Life After the Storm

I am so frustrated with Ivan right now. I just want to smack him. He made me believe that Sam was in real danger. He could have told me that Sam was fine. I was so worried. That he was dying when in reality he is just fine damn it Ivan.

“Why wouldn't you tell me that it was a code that Sam was okay Ivan, damn it I was terrified.”

“Lilly, if I had told you, then you wouldn't have wanted to be with me. I needed to fully heal, and I knew that if I had told you the truth, that you wouldn't have let me fuck you.”

Hating him but listening to him talking about us fucking has my pussy getting wet for him again. God, I hate this fucking mate bond. It is too much to handle. God, I could take him again right here, right now, fuck. I focus on my anger instead of trying to control myself.

“Damn Ivan you can't just let me chose to be with you, instead you have to trick me to be,”

“Lilly, really, you wouldn't have touched me if you knew that Sam was fine, you would have let me suffer. I wanted my strength. I need to be able to protect myself. Just in case someone tries to attack me again. I need to be as strong as I possibly can be. “

“Ivan, maybe if you would have just told me the truth it's possible just maybe I would have helped you, but now we will just never know.”

should

full of emotion. I hate how he makes me feel and there's nothing that I can do. Maybe he's right. If I knew the truth, I wouldn't have helped him, letting him suffer would have been better. Sometimes I just want someone else to feel my pain. I try so hard to put

fall. “Get dressed Ivan, I will take you to Landon's to use his phone, the sooner

not wanting to see him as he's getting dressed. He goes to touch my shoulder, but I shrug him off, not wanting

will take you to Landon's,

you for

just over everything. Wondering what is going to happen to Jenny. She is a good person, she just did a terrible thing. I want

doesn't budge, I notice he got his strength back. I'm not sure what is going on. Then I see Landon as he opens the

I realized my loyalty is to him and I wondered where the hell is

is at the house, I asked him

are running toward the screams I become terrified. As I see pack members laying on the ground barely alive. I want to help, but I