Life After the Storm

He is So cocky, like why does he automatically think that I want to be a part of his pack I don't need him? I don't need anybody I don't have anybody it will be easier that way. I don't know if I could really handle losing someone else I care about it is best for me to just distance myself from the world. Before he wanted nothing to do with me, he wanted me to leave what is so different now. Even though I saved his life that doesn't mean anything I am one of the kinds that he hates the most a rouge.

Maybe it's because I am not the person who bows down to his feet, I am not going to anytime soon. Even though he is sexy as hell And I would love to fill his hands all over my body. I need to snap out of it I mean I guess I will agree to stay for now but once I am healed, I will leave. I am so far into thought I didn't even realize that there was someone else in the Room.

“Hello Lilly, my name is Dean I am the pack doctor.”

“Hi it's a pleasure to meet you thank you so much for helping me.”

“I think you need to understand that your body needs to adjust to healing. The best thing for you to do right now is probably just take it easy for the next couple of weeks.”

“You want me to stay here for weeks is that really necessary.”

“Yes it is especially for your pup your body isn't healing but it's also adjusting to your pregnancy.”

“What my pup I'm pregnant you have to be joking this can't be true.”

“I am not joking you are indeed pregnant you need to take good care of yourself for your pup.”

I am shocked by his words I never thought that I would be pregnant my brother did say I Would be loved and have my own I didn'trealize it would be so soon. Now it is not the time I don't even know where my life is going how am I going to be able to raise a pup. I can't be a rouge now it would be putting my pup into danger. I can see the doctor's lips moving, but I hear nothing I am in shock. Now I'm just terrified what is going to happen will I be able to offer anything to my pup I'm going to lose my shit then I hear a sweet voice inside my head “Lilly it will be OK I will help you along the way no matter what you have me your wolf Star? His words shattered my world now everything has changed. What am I going to do now I am not going back to where I was I will never return there?

I snap out of my thoughts by someone shaking me Lilly “I know that this is all hard to take in at once. You would be putting yourself in a lot of danger running alone.”

run down my cheeks

my pack does not mean I own you will

me all of a sudden you once

life to save not only my son, but mine as

to think,

some time to let all of this

know what to think right now I'm in so much in shock that I'm pregnant Ivan got what he wanted, and it makes me angry that I'm going to have to carry his pup. All that he has done to me now I will have a reminder every day. I know that I shouldn't feel this way, I should be overjoyed and excited

person. I was just getting ready to find myself how am I going to be able to do that with a child. Why

from you is yourself. Nothing is easy you have to fight for everything doesn't give you reason to give up. Stop not believing in yourself you are stronger than what you think. Your pup is going to need you He or she will

I don't need anyone my life will be what I allow it to be. I'm not going to give up I need to stay strong I now have a reason for existence. This is what my brother was talking about I can't let him down. I know that it's not going to be easy, but I have no other choice

for you. Star Says don't worry Lilly we can do this. Deep down I know that she

wants to no my story, but I'm not ready to tell him. I don't trust him he might

Alpha Landon and Dean are they look at me, I can see concern in their eyes. I say to them Look, I am surprised by all this, but I will not be controlled. I will stay, but I'm

you that is not

and I'm I

going to pass out what am I going to do. Dean comes over and

test I can do, but I

what are you talking