Lie To Me Alpha

When it's time to leave, the kids gave him a kiss on the cheek before running towards the car.

They didn't want to go but Matteo has to persuade them that he's coming over to pick them up. I turn to walk away when his voice stops me in mid way.

"Why can't we start over?" he said but I was just standing there not replying or turn back to him.

"Can we start over please?" he repeated himself and I was just too dumb to move my legs.

"Why couldn't we do that Addasah?" I felt him behind me his breath warming my neck then his hands snaking around my waist.

He took a deep breath as if he was sniffling my scent. It has been so long since I could feel his warmth and comforting hands on my skin. This is something I knew I miss throughout the years, the feeling of him near me.

I might be so happy right now but I have to admit that my heart is not fully free from him.

Our nights and beautiful moments together are memories that I always cherish forever in my heart.

Him touching me right now ignite the fire and spur up those feelings I have never felt fir anyone. I may have try but in the end it is not what I always want.

I felt his head lay on my shoulder as he shudder then I felt something wetting my bare skin. His tears were slowly dropping on my exposed shoulder

"I want to be in their lives, to start over with them," he said squeezeing my waist lightly.

I gasp with moans escaping my lips but I zip my lips together quickly. I was to respond that nothing is holding him back from seeing his sons but his next words twist the key to my heart.

"But I can't start over with them if you're not in it. Please amore. I want all of my family together completely," he whisper with his hold tighten around my waist.

He is not hurting me but it is an embrace of someone who is desperate for another chance. It really do sound like someone who needs saving.

in such dishevelled state tells it all but I am not sure if I'm the

be weak in front of him

still aches for all of him

locking my heart has slowly twist and turns until

I being too selfish' I always ask that to Alera

hands from my waist and turn to face him which

five years. Five years we've been apart. Why can't we be together then please. Let's start over, not just us together but with our kids too," he begs with his eyes filled with tears that

my touch. Maybe I am too stupid to do this but I think our kids is now

cannot be selfish anymore "I am happy Matteo, I really am," he

next and I know what I'm going to say to him now determines

we're not all happy without you. Then I say we will start over," his tears flow from his

not only forgive but

happy right now but there were times I find myself lonely without him cause he gave

a step backwards "but not now Matteo. I just don't need time but I need us to take it slow. Slow is a pace you need to take if I am to start over

my hands together with tears in his eyes "yes I would

under his eyes has

distance again and gave him a hug

away and he wipe

forgetting we need to talk. Not for the past but what happens within the five years we miss out on

and I walk back to the car bidding him

4 months later

my hands running on Matteo's hair while watching our pups played on familiar fields with

smiled at the memories of how we get here today as

I had a really long talk which I was sad