Lie To Me Alpha

When it's time to leave, the kids gave him a kiss on the cheek before running towards the car.

They didn't want to go but Matteo has to persuade them that he's coming over to pick them up. I turn to walk away when his voice stops me in mid way.

"Why can't we start over?" he said but I was just standing there not replying or turn back to him.

"Can we start over please?" he repeated himself and I was just too dumb to move my legs.

"Why couldn't we do that Addasah?" I felt him behind me his breath warming my neck then his hands snaking around my waist.

He took a deep breath as if he was sniffling my scent. It has been so long since I could feel his warmth and comforting hands on my skin. This is something I knew I miss throughout the years, the feeling of him near me.

I might be so happy right now but I have to admit that my heart is not fully free from him.

Our nights and beautiful moments together are memories that I always cherish forever in my heart.

Him touching me right now ignite the fire and spur up those feelings I have never felt fir anyone. I may have try but in the end it is not what I always want.

I felt his head lay on my shoulder as he shudder then I felt something wetting my bare skin. His tears were slowly dropping on my exposed shoulder

"I want to be in their lives, to start over with them," he said squeezeing my waist lightly.

I gasp with moans escaping my lips but I zip my lips together quickly. I was to respond that nothing is holding him back from seeing his sons but his next words twist the key to my heart.

"But I can't start over with them if you're not in it. Please amore. I want all of my family together completely," he whisper with his hold tighten around my waist.

He is not hurting me but it is an embrace of someone who is desperate for another chance. It really do sound like someone who needs saving.

need it as seeing him in such dishevelled state tells it all

started to water, and I tried to not be weak in front of

my heart still aches for all

has been locking my heart has slowly twist and turns until

being too selfish' I always ask that to Alera and myself for

I took away his hands from my waist and turn to face him which is probably a mistake that

please. Let's start over, not just us together but with our kids too," he begs with

hand in which he leans towards my touch. Maybe I am too stupid to do this but I think our kids

happy Matteo, I

was taking my time in deciding what I want to do next and I know what I'm going to say to him now determines not

will start over," his tears flow from his eyes and I wipe them

big person with a bigger heart will not only forgive but forget

I find myself lonely without him cause

took a step backwards "but not now Matteo. I just don't need time but I need us to take it slow. Slow is a pace you need to take if I am to start over with you. So

held my hands together with tears in his eyes "yes I would love

shades that were under his eyes

and I guess I always do. I close our distance again and gave him a hug patting him on the shoulder as

we pull away and he wipe off

to talk. Not for the past but what happens within

walk back

4 months later

with my hands running on Matteo's hair while watching our pups played on familiar fields with my grandma

memories of how we get here today as a

and I had a really long talk which I was sad to discover the misfortune of Quinn and the death of