Life After the Storm

It's been a hard couple of days since Landon hasn't talked to me and Jayden is staying away. I'm unsure of what is happening, but I just let it go. I have been so consumed with Jayden that I forgot I'm about to become a mother.

My belly has been growing, I am starting to feel flutters in my stomach, I'm uncertain if that is the baby moving. I think that I have blocked out my pregnancy on purpose. Just because I'm scared and not sure how I'm going to do this. I know that I will find a way no matter what. I just wish I wasn't scared of what is coming.

I have been spending most of my time in my cabin just relaxing. Forgetting how good it feels. All of a sudden, I hear a knock at the door, uncertain who it is I grabbed my robe to put it on. I walk over to the door and I open it hoping that it is Jayden, but when I open the door to my disappointment it is not Jayden.

I put on a fake smile "hi how can I help you?"

"Hi my name is Jasmine I'm in the pack alpha Landon said about you were offering defense training."

"Hi Jasmine, my name is Lilly and yes, I could offer you defense training if you would like."

it in private where no one would see

to be ashamed of wanting to be able to learn

between us and find a place where we won't be

I looked further into her eyes, I can see the pain that someone has caused, not just once, but many times. "I'm not familiar with the area if you can find us a place I

and we will go to

try to hide my emotion, I don't want her to see that I feel sorry for her.

just does not seem right. Knowing that it isn't any of my business. I try to ignore all of it, but it's hard because I know she's feeling the pain that I felt. I don't understand why men think that they could just harm us when the truth is

let it warm to get a shower. As I am looking in the mirror. I know that I am strong noticing as my little belly is starting to

shower to clean myself I hear a knock at the door, of course I just ignore it, knowing I won't be long. As I finished cleaning myself I reached for the towel to dry myself then I slip into my robe. When I walk out of the bathroom, I jump when

but kiss him back. The feeling of his intimacy is what I crave. Wanting not to be alone. Having his hands all over my body Is breathtaking. I know that I should push him away,

of rage at the same time. He moves my robe from my neck as I let it fall to the ground making my body exposed. He then begins to kiss down my neck. My body shivers with