Lie To Me Alpha

When it's time to leave, the kids gave him a kiss on the cheek before running towards the car.

They didn't want to go but Matteo has to persuade them that he's coming over to pick them up. I turn to walk away when his voice stops me in mid way.

"Why can't we start over?" he said but I was just standing there not replying or turn back to him.

"Can we start over please?" he repeated himself and I was just too dumb to move my legs.

"Why couldn't we do that Addasah?" I felt him behind me his breath warming my neck then his hands snaking around my waist.

He took a deep breath as if he was sniffling my scent. It has been so long since I could feel his warmth and comforting hands on my skin. This is something I knew I miss throughout the years, the feeling of him near me.

I might be so happy right now but I have to admit that my heart is not fully free from him.

Our nights and beautiful moments together are memories that I always cherish forever in my heart.

Him touching me right now ignite the fire and spur up those feelings I have never felt fir anyone. I may have try but in the end it is not what I always want.

I felt his head lay on my shoulder as he shudder then I felt something wetting my bare skin. His tears were slowly dropping on my exposed shoulder

"I want to be in their lives, to start over with them," he said squeezeing my waist lightly.

I gasp with moans escaping my lips but I zip my lips together quickly. I was to respond that nothing is holding him back from seeing his sons but his next words twist the key to my heart.

"But I can't start over with them if you're not in it. Please amore. I want all of my family together completely," he whisper with his hold tighten around my waist.

He is not hurting me but it is an embrace of someone who is desperate for another chance. It really do sound like someone who needs saving.

in such dishevelled state tells it all but I am not sure

I tried to not be weak in front of him but I guess 5 years

heart still aches for all

been locking my heart has slowly twist and turns until it's completely

being too selfish' I always ask that to Alera and myself for all

waist and turn to face

we be together then please. Let's start over, not just us together but with our kids

my hand in which he leans towards my touch. Maybe I am too stupid to do this but I think our kids

"I am happy Matteo, I really am," he

do next and I know what I'm going to say

happy without you. Then I say we will start over," his tears flow from his eyes and I wipe

person with a bigger heart will not only forgive but forget and

there were times I find myself lonely without him cause he gave me happiness

I need us to take it slow. Slow is a pace you need to take if I am to

held my hands together with tears in his eyes

dark shades that were under his eyes has now long gone and

I always do. I close our distance again and gave him a hug patting him on the shoulder

pull away and he wipe off his

we need to talk. Not for the past but what happens within the

yes and I walk back to the

4 months later

hair while watching our pups

we get here today as a one

long talk which I was sad to discover the misfortune of Quinn