Life After the Storm

It's been a hard couple of days since Landon hasn't talked to me and Jayden is staying away. I'm unsure of what is happening, but I just let it go. I have been so consumed with Jayden that I forgot I'm about to become a mother.

My belly has been growing, I am starting to feel flutters in my stomach, I'm uncertain if that is the baby moving. I think that I have blocked out my pregnancy on purpose. Just because I'm scared and not sure how I'm going to do this. I know that I will find a way no matter what. I just wish I wasn't scared of what is coming.

I have been spending most of my time in my cabin just relaxing. Forgetting how good it feels. All of a sudden, I hear a knock at the door, uncertain who it is I grabbed my robe to put it on. I walk over to the door and I open it hoping that it is Jayden, but when I open the door to my disappointment it is not Jayden.

I put on a fake smile "hi how can I help you?"

"Hi my name is Jasmine I'm in the pack alpha Landon said about you were offering defense training."

"Hi Jasmine, my name is Lilly and yes, I could offer you defense training if you would like."

capable of doing it in private where no one would

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you tonight, and we will go to a place where it

that I feel sorry for her. I smile

I know that something just does not seem right. Knowing that it isn't any of my business. I try to ignore all of it, but it's hard because I know she's feeling the pain that I felt. I don't understand why men think that they could just harm us when the truth is they

up knowing it's time to leave this house. I go to the bathroom To get cleaned up. I start the water to let it warm to get a shower. As I am looking in the mirror. I know that I am strong noticing as my little belly is starting to show. I feel a

to clean myself I hear a knock at the door, of course I just ignore it, knowing I won't be long. As I finished cleaning myself I reached for the towel to dry myself then I slip into my robe. When I walk out of the bathroom, I jump when I see Landon sitting on the chair. I'm not sure what to say to him,

I crave. Wanting not to be alone. Having his hands all over my body Is breathtaking. I know that I should push him away, but I can't, my body wants

moves my robe from my neck as I let it fall to the ground making my body exposed. He then begins to kiss down my neck. My body shivers with every