Life After the Storm

As I walk out of the bathroom, I have my towel around me, as I motion for Sam to stay in there. “Ivan what are you doing in my Room?”

“I really wish you would just do what you are told Lilly I don't like how you make everything So damn complicated.”

I am confused with his words, I really don't know what the hell he's talking about I look at him with confusion. “What are you talking about?”

With no time for me to react he grabs a hold of me and bites down what the fuck he just marked me why. As tears run down my face from the pain and frustration overcomes me I tried to react to him, but I can't then suddenly everything just goes black.

As I am waking up, I see him lying next to me, I noticed that I'm in his room I am so pissed that he marked me, why would he do that if you didn't want me? He marked me as his now I'm going to be attached to a mate that doesn’t want me. Wondering is this my punishment from letting my family die, not saving them. That I never get to feel love ever again. Now that he marked me I will have to follow his command through the bond that my Wolf will have to him, I won't be able to resist him, I know that this is why he did it. He didn't do it out of love for me, he did it out of being able to control me. I know it's my fault I would not stop defining him. Now we both have no choice but to be mates, but he doesn't wear my mark which I will not give to him, he doesn't deserve it. As a start to move his body shifts than I realize he's getting up, he looks at me.

“You know this is your fault you gave me no other choice you would not listen to me now you don't have a choice but to.”

I just looked at him with sorrow in my eyes and just say “fuck you Ivan, I'm not your pet to do as you please with.”

I say out of frustration knowing that this is what I deserve for allowing my family to die a world of pain. I want to find my inner strength, but I think it's disappearing, I thought I was coming back, but I was just imagining it. I am so lost will things ever change. Will I find my place, or will I just be lost forever?

Ivan just laughed “you will do as your told.”

“I am going to get breakfast would you like to come down with me to eat”?

I don't respond to him, I know that I am starving, I don't know the last time I have eaten, but I don't want to go with him. As I watch him walk out of the bedroom, I curl into a ball and cry. Not really sure of anything, I just feel so alone. I just want this nightmare to come to an end. I get out of his bed I want his scent off me, I turn on the shower to let it warm once it gets warm I get into the shower. Loving the water pouring over my body, the warmth relaxing my muscles. I then here the bathroom door opens not sure who it is I get nervous. Knowing that it definitely isn't Sam next thing I know the shower curtain swings open.

are you doing I did not give you permission to

he came in, but he still scared me. “I'm

to talk when you

thing right

you ok I can feel your sadness and I want to be there for you. I'm fine, star I'm just broken, that's all. Well, Lilly if you let me, I can try to help you I am your wolf let me in stop resisting. I'm sorry Star that I have been so mean to you, I'm just hurting so bad I just don't know how to make it stop. Lilly let me try to help you. I want to allow

starts talking “Lilly look, I've never wanted a mate. I don't have luck with

really sure what he's talking about I thought you only get one mate. “I

I figured that I will just be alone, and I was fine with that now you came

parents arranged a marriage from a powerful pack called the Night Walker pack, the Alpha's daughter will be my Luna

blind the Alpha’s daughter is Jenny they don't have a son, this isn't the Night Walker pack? I've been at a different pack this entire time, not even really realizing it.

tell your parents that you found another

I will be

to you, I have no ranking, I am just a nobody wolf that

still there I won't reject you I will need an heir. I can

just give you my child and not

heir, I will let you leave never to return, I will let you go,

allow him to take our child our pup. We will escape come up with a plan to run where we

at him not really sure what to say, I hate how things have turned out it's insane how my life has just