteo to take ownership but I would say now is not the right time. I know he is torn between his son and his Mate.

We have been sharing our problems recently with each other especially his guilt over Addasah, then the return of Quinn and his son.

He look so vulnerable and insecure rambling on that Addasah will leave him once the truth is discovered.

So here I am trying to tell my best friend to tell her the truth.

"Matteo" I try again

mutters pouring another

it away from his hand before he drinks again and I chuck down the

you think she'll do when she finds out?" I try to make my friend see the possibility of the consequences of his actions if the truth is

can't" he says holding back his tears and

yourself from all this guilt you have to tell her. Yes she'll be mad but maybe she'll understand you, I know she loves you"

still be here, with you, with our pack if she finds out

I can't," he shouted at me luckily his office is soundproof and I know no one bothers to listen in to our conversation. Plus we are the only one

now or forever. I just love her so much that I'm always guilty whenever she's with me and I selfishly want her

don't know what to do anymore. I'm fucking in love with her that it hurts so much. If she left me I don't think I'll ever survive

the regret and pain written all over his

before but hurt and pain were emotions that I have never seen in him or he has shown to me or towards

is doing this to him and I don't blame her as it wasn't

and I knew the one at fault here is him. He has hurt her not just hurt but deeply have broken her before

months ago or the whole year yet everything went down the drain with his father involvement. Then Quinn fucking him while he

son and Addasah

know when or where her memories will be back but I know one thing. She's going

her and it's the least

I think my friend has a point too, because even

think she will still leave him given that he

her happiness because the time they've been together she looks more happy than

need to get a hold of yourself," I walk

to do Jay" he cry "I am afraid she is going to leave me. I mean after waiting for so long and now we're together but everything is mess up and l just don't know anymore if the moon goddess

and breath, "it's so easy to tell her the truth but honestly it so hard to bring myself to do it because either way I know I'll lose