Lie To Me Alpha

When it's time to leave, the kids gave him a kiss on the cheek before running towards the car.

They didn't want to go but Matteo has to persuade them that he's coming over to pick them up. I turn to walk away when his voice stops me in mid way.

"Why can't we start over?" he said but I was just standing there not replying or turn back to him.

"Can we start over please?" he repeated himself and I was just too dumb to move my legs.

"Why couldn't we do that Addasah?" I felt him behind me his breath warming my neck then his hands snaking around my waist.

He took a deep breath as if he was sniffling my scent. It has been so long since I could feel his warmth and comforting hands on my skin. This is something I knew I miss throughout the years, the feeling of him near me.

I might be so happy right now but I have to admit that my heart is not fully free from him.

Our nights and beautiful moments together are memories that I always cherish forever in my heart.

Him touching me right now ignite the fire and spur up those feelings I have never felt fir anyone. I may have try but in the end it is not what I always want.

I felt his head lay on my shoulder as he shudder then I felt something wetting my bare skin. His tears were slowly dropping on my exposed shoulder

"I want to be in their lives, to start over with them," he said squeezeing my waist lightly.

I gasp with moans escaping my lips but I zip my lips together quickly. I was to respond that nothing is holding him back from seeing his sons but his next words twist the key to my heart.

"But I can't start over with them if you're not in it. Please amore. I want all of my family together completely," he whisper with his hold tighten around my waist.

He is not hurting me but it is an embrace of someone who is desperate for another chance. It really do sound like someone who needs saving.

such dishevelled state tells it all but I am

to not be weak in front of him but I guess

heart still aches for all

heart has slowly

too selfish' I always ask that to Alera and myself for all

we can't anymore" I took away his hands from my waist and turn to face him which is probably a mistake that I don't

Why can't we be together then please. Let's start over, not just us together but with our kids too," he begs with

he leans towards my touch. Maybe I am too stupid to do this

be selfish anymore "I am happy Matteo, I really am," he slowly opens his

know what I'm going to say to him now determines not

say we will start over," his tears flow

a bigger heart will not only forgive but forget

happy right now but there were times I find myself lonely without him

to take it slow. Slow is a

with tears in his eyes "yes I would

shades that were under his eyes has now long gone and

right thing and I guess I always do. I close our distance again

away and he wipe off his tears

and not forgetting we need to talk. Not for the past but

nodding yes and I walk back to the car bidding

4 months later

Matteo's hair while watching our pups played

how we get here

really long talk which I was sad to discover